The Girl I Undressed Part 1 of 5

by IAmHerEmma

 

 

 

 

Acknowledgements

I want to thank the people who helped me get this story to where it is. Whether it was through encouragement, feedback, or just listening when I needed to talk it out, you’ve all played a part. If it wasn’t for your support and kindness, I don’t think I’d have found the courage to put this out into the world.

I would like to thank Blake Ashford for being one of the first people to beta-read this story months ago. Your encouragement meant a lot, and you’ve continued to be the person I’ve turned to whenever I’ve doubted myself or felt unsure about the writing process in general. I’m really grateful for your support and friendship.

To Natasha Black, when I put out a call for volunteers on Fictionmania, you stepped in and offered to be a beta reader, and I’m so thankful you did. Your feedback and notes were incredibly helpful, and you caught mistakes I had missed entirely, which made a real difference in cleaning up the draft. More than anything, your kindness and your warm response to the story helped me start letting go of the doubts I had been holding on to.

Lastly, I want to mention Almost Lisa. Just when I thought I wouldn’t find anyone else to beta-read, you stepped in, and so much has happened since then. You became my north star, guiding me with advice, encouragement, and a level of involvement that left me genuinely speechless. You were vocal, honest, and full of conviction in helping shape this story. From pointing out when a scene didn’t quite work to showing me where a character felt off, and reminding me to add detail where it mattered, so everything tied together. I genuinely don’t have the words to express how much your care and commitment have meant to me. Through all of this, I feel like I’ve gained a new friend. Thank you for giving so much of yourself to this story. I am deeply, deeply grateful.

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Authors Note

I’ve been away from writing for six years. I’ve always written primarily from my own fantasies, and only occasionally from personal experience. Still, it took me a long time to get through, partly because I kept losing confidence and stepping back. What I initially thought would be a story centered around sex slowly shifted into something else. It became more about the characters, the quiet shifts, and the slow burn. Somewhere along the way, the story started leading me, not the other way around. And yet, after all that, I lost faith in both myself and the story, and left it buried in one of the many forgotten folders on my computer, convinced it wasn’t good enough to share.

I hope that someone out there connects with the characters or finds something that resonates. If that happens, then maybe this story found the place it was meant to be. Thank you again for giving it a shot, and for reading something that ended up meaning far more to me than I expected.

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Note: This story is told from the POV of the female lead, Ashley.

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There’s something about Friday evenings that hits different when you’re dating someone you actually like.

The second I walked out of the courthouse, I could feel my shoulders drop two inches. The noise of legal arguments, coffee breath, and clicking heels faded with each step toward home. My heels came off at the door, my blazer got tossed over a chair, and I finally let myself breathe again, not just oxygen, but space. Permission. Ease.

And maybe a glass of Pinot Noir.

I was halfway through uncorking the bottle when James poked his head into the kitchen. His hair was doing that adorably chaotic thing it always did when he’d been running his fingers through it all day. He wore a navy hoodie that had long ago stopped trying to look new, and a pair of joggers slung low on his hips like he lived in soft clothes, which, to be fair, he basically did.

“Smells good. Are you making the fancy pasta again?” he asked, cautiously eyeing the saucepan.

I smirked. “The one with three pots and a food processor? I already have you, James. I’m not auditioning.”

He chuckled and walked over, slipping his arms around my waist from behind. He rested his chin on my shoulder, one of those unconscious moves he did often, the kind that made me feel tethered in the best way.

“No shame in frozen tortellini,” he said, kissing the curve of my neck.

“Tell that to your Italian ancestors.”

“I’m Irish-German.”

I raised my glass, grinning. “To carb crimes and quiet nights.”

He clinked his with mine. “Cheers.”

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Later, we were curled up on the couch under a throw blanket. A rerun of some space opera murmured along, all glossy ships and orchestral brass. My legs were draped over his lap; his palm sat easily on my thigh like it belonged there, which it did. The room had that Friday quiet I craved: dishes done, city low, nothing urgent hunting us.

He traced the lace at the hem of my shorts without really thinking about it.

“You’re doing that thing you always do,” I said.

His eyes flicked down, caught. “What thing?”

“The ‘I want to ask a question, but I’m afraid the question is going to reveal a whole universe’ thing.”

He made a face. “That’s a long name.”

“I work in law. We label things precisely,” I angled my head. “Go on.”

He shifted a little under me, gaze sliding over to the TV, then back to me. “Okay, so… have you ever worn something just because it made you feel different? Not for other people. Not for Halloween. Just… because it felt right, even if nobody else would get it.”

Something flickered in his eyes, a mix of emotions I couldn’t pin down.

I nodded. “Yeah. On long court days? I’ll sometimes wear silk panties under my suits.”

His eyebrows jumped. “Seriously?”

“Dead serious,” I smiled into my glass. “They remind me I don’t have to be hard to be strong. That I can carry softness under the armor and it still counts.”

Something in his face shifted, I couldn’t quite make it out; maybe curiosity, maybe confusion. The ships on TV slid through stars; in our living room, the air did the same.

“I think I… get that,” he said. “A little.”

“What happened?” I asked because it seemed like there was a story. “That question didn’t come out of nowhere.”

He huffed a small laugh, sheepish. “Okay. I took a break from the beta patch. The AI pathing is doing that thing where the NPCs insist the wall is a door, so I ran to the market to stop myself from rage-refactoring the whole system.”

“Very healthy,” I said solemnly.

“I know. Gold star.” He rubbed his jaw. “I grabbed eggs, spinach, and bread. Stood in line behind a guy in a button-down and chinos. Normal. He dropped his card, bent to grab it…” He glanced at me like he was checking if I’d think he was ridiculous. “And I saw a strip of mauve lace at his waistband. Not boxers. Not ‘it’s kind of silky if you squint.’ Straight-up panties. Like, pretty.”

I didn’t move. “And?”

“And I froze. Not like, ‘ugh, gross.’ More like… the world tilted for a second.” He exhaled. “The cashier looked up, then back to the scanner. If she noticed, she didn’t register it; she just asked, ‘Paper or plastic?’ in that bored, end-of-shift voice. He said, ‘Paper.’ The receipt spit out. A toddler behind me was negotiating for stickers. No one blinked.”

“Maybe he wore them for his girlfriend,” I said, easy. “Or his boyfriend. Or because it was laundry day and the universe handed him mauve.”

He huffed. “Or because he lost a bet.”

“Or,” I said, nudging his knee with mine, “because he likes how they feel. Maybe it’s not just panties. Maybe there’s a matching set. Stockings. A bralette he keeps for days when the world’s too loud. Maybe it’s Tuesday, and silk makes the checkout line less boring.”

He gave me a look. “That’s… a lot of maybes.”

“I bill by the maybe,” I said. “Occupational hazard.”

He tried not to smile and failed. “You’re ridiculous.”

“Accurate. Also, curious.” The lace edge of my shorts flirted with his thumb. I let it. “I’m saying there are a dozen reasons, and none of them need a laugh track.”

“So you think he just… enjoys it?”

“I think plenty of people enjoy softness and never tell a soul,” I said. “Some people go further. Full set. Maybe more than once in a while.”

He blew out a breath. “Right. And next you’ll tell me he left the store, got into a cab, and went home to a walk-in closet of secret satin.”

“Or a shoebox under the bed,” I said. “Rituals don’t need square footage.”

He shook his head, half amused, half defensive. “It still sounds ridiculous.”

“Ridiculous?” I lifted a brow.

He kept his eyes on the TV. “I don’t get it,” he said. “It just doesn’t make sense to me.”

“People do things because they want to feel good,” I said. “Sometimes, because it makes them feel sexy. Sometimes, because soft beats scratchy. Sometimes, because they like the look, even if no one else ever sees it.”

“Sexy?” he said, skeptical.

“Sometimes it’s a fetish,” I said lightly. “Sometimes it’s comfort. Sometimes it’s control, choosing a layer the world doesn’t get to vote on. All of the above. None of the above. People are allowed their reasons.”

He shook his head. “Still feels ridiculous.”

“That’s fine,” I said, teasing. “It doesn’t have to make sense to you… unless you wanted to find out. Who knows, it might even stir something.”

He blinked. “Stir something?”

I smiled. “At minimum, it would look good on you.”

He stared at me, incredulous. “You actually think that?”

“I do,” I said, teasing but steady. “Could be sexy. Maybe even cute.”

He scrubbed a hand over his face. “I can’t tell if you’re messing with me or trying to start something.”

“A little of both,” I said. “Only if you want to.”

He snorted. “Yeah, right! You’re messing with me.”

“Mm.” I kept my tone light, teasing, because I knew exactly where his edges were. “We could start with panties. But if we’re daydreaming, I’m allowed the deluxe package.”

“Fat chance.”

“No pressure,” I said, because there wasn’t. I shifted my legs, and his hand adjusted automatically, the contact unbroken. “Just letting you know the drawer exists. And if you ever wander near it, I won’t sound any alarms, at most I’ll smirk, say ‘cute,’ and pretend not to stare for a whole ten seconds.”

He rolled his eyes, his face flushed; he searched for something to say and came up empty. I chuckled, and we both turned back to the TV. The ships glided. Our Friday settled. Nothing else in the world required us.

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A week slid by the way good weeks do: small routines, shared jokes, a couple of long days that knocked the wind out of me, and one surprise visit to take me out to lunch. I wore silk under gray on Wednesday and thought about telling him, but didn’t, because there was a sweeter answer I wanted him to come to on his own.

Friday found us in almost the same shape: couch, blanket, me in a soft tee and little shorts, him in joggers, and that hoodie that defied laundry into permanent softness. The TV lit up the room. This time, it wasn’t a space opera; it was a sketch show doing a bit where a man, well-styled as a woman, played a confident femme fatale, not the punchline.

I gave him a look. He caught it. “What?”

“Nothing,” I said, but the corner of my mouth gave me away. On-screen, the femme fatale blew smoke and stepped through a doorway like she owned the building.

He watched me watching him. “Say it.”

“It’s not the bit,” I said. “It’s your shoulders. They’re doing that thing where a thought shows up and pretends to be casual.”

He huffed. “You’re impossible.”

“Frequently,” I said, sliding my toes along his calf. His eyes dropped to the lace at my hem again and stayed. “You wore those on purpose,” he said.

“Maybe,” I said. “I figured we might talk.”

“About what?”

“About you,” I said lightly. “About you trying something soft. Not as a sketch. As you.”

He barked a laugh. “Come on.”

“Not a production,” I said. “One small thing. Just to see what it feels like. There’s no test, no audience, and you can take it off in ten seconds if you hate it.”

He stared at the TV for a while. “I don’t know if it’s me.”

“It doesn’t have to be ‘you’ forever,” I said. “It can be you for five minutes. People try things to feel good. Or to feel different for a second. Sometimes that different is sexy. Sometimes it’s just… quiet.”

He looked back at me, trying to read how serious I was. I let him see it. “You think that’d be sexy?”

“It could be,” I said. “It could be cute. It could be nothing, and we laugh and order noodles. But, I’m not joking about the part where it might feel good.”

His mouth tilted, unsure. “And if I did… hypothetically… how would that even work? Do I just… pick one?”

“You let your very qualified girlfriend pick a couple,” I said, teasing. “You remember there’s no wrong answer, only what feels right. You breathe and that’s it.”

He turned our hands so our fingers laced, thumb drawing slow, nervous circles on my knuckle. The air around us changed just a little; the TV went to commercials, and neither of us looked away.

He opened his mouth, closed it. “You’re serious.”

“I am.”

He searched my face like there was a secret door I hadn’t told him about, then laughed once, disbelieving and a little thrilled. “You’re unbelievable.”

“I’m consistent,” I said. “Last week I got a ‘fat chance.’ This week I’m offering field research.”

He shook his head, still flushed. “You make everything sound simple.”

“It is simple,” I said.

He went quiet, eyes searching mine. “It’s… a little scary,” he said, barely above a breath. “Like if I let myself feel it, I won’t know what to do with it.”

“Nothing you find scares me. You’re safe with me.”

He exhaled, a small surrender, and nodded. “Okay,” he said, with a wry, nervous smile.

I stood and offered my hand with a teasing smile. “Then let’s go to the bedroom and find you something soft.”

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In the bedroom, I flicked on the warm lamp beside the bed and walked over to my lingerie drawer, the one that held all the silky little luxuries I wore more for me than anyone else. I dug around a bit and pulled out a pair of lavender mesh panties, sheer with floral lace on the sides and a soft elastic waistband.

“These should fit,” I said, handing them to him. “They’re stretchy. And they’ll look good on you.”

He took them slowly, as if I were offering him something fragile and rare. His eyes went a little wide, uncertain but curious, a flush rising high on his cheeks; his mouth softened like he’d let something in. His fingers lingered on the lace, stroking it as if to memorize its texture.

“I… don’t know how I’ll look,” he admitted.

“You’ll look like you,” I said. “Just in something softer.”

He smiled nervously, then glanced toward the mirror.

I tilted my head with a little smirk. “Want me to turn around while you change? I promise not to peek… unless you want me to.”

That got a breathy laugh out of him, small, but real.

“Maybe just for a minute,” he said.

I set my hand over his and held him. “No pressure. No audience. If you want to stop, say so.” I turned toward the door and gave him the room.

“I’ll hold you to that.”

I leaned casually against the door, heart quietly pounding behind my ribs.

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A few minutes later, the door creaked open.

James stood there, one arm crossed self-consciously over his bare stomach, the other resting near the hem of the panties. They fit snugly — not perfectly — but beautifully imperfect. And undeniably feminine.

But what really got me was his face. Vulnerable, unsure, glowing in the softest, strangest way. Like a part of him had just peeked out from under years of dust and finally seen light.

I didn’t move. I let myself look, really look. The rise of his chest. The way his fingers hovered at the waistband like he might cover himself, and couldn’t decide. Heat climbed his throat. His eyes flicked to mine, away, back again, asking without words.

The quiet stretched. I felt him start to fold under it: shoulders tightening, chin tilting down, the slightest tug at the hem as if to hide what he’d just dared to show me.

Color rose high on his cheeks. His mouth parted, then closed; the words wouldn’t come. For a breath, I saw it… the worry I might disapprove.

I stepped toward him, unhurried, softening my face so he’d know it wasn’t disapproval. “May I?”

He nodded, bashful, gaze breaking from mine. I set my palms warm at his hips, steady at first, then gentler, and smoothed the fabric where it had twisted, easing the lace so it lay clean against his skin. He shuddered under my hands, breath catching. The sound that left him was half-surprise, half-relief.

“There,” I murmured. “That’s better.”

Only then did I lift my eyes back to his. “Cute,” I said, and meant it.

His lips parted. “Really?”

I reached for his hand, threading my fingers through his.

“Come see what I see.”

I led him to the mirror. His reflection looked hesitant at first, standing tall, but cautious. Then his eyes flicked down, back up. I could see it, the flicker of something blooming.

He stared at his reflection, suddenly uncomfortable. “This just feels…” He took a half step back, like he might walk away.

“You don’t have to,” I said, standing behind him and wrapping my arms around his waist. “Take your time, I’m here.”

He stood there for another long moment, breathing steadily, soaking in the image like it might vanish if he blinked too fast.

I let the quiet breathe between us. “If you want,” I said softly, “we can try a little more.” I held still, leaving the choice with him, no rush, no script.

He swallowed, eyes lifting to mine, surprised. “You… really want me to try more?”

I let my expression soften and nodded with a small smile. “I want you to do what you want, but only if you’re sure.”

He nodded, but there was a flicker of hesitation in it, not about the desire, but about what it might mean. I didn’t push. I waited, fingers brushing his hip.

I turned him gently toward me, searching his face. “Are you sure?”

“I think so,” he said finally, voice low.

I smiled, not to fill the silence but to honor it. He didn’t need to explain more than that. The wanting was already there; I could feel it in the way his eyes kept drifting toward the open drawer, in the way his body stood a little taller now, even if the nerves were still humming underneath. It lit something in me, warm and protective and a little greedy; a quiet flutter low in my belly.

I walked to the drawer again and picked out a soft blush-pink bralette, light, unstructured, with a stretch lace band. Nothing too bold. Just the next step.

“This one’s gentle,” I said, holding it up. “Like something you wear when you don’t need to be anyone else.”

He took it carefully, turning it over in his hands. “I don’t even know how to put this on.”

“You’re not the only one who’s ever said that,” I said, smiling. “Come here.”

He stepped close, and I slipped it up over his arms and shoulders, adjusting the lace against his chest. His breathing was steady, but I could feel his pulse, fast and warm under my fingertips.

The bralette sat snugly across him, subtle but transforming. His hands hovered at his sides, not sure what to do, until he looked in the mirror again.

“How does it feel?” I asked.

He hesitated. "I... I don't know how it's supposed to feel."

“Warm? Snug? Strange? Soft?” I offered, keeping my voice easy. He watched my face for a beat, then nodded once.

“Soft,” he said, like he wasn’t sure he was allowed the word yet.

