I have lost another battle against my body

From the moment I decided to attempt to bring Dorothy to life, I have been fighting against my body.

It took massive amounts of female hormones to finally quell the male ones in my body, and that was only the first battle.

Well, yesterday, I had to acknowledge my defeat in the area of clothing - specifically, panties.

I had bought some panties several months back, and I am giving up on them.

my big belly makes getting something to fit a struggle at the best of times, but my male parts make the whole thing a joke.

Which is similar to what has happened to me wearing heels, makeup, or having my hair long.

So the long and the short of it is my dysphoria is kicking my butt, so hugs appreciated.