Hidden Desires Chapter 1

The Mine Shaft:
Jessie shakes her ass while dancing around on stage in her leather corset, garter belt, leather panties, stockings, and thigh-high laced-up leather boots with four-inch heels. The song she was belting out was written by another member of the band. Her long, neon-purple straight hair swirled around her head each time she twirled.

The rest of the women on stage were dressed in similar outfits, but wore makeup that covered their faces. Their faces weren’t covered like the members of KISS, but more like Drag Queens. A huge smile appears on Jessie’s face as she ends the first song they were playing and goes straight into the next song.

She saw that the audience loved their performance. Just as her drummer was starting the beat to the next song, “Let’s hear the luv, people!”

Jessie holds her microphone out to the crowd and smiles as they yell Luv back to her. She belts out the next song and really gets into it. The other band members were having fun playing their instruments. At first, they weren’t that good, but since they started practicing six days a week for eight or more hours. They have improved a lot.

After about two hours of playing, they stopped playing, so the drag show could start. They head back to the dressing room, where seven drag queens are getting ready.

Jessie spots her friend Courtney finishing up her makeup up “They’re all warm up for you, Court.”

Sugar Plum looks over towards Jessie, “You expect us to follow you guys?”

“Hey, talk with Brenda about that. She did the line-up.” Jessie sits down at one of the makeup tables and starts removing her makeup.

The other ladies in Hidden Desires start removing their makeup as well. All of them were exhausted from playing for two hours. They were originally scheduled for four hours, but Brenda wanted to give the other drag queens a chance to make some money.

Jessie turns and looks over to Travis, “So, what do you think?”

“Think about what?” Travis had done himself up to look like a female version of Slash.

Their drummer, bass player, and keyboard player all had their own style of drag. Their drummer looked like Catherine Bach, the bass player looked like Jennie Vee, and their keyboard player had her own drag, which was neo-Goth. Her hair was just as long as Jessie’s, but raven black with purple highlights.

“Do you think we can do every weekend here?” Jessie had been approached by the club manager, and they sounded good tonight. He would book them every Friday and Saturday evening.

“I wouldn’t mind doing this every weekend.” David looked at Jessie as he removed his wig.

“Me neither.” Nagisa was washing off his makeup.

“It will cut into my clubbing, but same here.” Lucas was redoing his makeup because he was planning on going out with his boyfriend.

“Okay, be up here tomorrow at nine o’clock for practice.” Jessie grabs her coat and cover-up.

She walks out of the club and over to her car. She hopes the damn thing will start. She gets in and tries to start the car. It was an old Mustang with a carburetor instead of fuel injection. After a second try, the car fires up.

She leaves the parking lot and drives towards her house, which she inherited from her aunt. Her aunt took her in after her stepfather nearly killed her. He has always been abusive towards her.

She pulls into the driveway and parks her old Mustang. Jessie was tired and covered up a yawn. When she entered the house, she noticed her wife was still awake.

Kate was up late working on some paperwork for her business. When she hears the front door open around two in the morning, and spots her wife Jessie walking in.

“How did your gig go, sweetie?” Kate knew Jessie had a gig tonight up at The Mine Shaft. It was only her third time that the band Jessie was in had a gig.

“It went good.” Jessie takes her coat off and hangs it up in the closet.

Jessie walks into the living room so her wife can see what she wore tonight. She could tell her wife loved how she looked.

“So, do you like what you are seeing?” Jessie turns around and wiggles her ass at her wife.

A smirk appears on Kate’s face, “Of course, I approve.”

Jessie walks over to her wife and straddles her lap, and leans forward to kiss her on the lips. Her wife paid for her to become a woman and married her. They started dating when she was just sixteen years old.

Kate had been Jessie’s aunt's best friend and had been a widow. Her husband had died overseas, but the two of them never had any children. There had been a secret relationship between her aunt and Kate. Jessie’s aunt was bisexual, and sometimes the two women would get together and have fun.

When Jessie learned about their relationship, after moved in with her aunt. She started having a threesome with both women. Jessie loved how the two women dominated her and made her wear all sorts of sexy, exotic outfits both in private and in public.

After Jessie’s aunt died, she felt so alone and became close to Kate. Jessie feels her wife squeeze her ass and lift her as she stands.

“Let’s take this to the bedroom so that I can enjoy your youthful body.”

“Okay,” Jessie lifts her wife’s old t-shirt off her body, exposing her wife’s huge melons.