I leaned beside him, keeping my voice low and gentle. “You look good in soft things.”

He glanced over at me, uncertain but glowing. “I never thought I’d hear someone say that and not be joking.”

“Well,” I said, brushing his hair back behind his ear, “welcome to a new chapter, sweetie.”

He laughed softly, a real one this time, less nervous. Then he looked back toward the drawer.

“If you want to try a little more, we can,” I said, not rushing. He didn’t answer, just a small, startled breath, eyes flicking in question. “It’s okay,” I said softly. “Do whatever feels comfortable to you.”

I watched his attention settle on the open drawer; a warm, protective pull rose in me, and I let my face soften so he’d know I was with him. “You get to pick what comes next,” I said softly. “I want to see what you’re drawn to.” He nodded and stepped closer to the drawer, fingertips brushing over slips, stockings, camisoles. There was something beautiful in the way he touched each fabric, reverent, like he was discovering a world he’d always felt but never quite seen.

His hand paused over a satin slip in dove gray. “This one?”

I smiled. “Good choice.”

He took it from me and hesitated. “Should I change in the bathroom again?”

I met his eyes, keeping my voice soft. “You can change here if you want. If you’d rather have privacy, that’s okay too, do whatever feels comfortable.”

He slipped out of the bralette slowly, folding it carefully before stepping into the satin. The hem brushed mid-thigh, and as he adjusted the straps over his shoulders, I saw it again, that blooming light in his face. It felt like something was clicking into place.

“Still me?” he asked, turning toward me.

I walked up to him and took both his hands in mine. I brushed my thumb over his knuckles. “A new you,” I murmured.

We stood like that for a moment, then I pulled him gently to sit beside me on the edge of the bed. I didn’t make a move. I didn’t have to. He leaned his head against my shoulder, and I let my arm wrap around him, fingers lightly tracing the satin along his hip.

It was quiet. Safe.

“You’re not weird for trying this,” I said quietly. “You’re brave for letting yourself have it.”

He turned his face into my neck, exhaling. “I don’t even know what I want it to mean yet.”

“It doesn’t have to mean anything right now,” I said. “We’ll figure it out. Together.”

He was quiet for a while, just breathing with me. Then, “I feel calm. Like I could sleep like this.”

“You can,” I said. “We’ve got nowhere else to be.”

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The next morning…

The smell of coffee always made mornings feel so much better.

I stood in the kitchen, barefoot, hair twisted up messily, sleep shirt barely buttoned over a pair of cotton boyshorts. A skillet hissed quietly behind me, scrambled eggs, a bit of toast, nothing fancy.

The mug in my hands was warm, and I sipped from it slowly as sunlight spilled across the floor in a golden spill of peace. My body felt warm and steady, like a quiet calm settling over water.

And then I heard him.

Soft footsteps. A creak in the hallway floor. I didn’t turn right away. I knew it was him. I waited a moment, hoping he’d kept it on, that he felt safe enough to meet the morning as himself. Then I turned.

There he was at the edge of the kitchen, like he wasn’t sure he was allowed to exist in this light, still wearing the slip.

Something tender went through me—relief, pride, love, simple and sure.

The dove gray satin clung gently to him, one strap slightly slipping off his shoulder. His hair was tousled from sleep, his eyes still puffy and blinking.

He rubbed his neck and gave me a lopsided smile. “Morning.”

“Morning,” I said, like him standing there in the satin slip was the most normal thing in the world. Because it was. Because it should be.

“You’re up early,” he said, padding barefoot across the tile. He hesitated just a second before walking fully into the kitchen.

I watched him take a seat at the little breakfast nook by the window. The sunlight caught the sheen of my slip on him as he moved, the familiar fabric hugging his body, and the sight was so quietly tender it made my throat tighten.

“I didn’t want to wake you,” I said, setting down the coffee pot. “You looked peaceful.”

He chuckled softly, still a little groggy. “Not at first. It was a lot… new to me… and my mind wouldn’t settle. The feel of it kept waking me up. Kept me up for a while.” He rubbed at the back of his neck, sheepish. “But I did sleep. Eventually.”

I smiled, relieved. “Coffee?”

“Yes, please. With enough sugar to legally qualify as a dessert.”

I poured a mug, added sugar until I saw him grin, and handed it to him. His fingers brushed mine as he took it, and neither of us pulled away immediately.

“You didn’t change,” I said gently, more a statement than a question.

He looked down at the slip and let out a sheepish laugh. “Yeah… I thought about it. I stood in front of my drawers for about five minutes. But I didn’t want to lose the feeling just yet.”

“So don’t,” I said, relief warming my voice as I turned back to the stove. My heart clenched in that quiet, beautiful way it does when you love someone just a little bit more than you did five seconds ago. “There’s no timer on letting yourself enjoy this feeling.”

I could feel his eyes on me as I plated the eggs and toast.

“About last night…” he said. “It was all new. My body didn’t know what to do with it. For a while, I wasn’t sure I needed any of it… and then… it felt like maybe I did.”

I looked over my shoulder at him, meeting his gaze. “Same,” I said softly. “I didn’t realize how much I wanted it either, until we were there.”

He smiled, not shyly this time, but steady. And I smiled back, then brought over two plates, sliding his across the table.

“Eggs and toast,” I said. “Goes well with satin and a slow morning.”

He reached across the table and found my hand. He didn’t say anything; his fingers tightened around mine, a quiet yes I felt more than heard.

We sat in the morning light, eating, sipping coffee. The world outside kept turning, cars passed, birds chirped, and emails pinged into inboxes we weren’t checking.

But here, in this little pocket of domestic quiet, something had shifted.

Not everything.

Just enough.

Eventually, I glanced at the clock and sighed. “I should get dressed. Big client meeting this morning.”

James groaned playfully. “Already? I thought we agreed to boycott reality for at least another hour.”

“Tempting,” I said, rising to clear our plates. “But the law waits for no one. Not even emotionally awakened men looking devastating in my satin slip.”

He blushed at that, but he didn’t flinch. That was progress.

As I moved through my morning routine — makeup, hair, a slate gray suit with just enough structure to remind people I was the one in the room with teeth — I felt his presence trailing behind me like warmth. He didn’t hover, but I caught him watching me with soft eyes as I buttoned my blouse, like he was seeing me through a different lens now. As if a quiet understanding had just begun between us. It felt new, a little fragile, as if it were not yet fully revealed.

I kissed him before I left, right there in the doorway. His coffee mug was still in his hand, his bare legs tucked under the kitchen stool, the slip still fluttering slightly against his thighs.

“You gonna be okay today?” I asked, brushing my thumb along his jaw.

He nodded. “Yeah. I’ve got some level design notes to finish. And a build test at three. Just… normal stuff.”

“Good. Keep it soft in here,” I said, tapping the center of his chest. “If you’re going to wear my slip all day, please don’t spill anything on it. It’s a bitch to clean.”

He smiled, quiet and grateful. Then he touched the spot I’d tapped, and curled his fingers around my hand for a second, a silent yes.

Then I left, briefcase in hand, heels clicking down the hallway, my lips still tingling from the way he looked at me as the door closed behind me.

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The day at the office was just like any other day. Cold, sharp, full of caffeine and competition. Just like any other day, I slipped back into the rhythm of emails, calls, and the usual legal theater. But something inside me felt different. I was carrying a new secret. Something soft and personal. I kept smiling, already counting down to when I could go back home to it.

At one point, between meetings, I found myself staring out the window, coffee in hand, thinking about him and wondering if he was still wearing the slip. If he’d tried on anything else. The image made my lips curve before I could stop them.

“Someone’s having a good morning,” one of the paralegals said with a grin as she passed.

I just hummed. “Something like that.”

She moved on, and I returned my gaze to the window, cradling my coffee like it could keep me tethered to the softness I’d left behind at home.

It was strange, not in a bad way, just unexpected. Unexpected how something as simple as watching James in that slip could shift something in me. Not just how I saw him, but how I saw us.

I’d always known he was layered. James was quiet, thoughtful, and disarmingly funny when he let his guard down. But last night, he let me see something else. Something he hadn’t even looked at himself until now. And instead of recoiling from it, he’d leaned in. Let himself want. Let himself feel.

That kind of bravery? That kind of tenderness? It was intoxicating.

And it made me feel… trusted. Needed, maybe. Or maybe just chosen in a way that wasn’t performative or expected. Like he handed me a fragile truth and believed I wouldn’t drop it.

I realized I liked that. More than liked it. I craved it.

The world I moved through — sharp suits, sharp minds, sharp smiles — didn’t have much room for softness. But in the quiet moments, in our home, with him? There was room to breathe. There was room to explore and to play, without fear of being diminished by it.

I took another sip of coffee, letting it warm me from the inside.

There was more here. More, he hadn’t said. More I hadn’t asked. Not because I was afraid. But because I wanted to let him come to it in his own time.

A quiet smile tugged at my lips as I turned back to my desk.

Let the legal filings wait a minute longer.

I had something better to think about.

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Later that evening...

The lock clicked gently as I pushed the door open.

The scent of home hit first. Like something warm and lived-in. Not dinner, not candles. Just us. The layered residue of coffee, shampoo, laundry soap, and comfort.

I slipped off my heels with a quiet sigh, then set down my bag. The lights were soft, just a few lamps turned on. The kind of glow you get used to when someone works from home and learns to live in the spaces between brightness and calm.

“James?” I called, not loud, just enough. The door clicked shut behind me; my pulse picked up, a warm, low spark waking as I pictured him and what he might be wearing, whether tonight would go further than last night. No answer. I glanced at the entry hook: no keys. Did he go out? I stepped in, listening.

“James?” I tried again, a little louder.

“Office!” he called back.

I stepped into the kitchen first, opened the fridge, and poured the last of the cold brew into a glass. I didn’t rush. I wanted to feel the in-between moment. Coming home. Reentering the bubble we’d created last night and wondering how much of it still lingered in the air.

When I finally wandered into the room he called an office, I found him exactly as I had imagined. He had his headset around his neck, notes open, keyboard half-covered with a snack plate. His hair was a little wild, and he had the look of someone who hadn’t realized that almost an entire day had passed and it was already evening.

But what made me smile, what made something low in my stomach do a slow turn, was the fact that he was still wearing something soft. Not the full slip. Not quite lingerie. But a loose black tank that was definitely mine and a pair of his own lounge shorts, except… underneath, peeking ever so slightly at the hip, was a thin line of lace.

I leaned against the doorframe and sipped my drink.

“You had a productive day, I see,” I said.

He looked up, grinning. “Define productive.”

“Did the game get built?”

“Technically? Yes. There’s a bug that makes all the NPCs walk backward, but that’s tomorrow’s problem.”

I walked toward him, slow and casual, like I wasn’t already cataloging the exact curve of lace I could see. “And the other stuff?”

He tilted his head, playing innocent. “Other stuff?”

I raised an eyebrow. “Mm. You wore my slip to breakfast, remember?”

“Oh, that stuff,” he said, blushing, his grin curling as he reached to push his chair back slightly. “I, uh… might’ve tried on a couple things.”

My smile deepened. “And?”

He looked down at his lap, then back up at me with a boyish shrug. “I think I liked it more when you were there.”

I set my glass down beside his monitor and leaned down until our faces were close. “That’s sweet.”

“I mean it.”

“I know.” I kissed his cheek, slow and warm. “And you’re not done.”

His breath caught slightly. “No?”

“No,” I said, running a hand through his hair. “We’ve barely scratched the surface.”

He blinked, clearly not expecting the words to land as heavy and soft as they did.

I straightened up and let my fingers trail along his shoulder as I walked past. “I’m gonna shower. When I come back out… you should show me what you tried.”

He twisted in his chair to watch me go. “You’re not tired?”

I looked back at him over my shoulder. “I’m not tired, babe. I’m enthralled.”

I disappeared into the hallway, leaving the scent of perfume and a smile in my wake.

The soft click of the bathroom door echoed like punctuation at the end of a whispered sentence.

I didn’t hear James move at first.

I could picture him still sitting there, half-twisted in his chair, the glow of the monitor lighting his profile. Processing. That mixture of nerves and excitement that always settles in right after an invitation. Just like when the moment hasn't happened yet, but it’s already starting to live in your skin.

Water started running. The hiss of the shower, the faint creak of the pipes, the world narrowing to simple domestic sounds. Ordinary. Familiar.

And yet...

It didn’t look different, but I did. My pulse ticked up; warmth ran low and bright. I felt more alive.

You’re not done.

There was something about that thought. The calmness. The certainty.

No, James, you’re most certainly not done.

Maybe it was bold of me. Maybe a little dangerous. But I knew him — knew when to give him space, and when to give him a little nudge. And I had a feeling this was a nudge he wouldn’t forget.

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I let the water run hot and stood beneath it, letting the steam curl around my skin. I didn’t rush. Part of me wanted to see what he’d do with the moment I gave him.

Would he pick something else? Something prettier? Or something playful?

Would he wait on the bed, folded neatly, the nerves starting to flutter again?

Or maybe, just maybe, he’d be bold.

Fifteen minutes later, I stepped out in nothing but a towel, drying my hair as I padded toward the bedroom.

And what I found waiting for me made me pause in the doorway. It was heart-catching, lips parting, something low and slow blooming in my chest.

James had changed again.

And this time… he'd made a choice.

He stood near the bed when I walked in, the light from the bedside lamp washing over him in soft gold.

And for a second, I just… looked.

He’d pulled on a deep burgundy camisole I barely remembered owning, something soft and loose, edged with black lace along the neckline. On me, it hung just below the hips. On him, it barely covered his front. It clung differently to his frame, stretched a little across his chest, but it still worked. Not perfect. But perfect enough.

And beneath it — long, pale legs, bare until mid-thigh… where I caught the unmistakable shimmer of sheer stockings.

Thigh-highs.

My thigh-highs.

No garters, just the gentle hug of elastic lace around his thighs, holding them in place. They were slightly uneven. One sat higher than the other. But that somehow made it better.

Real. Vulnerable. Care in the trying, not polish.

His fingers were fidgeting with the hem of the cami, eyes flitting toward me and then away again. He looked like he was trying not to apologize for something that didn’t need apologizing.

I didn’t speak right away.

I let the silence do what it needed to. To hold him in place, bathe him in light, let him be seen.

Then I stepped closer, towel still wrapped around me, drops of water clinging to my collarbone.

“You went exploring,” I said softly.

He swallowed. “I… I wasn’t… wasn’t sure if… if it was too much.”

I shook my head slowly, closing the space between us. “No, baby. Not too much. Just more of you.”

His breath hitched slightly at that, and I reached up to touch the strap where it had twisted slightly on his shoulder, adjusting it with a tenderness that bordered on reverent.

“You look good,” I said. “Braver than yesterday.”

He gave a soft, shaky laugh. “My heart’s pounding. You have to tell me… do you think this is… weird?” He tilted his head, searching my face. “I keep waiting to feel like it’s wrong, but… I kind of don’t.”

“You shouldn’t,” I said, keeping my voice low and warm. “Nothing about this is wrong. You’re allowed to feel good, pretty, soft… whatever this is for you. If weird just means new, we’ll learn it together.” I set my palm lightly to his chest, feeling the quick thud under my hand. “Breathe. Let it sit. If you want the next step, I’ll lead. If you want to pause, I’ll hold you. Either way, I want you to feel this with me.”

He looked down at himself, then back up at me. “I don’t know what it is yet.”

“That’s okay,” I said, brushing my fingers along the lace of the camisole where it rested over his chest. His heartbeat thudded quick beneath it, matching my own. “We’re not in a hurry.”

He nodded, eyes still searching mine.

The moment hovered there. Soft, electric, waiting for whatever came next.

And I could feel it: the room shifting. The space between us was filled with questions we hadn’t asked yet. The invitations we hadn’t spoken aloud.

But we would.

Soon.

I reached for his hand and laced my fingers through his, giving it a slight, reassuring squeeze. The lace of the camisole brushed against my knuckles, and the feeling was unexpectedly intimate. Delicate fabric over hands that were broad and masculine, but soft from long days at a keyboard. Feminine on masculine. Tension and tenderness stitched into the seams.

He was watching me closely now, breathing a little slower.

“You know,” I said, running my thumb across the inside of his wrist, “you’re doing something brave with me.”

“What’s that?”

“Let someone see you. Really see you.”

His throat bobbed as he swallowed. “Kind of hard to hide, dressed like this.”

“That’s not what I mean,” I said, stepping in a little closer, until the towel around me brushed against the hem of the cami. “You didn’t just put something on. You let something out, and you’re letting me in to see parts of you I didn’t know were there.”

My free hand trailed gently down the side of his thigh, fingers brushing the sheer band of the stocking. He shivered.

“And?” he asked, voice lower now.

“And,” I murmured, “I like what I see.”

His breath caught again, and I felt it. That flicker of heat, low and humming. The kind that made everything feel slow and intentional.

I brought his hand up to my lips and kissed the back of it, before letting it slide down to rest at my waist, against the towel. His fingers curled there, tentative.

“I’m still…” he began, faltering. “I’m still not sure what you want from me like this.”

I tilted my head. “James.”

He looked at me.

“I don’t want anything from you,” I said gently. “I want things with you.”

A pause. Then a small, crooked smile tugged at the corner of his mouth. “That was cheesy.”

“It was also true,” I said, leaning in to kiss the curve of his jaw, just beneath his ear.

He let out a sound, not quite a sigh, not quite a groan—something caught between surprise and need.

I let my lips linger just a second longer, then pulled back slightly, eyes meeting his.

“You want to feel a little more?” I asked.

His answer came not in words but in the way his fingers tightened slightly against my hip, leaning forward, not fully closing the distance, but inviting me to.

So I did.

I kissed him slowly, deeply, patiently.

Not the kind of kiss that says take me now, but the kind that says you’re safe, you’re wanted, and I’m right here.

When I pulled back, he looked dazed in the best way. Lips parted, eyes soft, breath uneven.

“You’re not wearing much,” he said, glancing at the towel.

“And you’re wearing something that makes me want to touch every inch of you.”

His cheeks flushed, but he didn’t look away. “It’s still me,” he said, like he needed me to know.

“It is,” I said softly. “Just a different, and more beautiful version of you.”

I smiled, stepping back just enough to untuck the towel from where it was folded between my breasts. I let it fall. Not with dramatics, just a quiet letting-go, and stood in front of him, bare and unapologetic.

His eyes moved slowly, reverently. Not greedy. Just awake.

“Still want to go slow?” I asked.

He nodded, voice thick. “Yeah. But… maybe not that slow.”

I stepped forward again, wrapping my arms around him, feeling the press of satin and skin, the lace of the stockings against my thighs.

“Come to bed,” I whispered.

And together, we crossed the few feet of carpet like it meant everything.

Because tonight, it kind of did.

We moved like a conversation, like asking and answering without needing words.

My hand drifted lower, past the hem of the camisole, brushing along the bare skin of his thigh where the stocking ended. He shivered, eyes fluttering half-closed, lips parted. I let my fingers trace the line of the lace band, then slipped inward, cupping him through the soft fabric.

He was already hard.

So hard.

Straining beneath the satin, thick and twitching with each stroke of my palm. His hips jerked gently, seeking more, but I kept my touch slow. Teasing. Reverent. I wanted to feel every inch of him. The weight, the heat, the way he pulsed for me.

“God,” he whispered. “Ashley…”

“I love how you feel like this,” I murmured, brushing my lips across his cheek, my fingers wrapping around him through the thin material. I stroked him slowly, base to tip, feeling the way the fabric clung and shifted over his cock. He moaned softly, breath warm against my throat.

“Take these off?” he asked, voice raw.

I nodded, and he lifted slightly as I eased the shorts and the satin down over his thighs. His cock sprang free, thick and flushed, precum already beading at the tip. I wrapped my hand around him bare this time, slow and firm, my thumb teasing his slit, spreading the wetness.

He gasped and buried his face in my neck.

“You’re gorgeous,” I whispered. “Do you want me?”

“More than anything,” he breathed.

I opened my legs for him, guiding him between them with a gentle pull of my hips. He hesitated only a second, long enough for our eyes to meet. Then I reached down, took him in hand, and angled him toward me.

He slipped his cock inside me with one long, slow push. Stretching me open, filling me inch by inch. We both groaned, the sound shared, like it had been waiting in our lungs all day.

His cock was thick, hot, perfect. Every thrust was a deep, steady motion that rocked through me in slow waves. He moved slowly, but with rhythm. Like he was learning me with every inch, every shift of pressure, every moan that escaped my lips.

Our bodies met again and again, wet and smooth, flesh against flesh, the glide of his thighs brushing my own, the faint rasp of the lace stockings as he rutted into me slowly.

“James,” I gasped, arching up to meet him.

“I’m here,” he panted, forehead pressed to mine, hand gripping my hip like it anchored him. “You feel so fucking good.”

I wrapped my legs around him, pulling him deeper inside me. Our rhythm slow and pulsing, tender and exact. My fingers dug into his back, my mouth moving along his jaw, his neck, catching the sweat that beaded there.

He rocked into me again, and again, and again. Deep, measured strokes that made me gasp into his skin.

I could feel him getting closer, the tremble in his thighs, the sharp intake of breath, the way his thrusts grew heavier, more urgent.

I pulled his face to mine and kissed him as he came. A deep moan filled my mouth as he released his cum inside me, hips jerking once, twice. His cock throbbed, hot and pulsing, and the feel of him pushed me right over with him.

I came in soft waves, breath stuttering, body arching up to meet his, clutching him tight as the pleasure rolled through me. It wasn’t loud. It wasn’t frantic. It was intimate.

When it was over, he collapsed onto me, still buried inside, his breath hot against my skin, his body slick with sweat.

I cradled him there, fingers combing through his damp hair, heart still pounding.

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Saturday Morning...

Sunlight was the first thing I felt. Warm, soft, crawling across the bedsheets like it belonged there.

Then the weight of a body beside mine. Warm. Familiar. Tangled up with me in a way that didn’t feel rushed or accidental.

James.

Still asleep. Hair a mess. One arm flung across my stomach like he’d claimed the territory sometime in the night and decided to stay.

I smiled into the pillow, heart already too full for a Saturday morning.

We’d fallen asleep without dinner. That realization hit gently, like a forgotten promise, and I let it make me grin. A good kind of forgetting. The kind that happens when you’re busy creating something new with someone, and dinner just doesn’t make the cut.

I reached for my phone, checked the time, and groaned. Still early, but not that early.

I stretched carefully, kissed his temple, and slipped out of bed.

The apartment was quiet. The kind of quiet that felt earned. No buzz of emails. No meeting alerts. Just a soft, lived-in silence and the slow creak of floorboards under bare feet.

I padded to the kitchen and started a pot of coffee, the scent slowly unfurling into the air like a welcome-back hug.

By the time the pan was hissing with eggs and toast, I heard the shuffle of movement behind me.

He stood in the doorway, bleary-eyed, hair askew, still wearing the camisole and one stocking. The other was either somewhere in the bed or lost to history.

I smiled without turning around. “Well, good morning, beautiful.”

He rubbed at his eyes and smirked. “You’re really leaning into that nickname, huh?”

I shrugged. “You wore my lingerie and gave me the best orgasm I’ve had all year. I'm feeling generous.”

He groaned and buried his face in his hands, chuckling. “Jesus.”

I finally turned to face him, crossing the space with the easy familiarity of shared skin and no secrets. I touched his cheek, gently coaxing his hands down.

“You okay?” I asked.

He nodded, a little shy again in the daylight. “It feels like I’m dreaming,” he murmured. “Part of me keeps waiting to wake up.”

I let a small smile warm my voice. “Why would you want to wake up from a good dream?”

He didn’t answer. He just slid his hand over mine and held on.

I kissed him lightly, grounding. “No rush.”

The breakfast plates clinked softly against the counter as we sat down. He then went over to the couch and threw on a hoodie over the camisole, which made the contrast even sweeter. Like another part of him was still figuring out how to live together.

We talked about nothing for a while. Work. Weekend errands. A funny thing that happened in one of his game channels. The kind of easy, fluid rhythm couples get into when there's no clock ticking behind their conversation.

But eventually, the subject drifted, like it was meant to.

“So…” I said around a bite of toast. “That thing we forgot last night?”

“Dinner?”

“Do we want to talk about what happened last night?”

His eyes flicked up to mine.

“I think something changed last night. Didn’t it?”

He swallowed. “Yeah. It did.”

I set my fork down. “So, about that. If dressing up in lingerie is something you’re curious to keep exploring…”

“I… if you’re okay with that,” he said quickly. Then added, “If you want me to… yes.”

“Then we need to get you some things that actually fit.”

His brows drew together. “Wait… you mean, like… my own…?”

“Mmhmm.” I sipped my coffee. “You can’t keep stealing my slips. You’ll stretch them out.”

He looked down at his lap, then up at me. “You’re serious?”

“Very. And I want this to feel good for you. Real. Comfortable. Yours.”

There was a pause. Not long, like he’d heard the words but was still working through what they meant. His fingers tensed slightly around his coffee mug, knuckles going pale.

“How would we even… do that?” he asked, thumb finding the edge of the burgundy cami beneath his hoodie, picking the lace while his eyes flicked up to mine, then quickly away. “I mean...” He tugged the hem once and swallowed hard. The rest of the sentence went missing as his knee started bouncing under the table.

I stayed calm, watching him.

“We’d go together,” I said gently.

His head jerked up. “Together?”

“Of course,” I said, smiling softly.

That stopped him. Really stopped him. He stared at me like he was trying to match the offer with the reality of who I was. Not because he doubted me, but because no one had ever said something like that to him and meant it.

“I… I don’t know if I can do that,” he said, voice barely above a whisper. “Go out. Try things on. Let people see me.”

His hand had pulled away slightly, retreating toward himself. He wasn’t rejecting me, just instinctively folding inward.

I didn’t chase it.

Instead, I let the silence stretch just long enough to soften his edges, then said calmly, “James… that’s not how it would work.”

He looked up, wary. “What do you mean?”

“I mean, you’re right. You walking into a lingerie store and asking to try on panties or slips probably isn’t going to fly. Not everyone will understand, and many shops aren’t set up for it. At least not openly.”

A flicker of shame crossed his face, but I reached across the counter and touched his hand, grounding him.

“But that’s why you’re not doing it alone.” I gave his fingers a gentle squeeze. “We’d plan it. Together. I’d take your measurements here at home, and then we’d go shopping like two friends on a weekend spree.”

His eyebrows rose slightly. “Measurements?”

I nodded. “Chest, hips, waist, inseam. You’d be surprised how many things we can find if we know what size we’re looking for.”

He looked a little stunned, like this wasn’t something he’d ever thought could be broken down into actual steps.

“And what… we just go buy a bunch of lingerie and hope no one looks at us weird?”

I smirked. “Let them look. We’ll act like it’s for me if it helps. I’ve bought sexier things for worse reasons.”

That made him huff a soft laugh, even as his nerves visibly lingered.

“And maybe,” I continued lightly, reaching for my coffee again, “we don’t just stop at lingerie.”

He blinked. “We don’t?”

I took a slow sip, then tilted my head. “I mean, if you’re going to explore this, we should give you the chance to try on more than just the underneath stuff. Clothes. Maybe even… makeup.”

I said it gently. Casually. Like it wasn’t a bomb at all.

And then I waited.

Watched him process.

He didn’t exactly flinch, but I could see the way his shoulders drew up slightly. Not recoiling. Just… bracing.

“Makeup?” he repeated, testing the word in his mouth like it was a foreign language.

“Maybe,” I said. “Only if you want. Just a little to start. Lip balm. Eyeliner. We could play around. See what makes you feel good.”

His gaze dropped to the table. Thoughtful. Serious.

“I don’t even know what that version of me is,” he said.

“You don’t have to know,” I said gently. “You just have to be willing to meet him. Or her. Or whoever’s in there waiting.”

His breath caught a little, and I watched something shift behind his eyes. A flicker of fear, maybe. But also… curiosity. A very quiet kind of hope.

He drew a breath, eyes lowering to our joined hands. “Do I have to tell you now? Can we wait? This is a lot to process.”

I squeezed his fingers, voice gentle. “We can wait. Take your time.” I let a small, steady smile anchor us. “But I’m not going to let this drop. I’m going to ask you again.”

His fingers wrapped more tightly around mine now.

“Okay,” he whispered.

And this time, he meant it.

I stood and stretched, grabbing the last bite of toast from my plate as I passed behind him.

“Alright,” I said over my shoulder, “come with me.”

He turned slightly. “Where?”

“The bedroom,” I said, already heading that way. “We’ve got a mission.”

James hesitated, coffee still in hand. “Should I be nervous?”

“Only if you’re ticklish.”

Back in the bedroom, I rummaged through my dresser until I found the small, flexible measuring tape I used whenever I had to get fitted for tailoring. It was soft and worn, barely holding its markings. But it had history, and I liked the idea of using something personal for something this personal.

James hovered near the edge of the bed, uncertain.

I crooked a finger at him. “Come on, off with the hoodie.”

He peeled it off slowly, revealing the camisole underneath. It looked a little wrinkled now, one strap halfway down his arm.

“You look like a sleepover fantasy,” I teased.

He flushed. “That’s not fair. You know I’m defenseless when I’m sleepover-coded.”

I grinned, stepping up to him with the tape in hand. “Then this is going to be so fun.”

He raised his arms as I moved in front of him.

“Stand straight,” I said, slipping the tape around his chest. “Relax. Breathe normally.”

“You’re very bossy when you’re measuring people.”

“It’s part of my lawyer DNA,” I said, tightening the tape just enough under his pecs. “Thirty-seven inches across the chest. Noted.”

“Not sure how that compares to anything.”

“We’ll cross-reference charts later. This is just the recon mission.”

I slid the tape down to his waist next, moving in close to wrap it around him, my cheek brushing the lace of the camisole.

He swallowed audibly.

“Thirty-one,” I said, writing it in my notes app. “Damn, you’re proportioned better than I am.”

He snorted. “I doubt that.”

“No, seriously. These are good numbers. Great for skirts. Or maybe a pencil dress if we go bold.”

“A pencil dress?” he repeated, wide-eyed.

I leaned in slightly, amused. “I didn’t say we’d start there. It’s just a fun possibility.”

“Sure. Fun,” he muttered, looking half-stunned, half-delighted.

Next came the hips. I crouched slightly to get the tape around the widest part of him, fingers brushing just beneath the hem of the camisole. He tensed, then exhaled.

“Relax,” I murmured. “This part tickles everyone.”

“Uh-huh,” he said, voice tight.

“Thirty-eight,” I announced, then looked up with a smirk. “Great ratio. You’ve got a subtle hourglass thing going. I’d kill for these numbers.”

“I can’t tell if you’re flirting with me or evaluating me for resale.”

“Why not both?”

He laughed, warm this time, easy. The tension in his shoulders was starting to melt.

“Okay,” I said, standing and stretching out the tape. “Last one. Inseam.”

He blinked. “Inseam?”

“Trust me,” I said, stepping in again. “We want tights and stockings that fit, not ones that crawl halfway down your thighs by lunch.”

He made a face but obediently stood still while I knelt to slide the tape down the inside of his leg. My hand grazed his skin lightly, and even though I kept it clinical, I could feel his breath stutter.

“Thirty-two,” I said. “You’ve got legs for days.”

“I… I don’t know what to do with that information.”

“Learn to work it,” I said, giving his butt a playful tap. “That’s what.”

When I straightened again, he was watching me, flushed.

“This is… okay? With you?”

“Every step,” I said. “But only if you want to take them.”

He nodded, slowly. “I... think I do.”

“Good,” I said with a warm smile. “Then tomorrow? We’ll go shopping. I’ll handle everything. You just come along for the ride.”

He hesitated again, the nerves bubbling back up. “What does that even look like? Me just… walking around picking out panties?”

“No,” I said gently. “That’s not how we’ll do it. I’ll lead. We’ll keep it discreet. I’ll ask questions, browse the racks, and handle the weird glances. You’ll stay close and pretend you’re just helping me shop. No trying anything on. We buy it, bring it home, and do all the fun stuff in private.”

His shoulders eased just slightly. “That feels… safer.”

“It is,” I said. “No pressure, no spotlight. Just curiosity and comfort. And if it ever feels like too much, we walk out, grab coffee, and call it a day.”

His eyes met mine, full of quiet gratitude. “You really thought this through.”

"Nothing to think about. I've shopped with girlfriends, you know. It's how we do it."

That soft, grateful laugh came again. Smaller this time, but real.

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We left the apartment just after eleven.

James wore jeans, a soft black sweater, and his usual sneakers. But underneath, I made him wear a pair of lace panties. They were pale blue, with a little bow on the waistband, and I’d seen the way his hands had trembled slightly when he put them on that morning.

It wasn’t much. It wasn’t visible.

But for him, it was something.

We didn’t go to the mall. Too crowded. Too many watchful eyes and bored retail clerks who might smirk the wrong way. Instead, I took him to a little boutique across town. The kind of place I’d found a year ago when looking for something special for myself. Quiet, tastefully lit, woman-owned, and blissfully low on judgment.

He hesitated at the door.

“You okay?” I asked gently, brushing his hand.

He nodded, but didn’t move.

I leaned in. “No one’s going to think you’re shopping for yourself, James. And even if they did, you’re with me. You’re my excuse.”

That made his lips twitch. “That sounds like reverse-gaslighting.”

“Good,” I said, opening the door. “I’m excellent at it.”

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The bell above the door gave a delicate chime as we stepped inside. The woman behind the counter, Tabitha, who helped me during my last visit, gave us a warm smile.

“Morning!” she said, friendly and bright. “Back again, and you brought your hubby along this time! Perfect. He can help you pick something pretty for you.”