The two of them take their lovemaking to the bedroom and get undressed. Before long, Kate had Jessie moaning and squirming as she went in and out of Jessie’s vagina. She also straddled Jessie’s face and made her eat her pink taco.

After their lovemaking and performance, Jessie passes out, happy and satisfied, snuggled up against her wife. She felt Kate hold her tight against her body. Kate’s hand was resting on her own breasts, which were smaller than Kate’s but still the size of cantaloupes.

The next day, Jessie wakes up and stumbles into the bathroom. She does her business and takes a shower to wash all her wife’s juices off her body, face, and hair.

“Got room for one more, honey?” Kate had come into the bathroom to relieve her bladder but decided to step into the shower instead. She could always pee in the shower.

Which she does, as she attacks Jessie’s mouth. The two of them fool around in the shower but get out when the water starts turning cold.

“So, where are you heading off to this morning, sweetie?” Kate looks at Jessie as she does her makeup.

“Practice. We have a show tonight at The Mine Shaft again, and we need to be prepared.” Jessie watches as her wife secures her big breasts in a nice, sexy bra.

“You and my aunt had about the same size breasts.” Jessie knew how big her aunt’s breasts used to be.

“That’s why I loved having sex with her. You saw how much we enjoyed each other when the three of us got together.” Kate knew how much of a freak Jessie’s aunt was in the bedroom, and when they went out into the country as well.

Jessie’s aunt had once ridden a horse bareback and in the nude. That had been a sight to see. “What time will you go on tonight?” Kate was thinking about going to The Mine Shaft to see her wife play.

“Ten o’clock tonight.” Jessie had a different outfit she planned to wear tonight for the gig.

“Alright, I’ll see you tonight.” Kate kisses Jessie before letting her get ready.

Jessie finishes getting ready and grabs her purse. She also grabbed her guitar, since they had a few songs that required her to play. She had gotten dressed in a pair of black leggings that hugged and lifted her ass. She was wearing a crop top shirt that exposed her tummy, which was pierced.

The drive to The Mine Shaft didn’t take long. When she pulled into the parking lot, she noticed the other members of the band were already there. She parks her car next to David’s pickup truck.

All the other members of the band weren’t dressed in drag. Sure, most of them looked like women, but the only woman among them was herself. Jessie knew none of them wanted to be women.

“We’re you ladies waiting for little ole me?” Jessie gets out of her car.

“What do you think?” Danny looked at Jessie and couldn’t believe how cute she looked today.

“You know, you really know how to make the rest of us look undervalued.” Travis looked at Jessie and was amazed at how cute she looked.

Travis came looking like his female Slash persona from Guns and Roses. Travis was a huge Guns and Roses fan and learned how to play everything Slash played.

“Hey, I know you ladies aren’t like me.” Jessie knocks on the front door of the place.

“They were not opened yet.” A young male voice answered.

“We’re the band. Brenda approved us to come in and practice this morning.”

There’s a clicking sound as the dead bolt unlocks. The door opens as the bouncer lets everyone into the club. “Thank you.”

Everyone walks in and towards the stage. They hook up their instruments and start practicing. Some of the songs they knew by heart. They practice Welcome to the Jungle by Guns and Roses. Then Sweet Child of Mine, next. We’re Not Going to Take It by Twisted Sister, along with We Want To Rock by the same group. They had a full hour worth of playing established songs and then several of their own songs, like Running For Your Life, Horny and Looking For Love, Blacktop Rider, Two Wheel Lover, Pink Tacos, Sausage Lover, and Being True To Yourself.

Pink Tacos were for the lesbians in the audience, and Sausage Lover was for the Gays in the group. They talk about letting a few drag queens who could sing come up on stage and let them join them in a song or two.

They practice for two hours and leave afterwards to grab some lunch. Travis looks at Jessie, “If you don’t mind me asking, Jessie. How did you find out you were trans?”

“Believe it or not, I have to thank my stepfather and mother for helping me realize that I was trans. I didn’t know I was trans until my stepfather made me wear my mother’s bra and bikini bottom as punishment. He did it because some bullies from school stole my brand new tennis shoes I got from him. He was mad because I didn’t fight back, and my stepfather thought I was a wussy. He thought that by embarrassing me like that, I would become more aggressive, but it turned out that I liked wearing my mother’s clothes outside in the heat.