“Lucky me,” I said, easy, tipping her a quick smile. “We’ll take a look around."

James stayed a half-step behind me, eyes darting across the racks displaying lace bras, satin camisoles, slips, panties, delicate bralettes with tiny straps and embroidered edges. He looked like someone had just walked him into a museum of fantasies he wasn’t sure he was allowed to touch.

I didn’t rush.

Instead, I picked up a few things like I would on any other visit. I held them up, ran my fingers along the fabric, turned to him now and then with casual questions.

“This shade would look incredible on me, don’t you think?”

He blinked, didn’t answer. I tipped the hanger toward him. “I said, don’t you think this shade would look good on me?”

He swallowed, then nodded. “Uh… yeah. Totally.”

I held up another. “Too much?”

He shrugged. “I… don’t know how to judge lingerie.”

“You will,” I said, and gave him a quick wink. “In time.”

After a few minutes, I held up a pair of soft but simple black satin panties that were high-cut with minimal lace.

“What do you think of these?” I asked.

He hesitated. “For you?”

“For you,” I said, with another quick wink. “And, yeah, for me, too.”

His eyes widened slightly, and for a second I thought he’d pull back. But instead, he stepped a little closer.

“They’re… nice,” he said.

I nodded. “Exactly what I thought. Let’s start subtle.”

He was quiet as I carried them toward the register, but I felt his hand brush mine again nervously. I took it quietly without making a show of it.

We left the boutique with a small bag of carefully selected pieces, all of which were sized to fit him this time. I didn’t say anything as we walked back to the car, didn’t press or analyze.

I glanced over. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?”

He shook his head. “Still terrifying. Just… less.”

I smiled. “Progress.”

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The apartment felt warmer when we came back, in a way that settled between us like an invisible exhale. James slipped off his shoes by the door and followed me inside, quiet but present, his fingers still curled lightly around the boutique bag like it might dissolve if he let it go.

I glanced over my shoulder and gave him a soft smile. “Want to see what we got?”

He nodded, cheeks a little pink.

I led him to the bedroom and sat cross-legged on the bed, patting the spot beside me. He joined, slowly, setting the bag between us like it was sacred, but dangerous at the same time.

I took the lead, pulling out each piece. I let the soft fabrics gently slip between my fingers as I lay them out across the duvet.

First, the black satin panties. Then a pair in blush pink, slightly sheerer, with a little scalloped lace trim. A barely structured bralette, with a delicate mesh overlay. And finally, a light, breathable camisole in soft lilac.

He stared at them like they were magic.

“I picked cuts that will feel good against your skin,” I said. “Nothing too flashy. No push-up bras or anything complicated. Just… softness.”

He reached out, brushing the lace of the pink pair with his fingertips. “They’re pretty.”

“You’ll be pretty in them.”

He looked up at me, face warm and nervous. “We don’t have to… I mean, put them away for now, do we?”

“Of course not,” I said, soft but sure. “We didn’t buy them to hide away. They’re meant to be worn when you want to. No rush.”

He glanced at the lingerie and took a breath. “Could I… try them on?”

“If you want to,” I said, steady, a small smile. “I’d love to see you in them.”

He changed in the bathroom, small steps, one layer at a time. I didn’t hover. Just let him take the time he needed. When he stepped back into the room, it was slow. He looked shy as his hands twitched at his sides.

He’d chosen the black satin pair and the lilac cami.

It wasn’t a transformation. But it was something. The delicate drape of femininity over a body still learning how to accept it.

“You look…” I paused, letting my eyes run over him. “Honest.”

His mouth parted slightly. “Is that a compliment?”

“One of the highest.”

He chuckled, color blooming in his cheeks.

I stood and walked over, adjusting the camisole strap that had fallen off his shoulder. My hand lingered just a second too long, brushing over his collarbone.

“I love this on you,” I said.

He swallowed. “It feels… good. Is that weird?”

“Not even close.”

He stood near the bed, still in the camisole and satin panties, uncertain again now that the “trying on” part was over.

I gave him a little smile and said, “Why don’t we have a quiet night? Movie, something low-stakes and stupid. Just us.”

He reached for the hem of the cami, fingers curling under the soft fabric. “Should I, uh… change?”

I stepped closer, stopping him with a gentle touch to his wrist.

“Keep it on.”

His eyes flicked to mine. “Yeah?”

“It suits you. And you look so damn comfortable in it. Let’s not ruin a good thing.”

He exhaled a quiet laugh, then nodded. “Okay.”

“Go pick something good for us to watch,” I said, steering him toward the door. “Something with explosions or emotions. I’m feeling flexible.”

He grinned and padded off into the hall.

Once he was gone, I turned back to the open dresser.

I reached for my usual sleep shorts. My worn cotton tee. But I hesitated.

A thought had brushed through me the other day at the office. It had been quick and quiet, but sticky in the back of my mind. It had come somewhere between drafting a motion and sipping stale coffee, as I replayed the image of James standing in my slip, eyes wide and honest and braver than he knew.

What would it feel like… if I met him halfway?

Something shifted in me at the idea.

I crossed to his side of the dresser and opened the second drawer. The one where he kept his boxer briefs. Soft cotton, neutral colors.

I pulled out a pair in gray and stepped out of my panties.

They felt strange pulling up. Snug, a little room where I had none, but not bad. Solid. Familiar in a borrowed kind of way. Then I found one of his old white tank tops that clung a little too tight on him, and slipped it over my head.

The reflection in the mirror made me pause.

It wasn’t exactly masculine. But it wasn’t me in the usual way either. It was something… different. And I liked it.

I ran a hand over my hips, then across my chest. The tank hung just enough to hint, not enough to show.

It felt curious. I felt curious.

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James was queuing something on the streaming menu when I walked in.

He turned to ask a question, but the words never made it out.

His eyes moved from my face to the tank to the waistband of the boxers, and he blinked.

“I, uh…” He sat up straighter. “Wow.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Wow, good or wow confusing?”

“Unexpected,” he said immediately, then blushed. “But... really hot.”

I smiled and crossed the room to sit beside him, curling my legs up beneath me.

“Good,” I said, leaning in for a quick kiss. “Then we’re even.”

He stared at me for another second, then slowly smiled back with a look that said something was shifting, again, and he wasn’t afraid of it this time.

The movie played — some overproduced action flick neither of us cared about. But it gave us something to stare at while the room filled with a new kind of silence. A heavy one. Buzzing.

James sat beside me, legs slightly apart, his knees angled out just enough to make space for comfort, and for me. The camisole hugged his chest loosely, and his thighs were bare and soft under the hem, stretched slightly over the black satin.

I couldn't stop looking at him. Not just the way he looked, but the way he was being. Relaxed. Feminine. Open. And still completely James.

At some point, I leaned my head onto his shoulder, pretending to be interested in a car chase scene I wasn’t watching. He didn’t flinch. His arm lifted naturally to rest behind me.

My fingers grazed his thigh.

Just a soft idle touch, like I was shifting my weight, but I felt him twitch under it. Not in surprise. In reaction.

My hand stayed there. Moved a little. Traced slow, lazy patterns along the inside of his thigh, just above the hem of the panties.

I felt his cock harden.

It was subtle at first. It felt like a gentle press rising beneath the satin, growing quickly, insistent against the stretch of fabric. His breath hitched, and his body went still.

I smiled into his shoulder.

“Mmm,” I murmured, fingers inching closer. “You like the way I look in your clothes?”

He nodded, barely breathing.

“You’re hard as a rock,” I whispered, and then slipped my hand into his panties.

His cock was already stiff and flushed hot against my palm. I wrapped my fingers around him and began to stroke him. Slow and smooth, just the way I knew he liked it, the way he’d melted for me the night before. He let out a low moan, hips lifting slightly, pressing into my touch.

His head fell back against the couch, eyes fluttering shut. I kept going, patiently, my thumb circling the tip as I worked his shaft with long, teasing pulls.

“You look so fucking pretty like this,” I whispered. “Hard under satin. Dripping in my hand.”

He gasped, body trembling as I picked up the pace just a little. The fabric of the cami clung to his chest now, shifting with each panting breath.

I leaned in, lips brushing his ear. “Let it go, baby. Cum for me.”

He came hard, cock pulsing in my hand as he blew his load over himself. Thick, hot ropes painting the inside of his panties, streaking up the hem of the camisole. His whole body shuddered under me, hands gripping the edge of the couch, face contorted with helpless pleasure.

I watched him with a slow, hungry smile and bit my lip.

And then something inside me shifted.

A spark. A charge of energy I had never felt before. It rose bold in my chest, heat rolling low through my stomach, spreading outward like a claim.

“My turn,” I said, voice low and edged with intent.

He blinked, still dazed. “Wait..”

But I was already standing, already hooking my thumbs under the waistband of the boxer briefs and dragging them down my thighs. I kicked them aside, the tank top falling loosely above my hips, and stepped forward between his spread knees.

I could see the anticipation and hunger in his eyes.

I climbed onto the couch, one knee on either side of him, and lowered myself onto his face.

“Lick me,” I said, low and soft, edged with command. “Now.”

And he did.

His mouth found me instantly, tongue sliding between my folds, warm and eager. I ground against him slowly, holding his head in place, hips rolling with each flick and suck. He moaned into me, hands gripping my thighs like he needed to anchor himself to the moment.

I looked down and saw the camisole clinging to his chest, the mess still cooling against his stomach, and it made me ride him harder. Grinding, panting, owning the rhythm.

“Fuck… James,” I gasped, head tipping back. “Keep… going… Just like that! Yes!”

His tongue moved deeper, hungrier, and my orgasm built fast — no resistance, no pause, just fire flooding me from the inside out.

I cried out, clutching his hair, thighs trembling around his face as I came against his mouth.

I stayed there for a long moment, hips twitching softly, my breath slowing.

And then I slid down onto his lap again, body folding over his.

We were sticky. Bare. Messy.

And neither of us said a word.

We didn’t have to.

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I didn’t move for a long time.

His arms circled my waist, holding me like I might float off if he let go. My head rested against his shoulder, lips pressed into the curve of his neck, and we just breathed. It felt like we had just shared something that didn’t quite have a name yet.

His skin was warm beneath me. Still slick in places. The camisole clung to his stomach, damp with his own cum. My thighs were trembling slightly where they straddled him, the slow, ebbing throb of my orgasm still humming under my skin.

James was the first to speak, his voice raw but light.

“So… I guess movie night was a success.”

I snorted against his collarbone. “You think?”

He chuckled, still catching his breath. “I’ve never… had anyone do that before.”

“Sit on your face?”

He laughed harder. “That. And, like… everything else.”

I pulled back just enough to look at him — really look at him. His hair was a mess. His lips were slick. His camisole was stained. And he was glowing.

“I’ve never done that before either,” I admitted.

His brows lifted. “No?”

I shook my head. “Something about seeing you like that… I don’t know. It flipped a switch. Felt like I needed to take rather than just give.”

His expression softened into something vulnerable. “You were kinda… in control.”

I brushed a strand of hair from his forehead. “Did it feel good? Me like that?”

His cheeks flushed. “It felt intense. It felt amazing.”

I leaned in and kissed the corner of his mouth. “You’re amazing.”

He held me tighter at that, then whispered, “This is all new for me… but I liked it. I liked… making you feel good.”

I felt that line sink into my chest like a slow, sweet arrow.

“Me too,” I said, my mouth at his temple. “I love that you liked doing it for me.”

We sat in silence for a while longer, entwined together in our sweat and stickiness, our intentions as tangled as our bodies. Eventually, I slid off his lap and stretched, bones popping, muscles aching in that delicious, satisfied way.

“I need a shower,” I said, brushing a hand over my stomach. “We both do.”

James looked down at the state of his cami and made a face. “I look like a scene from an indie film that got banned in three countries.”

I burst out laughing. “You wish. Looking like that, I think it would be more than three countries.”

“Think it’ll wash out?”

“Probably. And if not…” I winked. “We’ll buy more.”

He stood slowly, and I watched him for a second, messy and radiant. I didn’t have a word for it yet, just that he looked a little freer.

“You coming?” I asked, already halfway to the bathroom.

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To be continued…

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The Girl I Undressed Part 2 of 5

by IamHerEmma

Author's Note:

 

Putting up the first part of this story and seeing the response it received in such a short time has been overwhelming. The kindness, encouragement, and support from readers has meant more to me than I can put into words. Thank you to everyone who took the time to read, comment, message, or simply sit with the story for a while. I’m grateful from the bottom of my heart.

It feels like the first part of the story was somehow the easiest. But the real test of how this story holds out begins here, with Part 2. I won’t pretend I’m not feeling a considerable amount of anxiety right now, especially after how well the first part was received. The bar feels high, and that pressure is very real. I also want to admit that I got emotional when I reached the point where Part 2 ends. Even today, just before putting it up, I did one last recheck to make sure everything felt right, and it brought me to tears all over again.

I hope that you, the readers, continue to read the story and keep sharing your thoughts with me. Your love and support have meant so much already, and I truly hope that continues as the rest of the story unfolds.

 

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Note: This story is told from the POV of the female lead, Ashley.

 

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Sunday Morning…

 

 

Sunlight poured through the blinds in narrow slats, striping the sheets with warm gold. I lay on my side, facing James, watching the way his lashes fluttered as he slowly drifted toward waking.

His mouth was slightly open. His hand was resting just beneath his cheek. The camisole I’d lent him after our little escapade was still on, twisted from sleep. His nipple slightly tenting the satin, the lace ruffled near his ribs.

We hadn’t said much after the shower.

Some kisses. A little teasing. But mostly just curling up soft in bed. The satin cami and panties against my soft cotton boxers and tank with our limbs tangled, hearts still pounding. And now, in the quiet of morning, I felt a new gravity between us.

Not pressure.

Just realness.

I slid a hand over his pantied hip and pulled myself in closer, pressing a kiss to his shoulder. He stirred.

“Morning,” he murmured, still half-asleep.

“Mmm. Morning.”

He blinked, eyes slowly opening to meet mine.

“Wasn’t a dream, was it?”

I smiled. “Nope. That was very real.”

He groaned and buried his face in the pillow. “God.”

“What? Embarrassed?”

“No,” came his muffled voice. “Just overwhelmed by how into it I was.”

I laughed, trailing a fingertip down the curve of his waist. “You weren’t the only one.”

He lifted his head slightly, gaze soft but curious. “What do we do with last night?”

I paused. Not because I didn’t know the answer, but because I wanted to say it right.

“I think it reveals things instead of changing anything.”

He nodded slowly, processing that.

“I’m not expecting anything overnight,” I added gently. “No labels, no milestones, just taking it as it comes.”

“What if I wanted to... you know... ”

That surprised me — the quiet boldness of it.

I kept my voice low. “Then we take it slow. Together. Explore whatever feels good and safe.”

He gave me a small, crooked smile. “I still don’t get how you’re so…okay with this. It kind of amazes me.”

“I have my moments.” I kissed the tip of his nose. “Plus, you’re not doing this alone. We are. Together.”

He grinned, then groaned as he sat up and stretched. “Do we have to do real-life things today?”

“Unfortunately,” I sighed, flopping onto my back. “Groceries. Laundry. Probably a lunch that includes vegetables.”

“Brutal.”

“But…” I glanced over. “If you want, we can add one more errand.”

He raised an eyebrow. “What kind?”

“Something quiet. Discreet. Just us.” I hesitated, then reached for his hand, lacing our fingers together. “I was thinking… maybe we could go shopping again.”

James blinked. “For more lingerie?”

“Not this time.” I smiled. “I mean, we could, obviously, but I was thinking something different. A couple of outfits. Some makeup, if you’re curious. Things that aren’t just for behind closed doors.”

He stared at me, like he was trying to work out if I was serious.

“Like… actual clothes?” he asked.

I nodded, fingers still gently laced with his. “Something understated. Feminine but casual. Nothing theatrical. Just outfits you could move in, the kind you’d wear out for coffee and forget you’re wearing.”

I paused, feeling the words before I said them.

“And maybe...”.

I didn’t finish.

His shoulders stiffened slightly. “Maybe what?”

I looked at him. The way his eyes searched mine, the slight panic in his voice. Like he thought I might suddenly draw a line. Or like he’d stepped too far out of the role he was supposed to play.

I softened my voice and squeezed his hand.

“Hey. It’s okay,” I said. “I didn’t mean that in a scary way. Just… maybe something you could wear around the apartment. If it ever felt right. If you wanted it to.”

He was quiet for a moment, chewing at the inside of his cheek. “Do you?”

“Want you to?” I asked.

He nodded.

I let out a slow breath. “I want you to be curious and comfortable about it. And I want you to feel like you can be all of yourself around me. Doesn’t matter what that looks like. If that means skirts and lipstick? Great. If it means staying home in just satin and lingerie? Still great.”

He looked down, a little overwhelmed.

“Okay,” he said softly.

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Later That Afternoon…

 

 

James was shifting uncomfortably in the passenger seat before I even pulled out of the driveway.

“I think I’m regretting this,” he said, half-joking, half-not.

I glanced over and reached for his hand. “Too late. You’re trapped with me now. No escape until we find you a cute sweater.”

He groaned and let his head fall back against the headrest. “What if someone knows?”

“Knows what?” I asked.

“I don’t know. That I’m not… shopping for a girlfriend. That I’m not supposed to be looking at soft knits and… fuck, I don’t even know what I’m saying.”

“You’re saying you’re nervous,” I said gently.

He gave me a look. “Understatement of the year.”

I squeezed his hand. “Then we make it easy. We go slow. We don’t need to march into Sephora and ask for a makeover. We’ll browse. I’ll do the talking. You just stick close and nod like my shy boyfriend.”

He made a face. “Weirdly accurate.”

“See? You’re already in character.”

Once again, we didn’t go to a giant department store — too much exposure. Instead, I took us to a smaller, semi-trendy shopping plaza. One of those slightly overpriced boutiques that catered to twenty-somethings who liked things oversized and gender-neutral. It was the perfect middle ground.

Inside, the lighting was soft and warm. Neutral indie music played in the background. Two girls in sweatpants and sunglasses were flipping through racks near the front, but otherwise, the place was quiet.

James lingered close to me, his eyes darting everywhere but at the clothes.

“Hey,” I whispered. “Deep breath.”

He nodded. “Right.”

I let a few hangers slide under my fingers — silk, a tiny floral, a neckline that would photograph better than it lives. I lifted a top, held it to my chest, and glanced at James. His shoulders went a notch tighter. I shook my head and set it back.

I tried another top and showed it to him. It looked pretty, but needy. Another quick look at him. The jaw set, the swallow. Back it went. This wasn’t a debut. This was a first pass.

Only then did I reach for something easier.

I picked up a ribbed cream top from a nearby rack, something soft and unstructured. “This would look amazing with your shoulders.”

He blinked. “On me?”

“Yeah. You.”

His voice dropped. “Are you sure we should be doing this here?”

I looked around, then leaned in. “No one here cares. I promise. And if they do? That’s their problem.”

I held up the top to his chest. “Want it?”

He shifted, uncertainty clouding his face. “I… I don’t know.” His eyes flicked to mine. “Do you think it’ll look good? For me?”

“I do,” I said, steady.

He stared at it for a long second, then gave the tiniest nod.

“That’s my brave boy,” I whispered.

James looked like he was trying to will himself into invisibility.

He stood stiffly beside me in the boutique, his hands shoved deep into the front pocket of his hoodie. He hadn’t taken it off, even though the store was warm, not out of anxiety so much as plain embarrassment. His shoulders were hunched just slightly, and he kept his head angled down, as if trying to stay small and invisible.

But I saw him watching me. Watching the clothes.

So I let the silence stretch a moment, then held up a hanger with one hand. A soft, cotton sundress in pale periwinkle, with tie straps and a fluttery hem that landed somewhere around mid-thigh.

I angled it toward him like a peace offering. “Sweetie.”

He glanced at it, then at me, like I’d held up a live grenade. “Nope.”

I smiled. “Not even gonna try to sell you on it?”

“You’re holding up a sundress, Ashley.”

“You know what a sundress is?” I teased. “I think it’d look adorable on you.”

He blinked. “That’s your pitch?”

“I haven’t even started.”

I stepped closer and spoke just low enough that only he could hear.

“Picture a warm morning, nothing underneath, soft breeze against your thighs, lounging on the couch with coffee and no plans. Tell me that doesn’t sound amazing.”

His ears were turning red. “You’re evil.”

“I’m persuasive,” I whispered.

He took another glance at the dress. “This is the kind of thing I picture you in.”

“Exactly,” I said. “And don’t you want to know what that feels like?”

His lips parted like he wanted to argue, but then he went quiet. He just looked at the fabric for a long moment.

“…Put it in the bag,” he muttered finally.

“Good choice,” I said, sliding the sundress onto my arm like I’d just scored a designer find.

That’s when I felt it, a shift in the air.

Two girls, one rack over, had paused mid-rummage and were now watching us. Not laughing. Not whispering. Just looking. Close enough to catch a word or two.

James stiffened beside me.

His posture changed. It was like a silent reflex. Shoulders drawn in, jaw clenched, like he wished he could disappear into his hoodie.

I glanced over casually and met their eyes. Smiled. Nothing showy, nothing smug. Just… a simple, polite smile. The kind that says: I saw you. You’re dismissed.

They blinked, looked at each other, then turned back to their rack like nothing had happened.

James exhaled slowly, still not looking at me.

“They think I’m a freak.”

“No,” I said calmly, reaching for his hand and giving it a quick squeeze. “They think we’re different. And they’re not sure what to make of it. That’s all.”

“Which is the polite way of saying they were judging us.”

I gave his hand another squeeze. “Maybe. But who cares? I get judged in courtrooms for a living. You think I’m gonna fold because two girls in matching claw clips gave you the side-eye?”

That earned me the smallest smile.

I grinned, tugging him gently toward the next rack. “Now come on, we still need to find you something sinful.”

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A few minutes later, we passed by a cosmetics stand tucked near the boutique's side wall. Lip tints, pencils, a few neutral palettes, and the kind of low-key products that didn’t scream drag queen or influencer but soft, casual, everyday flirtation.

We made a slow lap of the little stand, aisle by aisle, and I did the tour‑guide version in normal‑people words, what concealer is for, when you’d use foundation (and when you don’t bother), where a bit of highlight goes, which brushes actually matter. No makeovers, no pressure, just tools, and when they help. I leaned closer to him. “We should get you a brow pencil. Maybe a soft lip gloss.”

He looked horrified. “I can’t even look at foundation without getting a nosebleed.”

“Lucky for you, you don’t need it. You have clear skin, long lashes, and kissable lips.” I nudged him playfully. “You’re halfway to hot girl already.”

He rolled his eyes. “Now I think you’re the freak.”

“And,” I added innocently, “you would look really good with a ginger bob.”

“Who the hell is Ginger Bob?” he asked.

I laughed, hard enough to make my shoulders shake.

“Stop.”

“I’m just saying. Soft bangs, a little face-framing curl…”

“I will walk into traffic.”

I smirked. “That’s not a no.”

Then I saw it, tucked near the edge of a display, half-hidden behind a gaudy floral wrap, like it had been waiting for the right pair of hands to find it.

A red mini dress.

Strappy. Satin. The color was a rich, almost cherry-wine red, not the cheap lipstick kind, but something deeper, more grown. It had a soft, ruched waistline that gave just enough definition without clinging too tight, and the hemline? Well, that thing was shameless. Flirty and short, almost as if it was explicitly designed for legs, rather than modesty.

But what caught me most — what made me stop and pluck it from the rack — was how perfectly it would fit James. Almost as if it was made just for him, waiting for him.

It was the kind of cut that didn’t require breasts or hips to look good. The fabric had stretch, enough room through the chest and waist to flatter his build without clinging in the wrong places. The neckline dipped low enough to be suggestive, but the drape softened it. It wouldn’t exaggerate anything. It would glide.

It would make him feel sexy, maybe even confident.

I held it up and turned toward him slowly, like I was revealing treasure.

James stared.

“You are kidding.”

“Not even a little.”

He eyed the length, or lack of it. “That’s not… casual.”

“Nope.”

“That’s a sex dress.”

I bit my lip, smiling. “Isn’t it perfect?”

His gaze flicked from the dress to me, then back again, and for a moment, he looked genuinely panicked. Like some part of him wanted to want it, but the weight of what it represented was short-circuiting his brain.

“…You think it would fit me? No! What am I saying? That’s crazy.”

I stepped close and held it up to his frame, measuring it against him like a tailor.

“Absolutely,” I said softly. “Like it was made for you.”

He looked away, color rising in his cheeks.

“I can’t believe we’re buying this.”

“You didn’t say don’t.”

He groaned. “I didn’t say do, either.”

“James.”

He met my eyes.

I leaned in, lips almost brushing his ear.

“Nothing underneath,” I whispered.

He made a strangled noise in his throat as I folded the dress carefully over my arm.

We stepped out of the boutique with two bags each, mine slung confidently over one shoulder, his gripped like they might self-destruct if held too loosely.

James let out a long breath like he’d just survived a hostage negotiation. “Okay. I need water, a whiskey double, and about six hours of pretending that didn’t happen.”

I grinned. “Aw, come on. You were amazing.”

“I blacked out somewhere between the leggings and the lip tint.”

“Well,” I said, sliding my sunglasses back onto my face, “then I hate to break it to you…”

He paused. “No.”

I turned down the sidewalk in the opposite direction from the car.

“Ashley. No. Where are you going?”

“I know a place. Two blocks up.”

“Ashley.”

“It’s just a little wig shop,” I said innocently, over my shoulder. “Family-run. Super low-key.”

He blinked. “A wig shop? No!”

I grinned. “You’ll love meeting Ginger Bob.”

“I said no!”

“And yet,” I called, “you’re still following me.”

He groaned loudly but fell into step anyway. “This is entrapment. You've got the car keys!”

“It’s called gently expanding your horizons.”

“It’s called public humiliation,” he groaned.

“James.” I stopped and turned to him. “Don't you trust me?”

He narrowed his eyes. “You’re weaponizing affection right now.”

“Absolutely,” I said, without shame. “Let’s just go and look, okay?”

He squinted at me.

I raised a brow. “If we find something good… something soft, something low-key… we just take it home. Like a stray cat.”

He groaned again, this time more theatrically. “Fine. But if anyone we know walks in, I’m blaming you and changing my name.”

“Deal.” I looped my arm through his. “Now hurry. Before the universe changes its mind and drops a bachelorette party on our heads.”

The bell above the door jingled softly as we stepped inside.

It was a small, softly lit space. It was more cozy than clinical, with neat rows of wig heads lined across tiered shelves. The scent of synthetic fiber and floral air freshener lingered faintly in the air.

Two women were behind the counter, chatting quietly with each other. One was probably in her forties. Stylish, silver-streaked bob, hoop earrings, and the warm sort of face that made you feel like you’d walked into your favorite aunt’s living room. The other was younger, with bright pink hair pulled into a messy bun and earbuds draped around her neck.

James hovered just behind me, hood still up, face angled slightly downward, like maybe they wouldn’t see him if he didn’t make eye contact.

The older woman greeted us with a practiced retail smile. “Looking for something specific today?”

“Yes,” I said easily, walking toward the counter. “We’re looking for a wig for… someone special.”

Her eyes flicked from me to James, then back again. She didn’t say anything, not right away, but something shifted in her expression. Her gaze softened.

“Well, you’re in luck,” she said gently. “We just got a few new arrivals this week. Beautiful fibers, easy maintenance, a couple of natural blends.”

She turned to the girl with pink hair. “Tina, can you hold the front for a few minutes?”

Tina nodded, already hopping off her stool.

The woman stepped around the counter and gestured for us to follow. “Come with me. We’ll take a peek in the back. It’s a little more private.”

James blinked at me, clearly alarmed. But I gave his hand a quick squeeze, and he followed.

The back of the shop felt more like a styling studio. There were wall hooks with hanging hairpieces, a mirror framed with soft bulbs, and a velvet chair that looked as though it had been stolen from a vintage boutique. It was quiet back here. Safe.

The woman turned to us with a knowing, almost amused smile.

“Now,” she said, “I’m guessing this isn’t really for you.”

I opened my mouth, but she cut me off gently, still smiling.

“You wouldn’t believe how many men I’ve had walk in here over the years,” she said. “Some come alone. Some come in with their wives. Sometimes they say it’s for a costume, or a sister, or a friend. But the eyes give it away.”

Her gaze flicked to James, not judgmental, not smug, just kind.

“And you, sweetheart,” she said softly, “have the same eyes I’ve seen on a lot of brave men who think they’re being very sneaky.”

James looked like he might evaporate on the spot.

“I… I didn’t mean to…”

She held up a hand. “You don’t have to explain. And you don’t have to apologize.”

He went quiet.

“We’re still figuring it all out,” I said softly.

The woman nodded like she’d heard it a hundred times before. “Then you're in the right place.”

She tipped her head. “What are the two of you looking for today?”

James edged closer, fingers tightening around mine.

“We… don’t really know yet,” I said, honestly. “We’re just trying things. Something easy. We want to see what feels like him.”

“That’s more than enough,” she said, warm. “I’ll bring out a few that tend to flatter first‑timers, something that might feel like him when he sees himself.”

She stepped over to a wall of mannequins and pulled down a few wig stands. A soft chestnut bob with a side part. A slightly curled honey-blonde lob. And one sleek, black-espresso shoulder-length piece with the faintest auburn undertone in the sunlight.

She handed the brunette one to me. “This is a safe one. Looks good on everyone.”

Then she surprised us both by turning to James with the espresso-colored wig and holding it out like a peace offering. “Want to try it?”

James blinked. “Me?”

She gave him a friendly smirk. “I promise I won’t bite.”

“I… I don’t think…”

I stepped in quickly. “It’s okay, he doesn’t have to…”

But the woman cut in again, even softer now. “Sweetheart, you’re not the first man to try one of these on in my back room. You won’t be the last. There’s no judgment here. If you hate it, you take it off. If you like it, we'll figure out the next step. That’s all.”

James didn’t move for a long second. Then, carefully, he took the wig from her hands like it might be enchanted.

“I’ll help,” she said, pulling a black mesh cap from a drawer. “We’ll keep it simple.”

The shopkeeper’s hands were practiced, gentle.

She had James sit in the velvet chair, murmuring reassurances as she smoothed the black mesh cap over his hair. He sat stiffly, his knees close together, clutching the wig in his lap like it might escape if he wasn’t careful.

I stayed beside him, gently placing my hand on his shoulder.

“You okay?” I asked softly.

He nodded without looking up.

I smiled. “Okay. Breathe. We’ll just try it and see. We can stop anytime.”

The shopkeeper positioned herself behind him with the espresso-colored wig in hand. “Now just breathe. Look straight ahead.”

He did.

She slipped the wig over his head with the kind of ease that only comes from years of practice. A few quick adjustments, a little tug here and there, and it settled into place.

The transformation wasn’t dramatic. There was no fairy-tale magic moment. But something shifted.

The sleek strands framed his face perfectly, softening the line of his jaw, warming the undertones of his skin. The rich color made his eyes stand out, that deep brown suddenly catching little flecks of amber in the shop’s lighting.

He blinked.

“Oh.”

He reached up instinctively, fingertips grazing the sides like he wasn’t sure it was real.

The shopkeeper stepped back. “There. That’s the one.”

He turned slightly in the mirror.

And I saw it, the way his breath caught. The way his lips parted, then closed again, then parted once more, like he might say something but didn’t have the words yet.

He didn’t smile.

But he didn’t flinch, either.

I leaned in, my reflection hovering next to his in the mirror. “It looks so natural on you.”

He swallowed. “I look… different.”

“Different can be good.”

The shopkeeper stepped aside. “Take your time,” she said. “If you want to try another, we can. If you want to sit a while, that’s fine too.”

James nodded slowly. “This one feels…”

“You don’t have to like it all at once,” I said gently. “Just enough to keep going.”

He looked up at me, finally, and I saw it. The quiet flicker of something new. Not certainty. Not confidence. But curiosity.

That was more than enough.

He stared at himself a little longer, the espresso wig still in place, hands loosely resting in his lap now. The panic had eased from his face, replaced by something softer. Still unsure, but less tense.

The shopkeeper stood beside me, arms crossed thoughtfully. “That one suits him,” she said quietly, “but…”

I glanced at her. “But?”

She smiled, then moved toward a shelf just to the side, towards a smaller rack with a few mannequin heads tucked beneath a row of soft lighting. She reached for one at the end and lifted it carefully: shoulder-length, gently layered, in a warm ash-brown with cooler blonde undertones. Soft face-framing waves. A little messy. Effortless.

She brought it over. “This one’s new. Just came in last week. It’s… subtle. Doesn’t scream anything. But sometimes, the quiet ones are the ones that stick.”

James glanced at it warily. “I don’t know…”

“It’s okay,” I said gently, resting a hand on his arm. “No pressure. But maybe let her try, just once more?”

He looked at me, then the wig. Then nodded.

The shopkeeper stepped behind him again with that same calm grace. Off came the espresso piece, folded neatly and placed aside. Then she positioned the new wig, adjusting it with slow fingers. She tucked a strand here, loosening one there, brushing the ends gently with a fine-toothed comb.

Then she stepped back again.

And everything went still.

It wasn’t flashy. It wasn’t glamorous. But it was… right.

The color softened his whole face, the warm-cool blend flattering his skin without drowning it. The shape framed his jaw with ease, falling just barely past the collarbones in lazy waves. And his eyes looked different. Open. Honest. A little startled, even.

“Oh,” he whispered again.

This time, it wasn’t the same “oh” as before. It wasn’t confusion. It wasn’t uncertainty.