By the time I was done mowing the lawn and working outside all day. I was as red as a lobster. You could tell what I wore because of the tan lines burned into my skin. He punished me all week, wearing just those clothes.

He also made me dress like a girl and sent me to school like that. He was doing everything he could to embarrass me. The man was a bastard and hated me.”

“What did your mother think about what he was doing?” Travis knew his parents didn’t mind him being gay.

“She helped him to humiliate me. If nothing else, she made me as girlie as possible when they made me dress as a girl. What they didn’t know, I
was enjoying pretending to be a girl.” After the first time, Jessie’s stepfather and mother dressed her up in girl clothes and sent her to school like that. Something woke up in her.

“So, why did you go and live with your aunt?”

“I was arrested for having sex at a college party. I was wearing my mother’s lingerie when I was committing the act. My parents wanted to admit me to a psychiatric ward, but my aunt said she would take me in.” Jessie remembered the anger on her mother's and stepfather’s faces.

“Man, I remember when my mother caught me having sex with the next-door neighbor’s oldest son,” Danny remembered that day because it was the first time he dressed up as Catherine Bach and was dancing to several of her songs.

“How did your folks handle it?” Travis knew how his folks felt about him dressing up as a female Slash.

“After we talked about it, they said it was my life and if I liked guys, that was okay with them. However, they still wanted grandkids.” David thought that part was funny.

“What does your boyfriend think about that?” Travis has met everyone’s significant others.

“He said he is too young to have kids right now.”

“At least your parents accepted your decision. My parents disowned me when they discovered I was gay.” Nagisa remembered the fight between himself and his parents when they discovered he liked guys over girls.

“I think Asians have a harder time accepting that their boy is gay, Nagisa.” Lucas hugs his best friend.

“So, have you ladies decided what you want to wear tonight?” Jessie felt she should change the subject.

“I’m going dressed like I normally do.” Travis based all his outfits on Slash, but as female attire.

“I’m wearing something different tonight.” David had a jumpsuit that exposed her sides and fastened around her neck. Her back would be open, letting her cool better as she played her drums.

“How about you, Nagisa, and Lucas?” Jessie looks towards both of them.

“I’m going to wear a fishnet jumpsuit with a leather corset and spiked boots.” David just bought a nice leather corset.

“You know me, I’m going to dress in a full leather bodysuit and spike heels.” Lucas loved looking sexy.

“Just be careful, Lucas. Getting into and out of leather or PVC bodysuits is tricky, especially when you have to use the bathroom.” Jessi knew from experience. She almost peed in a bodysuit she wore once.

Later that night, Jessie spots her wife in the audience. She puts a little more wiggle in her hips as she dances up on stage. Not only did it drive certain members of the audience crazy, but she knew what effect it would have on her wife.

The band rocks the venue for two hours before turning the stage over to the drag queens waiting backstage to perform. Most of the band members mingle as they are with their lovers. Jessie makes sure everyone knows she is already spoken for. She sits on her wife’s lap while drinking her drink.

All the employees know she is under twenty-one, but ignore the fact that she was drinking her wife’s drink. She leans back against Kate and kisses her. Tonight, she wore a pair of pants that exposed her butt cheeks. So, she was feeling the cool air in the club and her wife’s hands.

Kate, let’s Jessie drink some of her drink. She leans in to nibble on Jessie’s ear, “You’re not driving home tonight, sweetie.”

“Okay, I’ll let Brenda know I’m leaving my Mustang overnight, so it's looked after.” Jessie stands up off Kate’s lap and heads towards the manager’s office.

She knocks on the door.

“Enter.”

Brenda was busy counting tonight's profits so far. She watches as the door to her office opens and spots Jessie walking in.

“What can I do for you, tonight, Jessie?”

“I’m going to be leaving my car overnight. Can you make sure no one hurts it?”

Brenda noticed Jessie was already a little tipsy. A smirk appears on her face, “Sure, just be careful and don’t drink too much.”

“Thanks, and I won’t.” Jessie turns and leaves.

She heads back to her wife’s table and sits on her lap again. She keeps stealing sips of her wife’s drink while they are there. By two o’clock, the bar was starting to shut down. Kate has to help Jessie to her car because of how tipsy Jessie was.

Kate knew she should have stopped her wife from drinking her drinks, but she didn’t have the heart to. She helps Jessie into the house and their bedroom. She helps Jessie undress and put her in bed. When she gets into bed, Jessie snuggles up close to her and kiss her.