It was recognition.

“Wow,” I breathed. “James…”

He met my eyes in the mirror.

“I look… like someone I know,” he said slowly.

My throat tightened a little. “Then let’s meet this someone.”

The shopkeeper smiled from behind us. “That one’s coming home with you,” she said. “Guaranteed.”

James didn’t argue.

He just kept staring like he was starting to see something no one else had ever quite shown him.

And I stood beside him, heart quietly full, knowing that this was the kind of beginning you don’t rush.

We brought the wig up to the counter, the shopkeeper carrying it in a soft-lined box with both hands.

James stood close beside me, quiet, still, like he was half-holding his breath.

As she began ringing us up, I looked at her. “Thank you,” I said, my voice low. “For being so kind. And non-judgmental. That’s... not easy to find in this world.”

She glanced up, met my eyes, and smiled. “Well,” she said, “it’s good to see someone like you standing beside someone like him.”

My heart squeezed. Not because I needed the praise. But because I knew how few people ever said that out loud.

She kept going, her eyes kind but steady. “Most people see this kind of thing, and they turn away. Or they whisper. Or worse. But it’s good to see someone holding space for something different, and doing it without flinching.”

I swallowed past the lump forming in my throat.

Then she turned to James.

“And you,” she said, softer now. “You’re brave.”

He froze beside me.

“You probably don’t feel like it. You probably think you’re confused. Or scared. Or just trying not to fall apart.” She paused, then added, “But it takes courage to even imagine another version of yourself, one that doesn’t follow the rules you were taught. Most people never get that far.”

James didn’t speak. Didn’t even look up. His fingers tensed slightly around the edge of the box.

The woman didn’t push.

Then, suddenly, he looked up. Without saying a word, he reached across the counter and took her hand.

Not a handshake. Not performative. Just... held it, quiet and small, for two seconds.

Her hand closed around his without hesitation. A soft squeeze. Then she let go.

The walk back to the car was quiet.

James stayed close to my side, the box cradled carefully in his arms, like he wasn’t quite sure what it meant yet, just that it meant something.

He didn’t speak on the drive home, either.

I kept my eyes on the road, glancing sideways every so often. His head was angled toward the window, but I could tell he wasn’t seeing anything out there. He was somewhere else, deep inside whatever had just opened up in that little back room.

And I didn’t interrupt it.

Because I knew what that kind of silence was. It wasn’t withdrawal. It was processing and unraveling old wires, letting a new self breathe underneath the surface.

Whatever this was turning into… it was real, and growing.

And I was here for it.

All of it.

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The Next Friday Morning...

Work had been a blur all week. Paperwork came and went. Deadlines approached and receded. Court prep sat open on my screen like a slow-loading memory. But none of it landed. None of it stuck.

Because my head had been spinning ever since Sunday.

The red dress was still in the closet. The perfect ash-blonde wig that made something click inside James’s expression hadn’t moved from the box. And James himself? It was like someone had quietly hit the dimmer switch inside him and pulled the plug, just a little.

That night after we got back, I didn’t push. I thought maybe he just needed space. Perhaps he needed time to process, to adjust, to feel the ground under him again.

But instead of settling, he’d… retreated.

Monday became Tuesday. Tuesday melted into Wednesday. Each night I waited, patiently, for something. Some hint of where his head was at. But it never came.

And I hated how much it got to me.

It crawled into my thoughts between conference calls. It echoed through my chest during closing arguments. It showed up in the mirror while I was brushing my teeth, whispering What did I do wrong?

By Friday morning, I felt like a balloon about to burst.

I didn’t want to push him. I didn’t want to guilt him. But I also couldn’t live in this weird pause — this limbo between honesty and silence. I needed to know what was going on inside him.

I needed to ask. Gently. But soon.

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That Friday Evening...

When I got home, I found James at his desk, headset on, hunched over his laptop as if he was trying to will the code into existence. His fingers were flying. His screen had more open windows than I could count.

He looked up briefly as I walked in, his eyes tired. “Hey,” he murmured, barely audible. “Can’t talk. Finalizing the update. Crunch mode.”

I nodded and smiled, small, tight. “Okay.”

We didn’t eat dinner together. I made myself something simple, alone. The kitchen was quiet. Too quiet. I didn’t even turn the music on. I just stood there at the counter, chewing slowly, feeling the ache of something I couldn’t name pressing on my chest.

He worked late.

I checked on him around eleven. He was still going. I kissed the top of his head, but he barely reacted.

By midnight, I gave up and went to bed.

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Saturday, Pre-Dawn

I don’t know what woke me, instinct, or just the sound of the bedroom door clicking shut. The mattress shifted under his weight as James slid into bed beside me, exhaling one long, bone-deep sigh like he’d only just realized how exhausted he was.

I turned slightly, not opening my eyes. I could smell the hours on him along with the stale coffee, screen light, and stress.

His hand brushed my hip, briefly. A small touch. Apology? Habit? I wasn’t sure.

He didn’t say anything.

Neither did I.

This wasn’t the moment. He was too drained, too done. I let the silence settle and drifted back to sleep.

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Saturday, After Sunrise

By the time James stirred, I was already showered, dressed, and halfway through my second cup of coffee. On the way to the kitchen, I’d drifted past the wig box and laid my palm on the lid for just a second, warm skin on cool cardboard, wistful and true. The sun was warm across the kitchen tiles. The eggs had gone cold on my plate.

He padded into the kitchen in pajama pants and an old hoodie, blinking like a cat dragged out of a nap. Hair tousled. Face creased.

“Hey,” he mumbled. “You’re up early.”

I looked up from my mug. “It’s almost eleven.”

“Oh.” He rubbed his face, blinking harder. “Right.”

I watched him open the fridge. He looked normal. But all I could see was the week that stretched behind us: the quiet, the distance, the unanswered questions coiled tight in my chest like a knot.

I set my mug down and took a breath.

“We need to talk.”

He paused, milk carton in hand. Didn’t move. Didn’t look at me.

“…Okay,” he said finally.

And I knew, this was the moment.

He poured the milk slowly, like dragging time out might change something. But it didn’t.

I waited until he sat across from me at the table, a bowl of cereal in front of him, the quiet hum of the fridge between us.

I folded my hands. Looked him straight in the eye.

“It’s been almost a week, James.”

His spoon paused just above the bowl.

“I know,” he said, not quite looking at me.

“And you’ve barely said a word about it.”

He set the spoon down. Not loud, not sharp. Just final.

“Because I don’t know what to say,” he muttered.

“That you’re scared? That it freaked you out? That you regret it? That you don’t?” I exhaled. “Literally anything would’ve helped.”

He rubbed the back of his neck and leaned back in the chair, staring at the ceiling. “I didn’t regret it,” he said after a long pause. “I just… didn’t know what to do with it.”

I felt that in my chest. The soft ache of it. “You shut down.”

He let out a small, guilty sigh. “I know.”

“I felt it. Every night.”

“I didn’t mean to make you feel like I was rejecting it… rejecting you.”

I kept my voice low, but it wasn’t perfectly steady; I blinked hard against the sting. “You didn’t have to say it out loud. The silence said enough.”

He closed his eyes like he was bracing for something. “I guess I thought if I touched it, the questions would come flooding to me. Questions I don’t know the answers to.”

“But it is real, James.”

“I know,” he said quickly, eyes opening again. “I know it is. That’s what scared me.”

He finally looked at me now, directly. And in his eyes, I saw it: not just fear, but grief. Confusion. A strange kind of mourning for something unspoken.

“I looked in that mirror at the wig shop,” he said quietly, “and I saw something I liked. And I hated that I liked it.”

My throat tightened. “Why?”

“Because it changes things. About me. About us. About how I’ve always seen myself. And I didn’t know if… if you’d still see me. After that.”

I leaned forward, heart pounding. “I never stopped. Not for one second.”

He blinked hard. “But I stopped seeing myself, the version of me that I know. That’s what messed with me. That whole week, I felt like I was floating out of my own skin. And it scared the hell out of me.”

I reached across the table, placed my hand over his. “Then let’s find out who that version of you is. Together.”

He looked down at our hands. “I’m scared I won’t like the answer. And I’m even more scared I will.”

“Then I’ll like it enough for both of us. Until you’re ready.”

The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was full. Soft. Like the quiet after a storm. Still damp, still heavy, but clearing.

He let out a breath he’d been holding for days. “I don’t want to pretend it didn’t happen. I don’t want to let go of what I felt, of what we felt. Let go of…”

“Then don’t.”

He looked up again, this time not as someone ashamed, but as someone tired of hiding. “Can we… maybe just take it slow?”

“Always,” I said, squeezing his fingers gently. “But not silent. Not again. If it’s hard, say it. If it’s weird, say that too.”

He nodded slowly. “Okay.”

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The Following Friday...

Another whole week had passed since our conversation at the breakfast table. A week of almosts and maybes and pretending.

The usual routine had continued with work, groceries, jokes, but it felt thin; the open, honest conversation I’d expected still hadn’t arrived, and the days passed in small, patient gestures instead of the clearer reckoning I’d imagined.

And as every second had passed, a quiet ache had begun to settle in. Doubt and a quiet loneliness had pressed in. Hope was there too, silent and steady.

I didn’t let it show, not at work, not with friends, not even alone at night in the mirror. I held the line; kept it neat. But under the calm sat ache and doubt, a small loneliness beside a steady hope.

I had started sleeping lighter and waking earlier. I told myself it would pass. I told myself I had to wait for him now.

So I did.

I was standing at the sink rinsing out two mugs when I felt his eyes on me.

It wasn’t unusual. James had a way of watching me sometimes, like I was a book he hadn’t quite finished reading. But this felt… different.

Not flirtatious. Not passive.

Something lingered behind it.

I glanced back over my shoulder. “What?”

He didn’t answer right away.

Just kept looking at me. Head slightly tilted. Eyes quiet. Studying.

“What?” I asked again, trying for a soft smile.

He took a breath. His fingers curled loosely around the edge of the counter.

And then:

“I’m ready.”

Just two words.

They landed with more force than I could have imagined.

My hands froze under the faucet. The water kept running. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I knew I should turn it off, but I couldn’t move.

I turned to him fully, towel in hand. “Ready?”

He nodded.

Still quiet. Still serious. But this time, no retreat in his eyes.

“I don’t know what that means,” I said gently, trying not to let the hope show too obviously in my voice. “Ready for what?”

He looked down at his hands. Then back at me. “To try again. See where it goes.”

And suddenly, it was like I could breathe again.

Not fully. Not completely. But just enough.

I crossed the room slowly, meeting him where he stood.

“You sure?” I asked, searching his face.

He nodded again. “I don’t want to stay stuck. I want to see more of this different me in the mirror. Even if it scares the hell out of me.”

I reached up and touched his cheek. He leaned into it.

“I'm not afraid,” I whispered. “But I’m here, and I believe in us.”

He smiled, just barely, and exhaled through his nose. “I believe in us too.”

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Saturday…

James said he was ready, but after that… nothing. We watched TV. Made dinner and brushed our teeth side by side like always. I didn’t push. I didn’t pry. I smiled when he smiled and let the silence stretch between us without breaking it.

But the truth?

I barely slept.

Not because I was anxious in the way I used to be, but because I didn’t know what this “ready” would look like. And a part of me didn’t want to scare it off before it bloomed.

So when I woke up this morning and started slipping into my usual work clothes, I didn’t expect anything different.

I was brushing my hair, halfway through planning my morning coffee run, when James padded into the bedroom, barefoot and rumpled from sleep. He looked at me, blinking slowly.

“Do you have to go in today?” he asked, his voice still low from sleep.

I paused.

“I’ve got a few things,” I said. “Just for a couple of hours. Why?”

He looked up. Met my eyes.

“I want to try,” he said simply. “Today. Not just talk. I want to put it all on. I want to see.”

For a second, I just stood there, not because I didn’t believe him, but because something in me cracked open all over again. That mix of love and awe and fuck, yes, all at once.

I stepped closer. Touched his arm.

“Okay,” I said softly. “I’ll stay.”

I texted my assistant. Gave a vague excuse. Something about documents and rescheduling: it didn’t matter.

None of it mattered compared to this.

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The sun was higher by the time we started. I made us coffee. Toasted a couple of slices of bread neither of us finished.

We watched each other over the rims of our mugs for a quiet moment, nerves flickering in him, anticipation humming in me. He tried a bite of toast, chewed, then set it down again. I took another sip, the mug warm in my hands. "Good?" I asked, light. He nodded, though his knee kept a small anxious rhythm. I brushed a crumb from his lip and let my fingers linger, just long enough to feel him steady. I set my mug down and held out a hand.

"Come with me," I said.

His fingers threaded through mine. In the bedroom, I pressed a palm to his hip, gently guiding him.

I leaned in and kissed him softly. ‘Ready?’ I asked, barely above a whisper.

He nodded.

I smiled and crossed to the cupboard where we’d tucked the things we’d picked out together. I slid a box free and lifted out a soft blush lace bralette, with matching panties.

A quick, low thrill pulsed under my skin; I kept my voice even. ‘Put these on,’ I said.

He did as I asked, breath catching as he moved. I helped, turning the bralette in his hands, guiding his arms through the straps, smoothing the band flat along his back; then my thumbs at his hips, easing the panties up, coaxing them over him in a slow, patient pull until they settled just right.

I gently pushed him to the edge of the bed. His legs bounced slightly while I brought out the makeup bag.

“Easy,” I said, kneeling in front of him. “No YouTube tutorials. Just a soft touch.”

His eyes followed my every move like I was painting something sacred. And maybe I was.

Concealer first. A touch of powder. A gentle blush across his cheeks.

“Don’t move,” I whispered, brushing a bit of shimmer over his eyelids. “This part’s for me.”

He smiled nervously but didn’t flinch.

A soft nude gloss, nothing loud. Just enough to kiss light off his lips.

He looked… cute.

Softer. Delicate. Feminine in a way that made something in me stir, not just emotionally, but physically.

My eyes lingered on the subtle shimmer on his lids, the way the blush warmed his cheeks, the gentle curve the panties gave his hips.

I wasn’t changing who James was, just revealing what was already there. Like he was just letting go of something. And in the space that opened up, there was this unexpected beauty, unfamiliar, but utterly, utterly magnetic.

I felt it hit me low and warm. The flutter. The pull.

Because it wasn’t just about how he looked. It was so much more. It was the way he looked at me, with nervous eyes and a quiet kind of hope, like he was asking if this version of him could still be loved.

And all I could think was:

God, yes.

Yes to the softness.

Yes to the femininity.

Yes, to the fragile confidence barely holding itself together.

He looked good, yes, but so much more... beautiful. Not despite the makeup or the clothes, but because of them.

And I wanted him.

Maybe more than I ever had.

I stepped back, eyes running over him again, the soft blush on his cheeks, the gloss on his mouth, the faint shimmer at his lids. I put my hands on his, holding them tight, then gently pulled him up. I crossed to the bags from our last trip and rummaged until my fingers found a sundress: light cotton in cornflower blue, a scoop neck with slim straps, and a skirt that would sway when he moved.

"You'd look lovely in this," I said.

He smiled and nodded. I held the dress open for him. He stepped in, and I drew it up, settling the straps on his shoulders and smoothing the skirt so it fell clean along his hips.

But something was missing.

“Stay there,” I said softly.

I walked to the closet and pulled out the cropped dusty rose sweater we’d picked out together. Light knit. A little playful. Feminine. He’d liked it that day, even if he didn’t say it.

“Put this on,” I said, handing it to him.

He hesitated, then slowly slid his arms through the sleeves. It hugged him just right, the hem hitting his waist, the fabric hugging gently around his chest.

Then I went to the dresser and lifted the box with the wig. Still resting in tissue paper, untouched since the shop.

His eyes widened slightly.

I smiled. “Only if you want to.”

He didn’t answer. But he didn’t stop me either.

I stepped behind him, gathered his hair, smoothed a cap over it, then eased the wig into place. Ash-blonde strands fell over his forehead, soft and straight, brushing the tops of his shoulders. I fussed with it lightly, smoothing it into place, tucking a piece behind one ear.

Then I took his hand.

“Come on.”

We walked to the mirror together.

And when he saw his reflection, he froze.

And so did I.

Because he didn’t just look pretty.

In that light, I saw the newer version of James. I saw her.

Not a costume. Not a disguise. Just… a version of him that had been waiting.

“I look…” he started. Then stopped.

“Pretty,” I said, stepping beside him.

He shook his head slightly. “No. I look like I’m pretending.”

I met his eyes in the mirror. “You look great. And real. I’ve seen plenty of women considered attractive, but you are prettier than a lot of them. And I’m not the kind of woman who says things she doesn’t mean.”

He swallowed. His lips parted. “I don’t even look like me anymore.”

“Then maybe that’s okay,” I said softly. “Maybe today… You’re someone else.”

He turned toward me, still halfway stunned. “…Like who?”

I shrugged, still watching his expression. “That’s up to you.”

After a brief moment of silence, he let out a breath, his shoulders easing. “My mom told me when she was pregnant with me, they thought they were having a girl,” he said, quiet but steady. His fingers toyed with the sweater's hem. “They even had a name picked.”

“Oh,” I said, and met his eyes, something low and warm easing through me.

He nodded.

“What was the name?” I asked softly.

“Emma.”

The name hovered there in the air, delicate and tentative.

I blinked. Then smiled.

“Well,” I said, holding out my hand like we were meeting for the first time. “Hello, Emma.”

He stared at my hand, then took it. His grip was soft. Uncertain.

“…Hi,” he said quietly. “Ashley.”

And just like that, we stood there in front of the mirror holding hands.

James and Ashley, for a moment, were no longer the only names in the room.

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Dedicated from me to you, the readers, and to everyone who has ever doubted who they are and the beauty that lies within them.

And… From Ashley to Emma.

Scars To Your Beautiful by Alessia Cara

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To all the readers, thank you for picking up this story and giving it your time. If you have reached here, I can only hope that you enjoyed reading it and will look forward to the upcoming parts. Please do leave your reviews, comments and feedback. It only encourages me to keep at it and trying harder. You can also contact me via email at iamheremma@proton.me or on Discord iamheremma .

The Girl I Undressed Part 3 of 5

by IamHerEmma

 

 

Author’s Note:

I want to begin by thanking everyone for the comments and love so far. Seeing your responses to the first two chapters has meant a lot, and I’m truly grateful for the encouragement and support you've shown.

With this chapter, we’re reaching the middle of the story. Things are starting to pick up, and this is where I wanted to begin exploring the emotional and physical dynamic between the characters in a deeper way. I tried to strike a balance, bringing some heat into the story while also trying to make sure the emotional undercurrent stayed strong.

One of the things I was especially conscious of was how Ashley takes the lead in the bedroom. I didn’t want her to come off as pushy, but I also wanted her to remain confidently in charge of their shared exploration. It was important to me not to rush things or aim too high too fast, but also not to slow the pace so much that it lost momentum.

This chapter was about connection, trust, and a bit of bravery from both of them. I hope that comes through.

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Note: This story is told from the POV of the female lead, Ashley.

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Later, That Saturday…

We didn’t leave the apartment.

We didn’t need to.

Once the wig was settled and the shock of the mirror faded into something softer — something closer to wonder — we found ourselves simply… living.

I let Emma guide the pace.

We ended up in the kitchen around noon. I pulled down the sandwich bread, and she started chopping cucumbers without even asking. No roles, no rules. Just us.

“Too thin?” she asked, squinting down at the slices.

“Nah,” I said, grinning. “I like it when it falls apart dramatically in my hands.”

“Good,” she said, “because this is what I’ve committed to.”

I raised an eyebrow. “Noted. Miss Thin-Slice.”

“Oh, please,” she said with mock offense. “You can’t name me like a Bond girl.”

“Why not?” I smirked, nudging her with my hip. “You’re giving classy European femme-fatale energy.”

She huffed, trying not to laugh. “Stop it.”

But I saw the way her cheeks flushed under the blush. She touched her hair, a little self-conscious, and tucked it behind her ear, just like a woman would.

We took lunch to the couch. Sitting cross-legged, facing each other with plates balanced on our knees, trading bites and insults.

“God, how did you survive before me?” I asked between chews.

“I was nourished entirely by instant ramen and shame.”

“That explains your skin texture before I exfoliated it.”

“Rude.”

We both burst out laughing, full-bodied and loose. Like we’d slipped into a rhythm that had always existed between us, and now finally had room to breathe.

At one point, I reached for my drink and caught her eyes again, lined, sparkling, curious, and soft. The kind of look that made me feel like I was being read like a poem she’d come to know by heart.

I felt it then. The words slid out without warning.

“God, Emma… it feels like we’ve known each other forever.”

It came out so naturally, I didn’t even hear it until it echoed in the silence between us.

We both stilled.

Her hand froze on her glass. My breath hitched just a little.

And then… her lips parted. Just slightly.

“You too,” she asked, voice quieter now. Smaller.

I nodded, swallowing past something thick in my throat. “Yeah. You feel… old to me. In that right way.”

The silence that followed wasn’t awkward. It was full. Dense with meaning neither of us could quite put into words, only feel.

She smiled then. A shy one. But real.

“Thanks for seeing me,” she said.

“Thanks for letting me,” I replied.

The rest of the day flowed like warm water.

We ordered pizza. Half veggie, half meat, because compromise was the backbone of our love language. She tried folding hers like a New Yorker and dropped pepperoni down her dress.

We cleaned up. She teased me for wearing my lawyer socks, the boring gray ones. I called her out for having better legs than me, and we ended up measuring thighs with a spatula for no reason at all.

“I’m not kidding, you have great legs,” I said, “but if sundresses are going to be a thing, we should talk shaving.”

She made a face, laughing. “I knew there’d be homework.”

“Only if you want. I’m just… noticing what the hem shows.”

She tipped her head, brows knitting, a little confused. “What do I even do?”

“Warm shower, actual shaving cream, short strokes, ankle up, careful at the knee. Rinse and moisturize.”

She tipped her head, a smile tugging at her mouth. “You sound very authoritative.”

I arched a brow, trying not to grin. “I give excellent tutorials.”

He huffed a laugh and nodded.

“We can start with calves. I’ll do one to show you; you do the other. If you hate it, we stop.”

“Deal. But if I nick myself, you’re carrying me.”

“Drama queen.”

By the time the sun dipped low and shadows stretched long across the floor, I realized that I loved this person beside me more than ever. More than I thought possible.

It was just us. Nothing broken. Nothing forced.

Until bedtime crept up on us.

And the quiet returned.

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Night crept in slow and soft, like the world itself was dimming the lights just for us.

We were quiet as we started getting ready for bed, our earlier laughter now folded into something gentler. Something more aware.

I sat on the edge of the mattress, unhooking my earrings and setting them on the nightstand, when I caught movement in the corner of my eye. Emma was standing in front of the mirror, hands reaching up to her scalp.

Fingers brushing toward the wig.

She wasn’t being dramatic about it. No sigh, no declaration. Just a quiet gesture. An undoing. A return.

But something inside me clenched.

I turned.

“Please,” I said, softer than I meant to. “Don’t.”

Her hands froze.

She looked at me through the mirror. Her eyes wide, lips parted slightly, unsure.

“I just…” I stood, taking a breath. “I want to spend the night with Emma. Not James. Just… tonight.”

She turned slowly, processing that.

Her mouth twitched like she might protest. But then something shifted. Her eyes softened. She gave the smallest of nods.

“Okay.”

I smiled gently. “Go pick something to wear. Something pretty. Something… Emma.”

She opened the drawer hesitantly, flipping through the mix of soft cottons and slinky pieces we’d set aside over the past weeks. Her fingers paused on a dusty rose silk nightie, bias-cut, falling to mid-thigh.

She held it up uncertainly, then glanced at me as if asking permission.

“That one’s perfect,” I said.

She disappeared into the bathroom, the door closing with a quiet click. I stood there for a moment, listening to the faint sounds of running water, the shuffle of movement, the rustle of fabric.

And then, just like before… something inside me shifted again.

I found myself walking to James’s drawer.

My fingers brushed over flannel and worn cotton. I pulled out a pair of navy blue boxer briefs that were a little loose on me and one of his old white sports tanks. I slipped them on slowly, watching my reflection in the mirror. The way the briefs hugged my hips. The raw lines of the tank against my skin. I felt strong. Clean. Settled.

Balanced.

By the time I slid under the covers, the bathroom door opened.

Emma stepped out slowly.

And she was… breathtaking.

The silk clung to her just right, grazing her curves with each hesitant step. Her hair — the wig was still smooth and framing her face. Her skin had that soft post-shower glow, and there was something in her eyes. Not fear. Not even shyness.

Peace.

She climbed into bed carefully, like she didn’t want to disrupt the moment.

We didn’t touch. Not yet.

We just lay there side by side, wrapped in moonlight and silence.

I could hear Emma breathing beside me, steady and soft, like she was trying not to break whatever spell we’d slipped into.

But I didn’t want stillness.

I wanted her.

Not in the frantic, uncertain way from before, but in this new softness. This truth.

So I turned, brushing hair from her cheek, letting my fingers trail down her jaw. Her eyes flicked to mine, wide and searching. She didn’t flinch.

I leaned in and kissed her. It was slow, tender, exploratory. Her lips parted gently, like she didn’t expect it but had been hoping for it anyway.

The kiss deepened, our mouths pressing together with more heat. Her hand found my hip beneath the tank and held me there.

I pushed her gently onto her back and climbed over her, straddling her thighs.

“You okay?” I asked, brushing my thumb along her cheek.

Emma nodded, lips parted, breathing a little faster now.

I peeled the tank off over my head, letting my breasts fall free in the dim light. Her eyes widened, completely locked on me.

“You’re so fucking beautiful,” she whispered.

I leaned down and kissed her again, harder this time. My tongue meeting hers with that same flicker of hunger we hadn’t touched since that first night.

Our bodies pressed close, and I started to grind against her, slow and deliberate. I felt her cock stir beneath the silk, growing harder with each movement.

She gasped into my mouth as I reached between us and slid her panties down, baring her to the warm air.

Her cock was already hard and thick, twitching in my hand. I wrapped my fingers around it and gave it a few slow, teasing strokes.

“Oh my god,” Emma whispered, hips rising slightly off the bed.

I slid off my own boxers and tossed them aside. Then I straddled her again and held her cock steady as I lowered myself onto it.

The stretch, the fullness, it made me gasp.

She filled me slowly, inch by inch, until I was seated all the way down, my thighs snug around hers. Her hands clutched at the sheets.

I started to ride her gently, hips moving in slow, wet circles. The friction, the pressure — it was almost unbearable, in the best way.

She looked up at me like I was magic. And I felt it, both her awe and her surrender.

I came first. Sharp, clenching around her, hips stuttering as I moaned out her name.

“Emma…”

I felt her getting close, her breath quickening, her hips thrusting up into me, needy.

But I pulled off.

She whined — a needy, broken sound that made me smile.

I turned around and moved into a 69 position, straddling her face while leaning down to take her cock back into my mouth.

She moaned under me as my lips wrapped around her, and her tongue found my clit. She was slow, focused, like she needed to taste all of me.

I sucked her cock deep, moaning around her, letting my spit drip down her shaft while her hands grabbed my thighs, holding me in place.

I came again, slower this time. Her mouth didn’t stop, even as I trembled above her.

And then, my hand drifted lower.

I cupped the soft curve of her ass, fingers teasing along the cleft. She twitched beneath me.

I brought my hand to my mouth, licking two fingers slowly, and reached back. I rubbed small, slick circles around her tight entrance. She gasped, legs tensing.

“Relax,” I whispered, and pressed gently.

Her body opened, tight at first, then yielding as my fingertip slipped inside.

“F-fuck,” she breathed, hips jerking slightly.

I kept sucking her cock while slowly fingering her. Just one finger, shallow at first, then deeper. My other hand wrapped around her shaft and began stroking her in rhythm.

She was trembling.

“God… Ashley… I'm gonna…”

She came hard — thick, hot pulses that filled my mouth, spilled over my hand, splashed against her thighs and stomach. Her whole body shuddered as I stroked her through it, my finger still buried inside her.

When it was over, I kissed her inner thigh and slowly slid my finger free.

I turned and lay down beside her. She pulled me close.

Neither of us said anything.

We didn’t need to.

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Sunday...

The sun hadn’t fully risen yet. That soft in-between light, the kind that made everything look gentler. Less real.

I was already awake.

My body ached in the best possible ways. My thighs, my hips, even the base of my spine were humming with leftover electricity. And next to me, sleeping on their side, was them. Wig off now, resting neatly on the bedside table, next to a crumpled silk nightie.

Just James. Just Emma.

Still breathing slow, deep, warm.

My eyes traced the curve of their back, the shape of their shoulders, the soft rise and fall of their chest. The covers were pooled low around the waist, revealing bare skin and the faint imprint of my nails across it.

I bit my lip.

God.

Last night replayed in flashes I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to.

The feel of her cock inside me. Slow, deep, perfect.

The sound she made when I pulled off, that needy little gasp that undid me.

Her face buried between my legs as I sucked her, both of us lost in each other.
And then… that final moment.

My finger sliding inside her, slowly. The way her body responded in shock, then surrender. The heat of her cum spilling into my mouth as I stroked her.

I felt it again, low in my stomach, not just the heat of desire, but something else.

Something more complicated.

I’d taken control in a way I hadn’t expected. In a way that felt natural.

And they’d wanted it.

Trusted me with it.

A soft sound pulled me out of the memory. Sheets shifting. A low breath

James. Emma. They stirred beside me, blinking slowly awake.

“Hey, you,” I whispered.

For a second, we just looked at each other. Just the quiet acknowledgment of something that had shifted between us.

“Sleep okay?” I asked gently.

James nodded. “Yeah. You?”

I nodded back. “Mmhmm.” Then, softer, “Last night…”

His expression changed. Not fearful, just tentative.

I reached out, tucking a strand of his hair behind his ear.

“I didn’t plan any of that,” I said. “It just… happened. I didn’t mean to take over like that.”

“You didn’t do anything wrong,” James said quickly, his voice still husky with sleep.

I watched his expression settle. The tension that had once wrapped around him like armor was gone, at least for the moment.

“You sure?” I asked, brushing my fingers along his forearm.

He nodded slowly. “Yeah. I mean…” His eyes flicked away for a second, gathering the words. “It was a lot. I didn’t expect any of it.”

I gave a small smile. “Neither did I.”

He looked back at me, hesitant but curious. “Did it… scare you? I mean, the way it happened?”

I paused, then shook my head. “Not scared. Just surprised. I didn’t know I had that in me. And I didn’t know you’d trust me that much.”

“I didn’t know I would either,” he said quietly. “But I did. I do.”

There was a moment of silence. Not awkward, just full.

“I wanted you to feel safe,” I said, “and wanted. Not like a role or a costume. Just… you. Whoever that is in the moment.”

He smiled, just barely. “You saw a lot of me last night.”

“Yeah,” I said, returning the smile. “And I liked what I saw.”

He reached over and touched my hand. Not for comfort, not to anchor, but to connect.

“I don’t think I’ve ever felt that way before,” he murmured.

James squeezed my fingers gently, and I could see the flicker of emotion in his eyes. It felt like something tender, something scared, something grateful.

I leaned over and kissed his cheek. “We’ll take it one step at a time.”

“Promise?” he asked.

“Promise.”

I squeezed his hand, keeping my voice gentle. “What’s going on in your head right now?” I asked.

“I don’t know what I expected,” he added, eyes finding the ceiling, “but it wasn’t that.”

“That?” I asked gently.

“That feeling. Of being so...” He paused, searching for a word.

I exhaled slowly, not ready to say anything too big or too certain. “We live. We talk. We play. We find out what we both want from this.”

Just then, something in his face shifted, a slight wrinkle of hesitation.

“What?” I asked.

“I kind of… wish I could be her. All day. Just for the day,” he admitted quietly.

I blinked, warmth spreading through me. “Why can’t you?”

He hesitated, but there was no real resistance in him. Just nerves.

I leaned in and kissed the corner of his mouth. “Come on. Let’s start with brushing our teeth.”

He snorted. “Very glamorous.”

“Well, Emma needs fresh breath, too.”

He laughed, and that sound, light and open, felt like a sunrise between us.

We padded into the bathroom like two teenagers sleepwalking through their first sleepover. I watched him in the mirror as I brushed my teeth, James, but still softer somehow. Not trying to hide it anymore.

He caught me watching him and smirked, foam in the corners of his mouth. “Stop looking at me like that.”

“Like what?”

“Like you know a secret about me.”

I rinsed my mouth and leaned on the counter. “Maybe I do.”

He rolled his eyes, but there was no bite in it. “Do you always have this much sarcasm in the mornings?”

“Only when I’ve made someone scream into my pussy the night before,” I said sweetly.

He choked on a laugh and turned away, spitting out toothpaste. “Jesus, Ash.”

I grinned. “Too much?”

“Maybe wait until coffee next time.”

I turned toward the kitchen. “Your loss.”

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The days blurred into weeks, soft and steady. There was no sudden change, no dramatic turning point, just a quiet unfolding. Emma was becoming more confident and more comfortable with herself. Around the house, she moved with ease now, in camisoles, soft skirts, nighties. All the little luxuries we’d picked out were slowly stitching themselves into our daily rhythm.

On one of those evenings, we turned the bathroom into a quiet little ritual. I set out a spare razor and unscented gel, warmed the water, and showed James the rhythm of shaving his body hair—short strokes, light pressure, skin held flat at the tricky spots. We kept it slow, rinsed cool, patted dry, and smoothed on lotion. Later, when a skirt hem skimmed that new‑smooth skin, the way he lit up told me the lesson had landed.

Going outside, though… that was still a different beast. The idea lingered, unspoken but present, like a bridge neither of us was quite ready to cross. But as James, we kept up appearances. Grocery runs. Casual lunches. Even the occasional trip to the mall, which frankly, was becoming dangerous.

The shopping. Oh god, the shopping.

Between makeup experiments, lingerie splurges, and a mounting collection of soft sweaters and satin, our bank account had started to whimper. Nothing tragic — we were both earning decently — but eventually we sat down with a shared Google Sheet and tried to convince ourselves that budgeting was romantic foreplay.

Still, even when I was at work, distracted by contracts and calls and calendars, I couldn’t stop thinking about the way our life was changing. The way we were changing.

And the sex…

God, the sex.

It was different now. Not just because Emma was in lace and silk. Not just because she moaned differently when I touched her.

It was the way something inside me had started to shift too.

A kind of energy, rising in the quiet heat between us. It wasn’t some conscious decision. I didn’t wake up one day and choose to play the aggressor. But every time we touched, every time I saw her flushed and spread open beneath me, it stirred.

This urge to take the lead. To guide her body. To be the one in control.

And Emma fluttered into it, every single time.

Maybe it was instinct, or perhaps she wanted to be taken. Maybe she needed it the way I needed her to surrender. At least, that’s how it looked.

I couldn’t put my finger on it exactly. I didn’t have the words yet.

But I felt it.

That quiet permission in her eyes. The way she whimpered when I growled something low into her ear. How she gasped when I bent her over, or pinned her wrists, or whispered “good girl” without thinking.

Like she was giving herself over to me.

And every time I slipped my fingers back into her tight, needy ass, every time she moaned and clutched the sheets and came with a trembling cry, that thing inside me… bloomed.

I hadn’t expected any of it. And I didn’t know what to call it yet.

But I knew it felt incredible.

And I wanted more with every passing moment.

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One Friday Evening…

Friday evenings always felt heavier, like the weight of the week was trailing behind me, clinging to my heels. But tonight… there was something else in the air. A mix of nerves and electricity.

I walked in carrying three bags. Two paper ones, one glossy black and sinfully discreet. Emma greeted me from the living room, the hem of her pretty floral dress swaying just a little as she padded over in fuzzy socks. Her hair was smoothed and pinned half-up in a soft little twist, and her lips had a soft berry gloss that caught the fading sun.

“Hey,” she said, smiling brightly, voice lilting in that delicate way she sometimes slipped into. “The game I’ve been working on? The publisher got back. And it’s good news! Really good!”

I dropped the bags onto the kitchen counter and leaned in for a kiss. “What kind of good?”

“They loved the beta,” she said, practically glowing. “Want to set up a video call soon. Said they haven’t seen pacing this clean in months.”

I beamed at her. “That’s incredible. You earned that.”

She gave a little shrug, eyes soft. “Maybe. Still feels surreal.”

Then she glanced down at the bags. “What’s all that?”

I tugged the handles of one open slightly. “Dinner. Chinese. The good place, not the oily stuff you like.”

She gasped, feigning offense.

I laughed. “Noted for future edible nights.”

“And the other bags?”

“Clothes,” I said, casually — too casually. I turned away before she could press further. “Just something I saw on sale. I’ll show you later.”

She gave me a suspicious but amused look. “Uh huh.”

“Go light the candles,” I said, brushing past her. “Let me freshen up and we’ll eat.”

I closed the bedroom door behind me and dropped the bags onto the bed. The black bag sat there like a secret, heavy with implication.

My heart beat just a little faster as I opened it and removed the two boxes.

One small, sleek, and lined in crimson satin. The jeweled butt plug glinted up at me like it knew exactly what it was for.

The other, simple and discreet. Inside, a soft pink silicone dildo. A modest five inches, curved just enough. Playful. Curious.

I ran my fingers along it slowly, thoughtfully. My breath hitched.

We were in such a good place. The intimacy, the openness, the way Emma bloomed when she felt safe. I didn’t want to risk that.

But I couldn’t lie to myself. I wanted this. I wanted to try something new. To see how far we could go. To see what else Emma might give me if I asked the right way.

If I didn’t spook her.

Dinner first.

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I stepped out of the shower, steam curling behind me like the end of a spell, and towel-dried my skin with slow, deliberate motions. My body felt warm, not just from the water, but from anticipation.

I looked over at the second bag I hadn’t opened yet — the other kind of surprise.

Inside was a folded black tank top, boxer briefs in my size, and a pair of snug, distressed jeans. There was also a blue soft cotton button-up, with rolled sleeves, the kind that skimmed and hinted without clinging.

I laid them out like puzzle pieces. A quiet kind of statement. Not costume. Not parody.

Just… me. Leaning into something I hadn’t named yet. Something I only really felt when I was with her.

The hair came next. I didn’t do much, just pulled it back into a low, loose knot, a few strands escaping. A little sharp at the edges. Not butch. Not femme. Something in between.

Something bolder.

I stepped into the kitchen.

Emma looked up from where she was plating dumplings, and froze.

For a full second, maybe longer, she just stared like her brain had to buffer. Like she’d just been hit with a plot twist she hadn’t seen coming.

She blinked once. Twice. “Okay,” she said finally, drawing the word out. “That’s… different.”

“Different bad or different Day-um?”

She made a soft, strangled sound in her throat and turned quickly back to the food. “I didn’t say day-um.”

“You didn’t have to.”

“Don’t be smug.”

“I’m not smug. I’m casually confident.”

Emma glanced at me over her shoulder, eyes narrowed. “You’re casually dangerous.”

I walked over to the counter, grabbed two glasses, and filled them with water. Her gaze kept flicking back to me like she was trying not to. Like my presence was this gravitational field she hadn’t agreed to enter.

“You okay over there?” I asked, grinning.

“I’m fine. Totally fine. Why wouldn't I be fine?” She turned with the plates and nearly bumped into me. Her breath caught.

I arched a brow. “Uh-huh.”

She backed up and shoved one of the plates into my hands. “Sit. Eat. Stop looking like you know things.”

“Know what?”

“Exactly.”

We sat down at the table. Or, more accurately, Emma sat down and then immediately scooted her chair back an inch like proximity might short-circuit her.

I took a bite of rice, washed it down, and watched her over the rim of my glass. “So?”

“So what?”

“You’re being very composed.”

“Am I?”

“About me.”

She set her chopsticks down with a soft clack. “Ashley, I’m trying very hard to focus on food and not the fact that you walked in here like you just finished a photo shoot for ‘Ridiculously Hot People Who Know It.’”

I grinned. “You think I look hot?”

She gave me a long, dramatic look. “I think you look like trouble.”

I let that sink in and then leaned forward just slightly, elbows on the table. “You’re cute when you’re flustered.”

“I am not flustered.”

“You’re blushing.”

“It’s warm in here.”

“It’s definitely not the dumplings.”

She shoved a piece of broccoli at me with her chopsticks. “Eat your dinner before I throw you on this table.”

I opened my mouth to respond, and then stopped. Met her gaze. Raised an eyebrow.

Emma turned bright red. “Not like that!”

I laughed, nearly choking on my water. “You said it, not me.”

She groaned and buried her face in her hands. “Why do I even try?”

I leaned across the table, brushing her wrist gently. “Because you love it when I win.”

She peeked out through her fingers. “You are so full of yourself right now.”

“I learned from the best.”

Her hands dropped slowly from her face. Her smile softened. “You’re really pulling this off, you know.”

I tipped my head, teasing. “The outfit?”

She gave a short laugh. “That whole… the look. The energy. You feel… different.”

I tilted my head. “Different how?”

“I don’t know,” she said, twirling her chopsticks. “Like… imposing. Hot.”

I sat with that for a second. She wasn’t wrong. I did feel different.

“I like how you look at me,” I said, voice low but honest.

Emma’s smile deepened, a glint in her eyes. “It’s hard not to when you walk in like that.”

I chuckled, nudging her foot under the table. “You’re staring again.”

She nudged back. “Yeah, and I’m not even sorry.”

I caught the way her pupils widened, the tiny hitch in her breath. It was turning her on. I felt it too, heat in my pussy.

Dinner was finished. Plates cleared, wine glasses rinsed, leftovers tucked into the fridge. We moved like muscle memory until we ended up on the couch together, like we always did.

Emma curled up beside me, her legs tucked under her, the hem of her dress brushing her thighs. I grabbed the remote, let her choose, and wasn’t surprised when she settled on something romantic. Old enough to be timeless, slow enough to feel intentional.

And as the movie started, I couldn’t help but notice again how effortlessly she was slipping into this version of herself. Still James, still the same person beneath it all, but the way she shifted her weight against me, the way her fingers brushed mine so gently, the softness in her glances… it was Emma now.

Even the flirting between us had started to change. It was lighter, playful, and charged in a different frequency. Sweeter. More magnetic. Like she’d stopped trying to act any particular way and had just… started being. It kept catching me off guard and turning me on.

Halfway through the film, the lead couple finally gave in to whatever slow-burning tension had been crackling between them. Their kiss was long, heated, and drawn out. The kind of cinematic kiss that made time slow down. Fingers in hair, bodies leaning in, mouths lingering like they’d waited years.

I glanced down.

Emma was already watching me, a tiny flare at her nose, lips slightly parted.

There wasn’t a word exchanged. Just a small shift, the barest lean forward, and then her lips were on mine. Soft, sweet. No urgency.

My hand found her thigh. Her hand found mine.

The movie continued to play, but I wasn’t watching anymore.

Her lips were still on mine when my hand moved, almost without thought, instinct guiding intention. I slid it gently across her thigh, then down, over the warm curve between her legs.

Even through the soft fabric of her panties, I could feel her hardness, already pulsing.

Emma let out the faintest breath against my mouth. A sound that lit a fuse.

The kiss deepened. What had started as a quiet spark turned into a hungry flame in seconds. Tongues met. Fingers curled. My hand pressed in, slow, teasing strokes over her cock through the lace, drawing a quiet moan from her throat as her hips shifted forward to meet my palm.

She was trembling already. And so was I.

I broke the kiss, breathless, my hand still lingering between her thighs. Emma looked dazed, her lips parted, chest rising and falling fast.

“Let's go,” I whispered, taking her hand.

We moved to the bedroom in a haze of need. I backed her toward the bed, our mouths colliding again, slower now but deeper, wetter. Her fingers were clinging to my shirt like she didn’t want to let go.

We broke apart just long enough to catch our breath. Emma’s cheeks were flushed, her lips swollen, her eyes wild with something I could only call hunger. But it wasn’t desperate. It was deliberate. A need she knew I could meet.

I turned to the dresser, not thinking—or maybe thinking too clearly. I opened the drawer, sifted past lace and silk, and found what I’d stashed away earlier.

The jeweled plug caught the light in my hand.

I turned back to her, holding it quietly.

I didn’t speak. I just looked at her, a question behind my gaze.

Emma looked back at me, eyes wide and glimmering. She gave a quick swallow. My pussy throbbed as I held her gaze, steady. There was uncertainty there, and a new curiosity.

I set the plug down gently on the nightstand.

Then I stepped back toward her, kissing her again, deeper this time, claiming her mouth with open hunger. My hands gripped her waist, pulling her tight against me, her cock pushing hard against my stomach through the lace. I held her there for a beat, then took the lead.

Without a word, I turned her.

She gasped softly as I bent her forward, guiding her down onto the bed. I pushed her face down, ass up, her dress bunched around her hips, and her lace panties stretched tight across her girlish hips.

I leaned over her, my body pressing down on hers, pinning her in place with the weight of my need.

She gasped as I pressed my breasts to her back, a quick shiver running through her. I lowered my mouth to her ear, the air between us humming.

“Let’s play with Emma’s pretty little rose bud,” I whispered, voice low and hot. “I want to see how wet I can make it.”

Emma let out a low, breathy moan the moment she heard my voice with that little edge of command, the heat behind it. Her body tensed beneath mine, hips shifting ever so slightly, like the words alone had touched her.

I kissed the back of her neck, then her shoulder, and began my slow descent.

My hands gripped the waistband of her panties and peeled them down with one fluid motion, baring the soft curve of her ass. I spread her gently, watching the way she squirmed, the way her breath hitched, like even the air against her was too much.

Then I leaned in.

My tongue traced slow, deliberate circles around the tight ring of her unexplored flower — soft at first, teasing. I felt her whole body react, her thighs trembling under my hands, her fingers knotting in the bedsheets.

She gasped, not expecting it. Not prepared for how gently and completely I would claim her there.

I kept going, licking her like it was the sweetest thing in the world — opening her with my mouth until she was whimpering, arching back toward me, hips moving on their own.

And above it all, I could feel her trust. The way she gave herself over, moan by moan.

My Emma.

Mine.

I slowed my tongue, then stopped entirely, letting a final, wet kiss linger before I pulled away.

Emma whimpered, hips rising just slightly off the bed, begging for more. But I held her down with a hand on the small of her back, firm but gentle, feeling her body quiver beneath me.

She looked back over her shoulder, eyes glazed, lips parted in silent protest.

I didn’t say a word. I just reached for the plug on the nightstand, small but weighted, the softest shimmer catching in the low light.

She saw it. And she didn’t flinch.

I spread her again with both hands and leaned in to kiss the small of her back, letting my fingers slowly tease around her opening, still slick and relaxed from my mouth.

“Breathe for me,” I whispered.

She did.

I lubed up the plug and pressed it gently against her, easing it in slowly, letting her adjust and feel it stretch her open. She let out a soft cry.

Her body tensed… then softened.

And with a subtle, final push, the jeweled base nestled perfectly between her cheeks.

She gasped, her head dropping to the sheets, one hand reaching back to touch where I’d claimed her.

I leaned over, brushing her hair aside, kissing her shoulder.

“Perfect,” I murmured.

I let my hand glide over the curve of her back, then gently coaxed her to turn over.

Emma moved easily, pliant beneath my touch, her eyes wide and shimmering with heat. I straddled her hips, leaning down to kiss her again, deep and slow and lingering. There was no rush. Just warmth, breath, hunger building between us again.

I held her down, not harshly, just enough. Just enough for her to feel it. My palms on her wrists, our bodies aligned, the jeweled plug still nestled inside her, a constant reminder of how open she already was for me.

She didn’t resist.

She didn’t want to.

Our kiss deepened. Our tongues brushing, teeth grazing, soft gasps swallowed into each other. And when I pulled back, she looked up at me like she was already undone.

I slid off her slowly, letting my clothes fall away one by one until I stood bare in the soft lamplight.

Then I sank to my knees at the edge of the bed.

Emma’s cock was hard again, twitching slightly, framed by flushed skin and trembling thighs. I pressed a kiss to the inside of her leg. Then another, closer.

And then I took her into my mouth.

Her breath caught, sharp and needy, as I wrapped my lips around her, tongue circling her tip before sliding lower. I moved slow, steady, sucking her deep. Her hands clutched the sheets again, moaning openly now, hips rising just a little but never fighting my pace.

I set the rhythm, smooth and generous, savoring every inch of her while the jeweled plug kept her stretched and sensitive.

I let her slip from my mouth slowly, teasing her with one last lick before rising to meet her gaze.

She looked wrecked in the most beautiful way. Her eyes were heavy, her chest rising fast, her lips parted as if trying to catch up to what her body was feeling. I climbed onto the bed and over her, straddling her waist, guiding her cock between my folds, letting her feel just how wet I was from having her on my tongue.

Emma whimpered as I rubbed against her, the jeweled plug still in place, her cock slick and swollen against me. I leaned forward, bracing one hand on her chest, the other guiding her to my entrance.

“Let me ride you,” I whispered.

I lowered myself slowly, inch by inch, until she was buried inside me.

Her hands found my hips, trembling as I began to move with a slow grind, hips circling, taking her deep with every roll of my body. The pressure built between us instantly. I held her gaze. Her eyes were wide, pupils blown. Eager. Open. Hungry.

I moved with purpose, chasing pleasure, our bodies slapping softly in rhythm, the heat between us unbearable and perfect. She moaned beneath me, the kind of raw, unfiltered sound that lit me up from the inside out.

But I wasn’t done with her.

I leaned forward, kissed her hard, and then climbed off of her and fell back on the bed, breathless with my legs parted.

“Your turn,” I murmured, voice thick with need.

Emma didn’t hesitate.

She climbed over me, guided herself back inside me with shaking hands, and began to thrust. She moved deep, then slower, then faster. Her hips snapped forward, body glistening, face flushed with the need to give everything to me.

I wrapped my legs around her and pulled her closer, nails dragging down her back, moaning openly as she pounded into me. Each stroke hit deeper, the heat building to something wild.

“Don’t stop,” I gasped, and she didn’t.

Emma buried her face in my neck as she drove into me, the plug inside her adding an edge that had her panting like she was coming apart. I held her tight, rode the rhythm with her, until her thrusts turned frantic, desperate.

“I… I can’t…” she choked out.

And then she came.

Hard.

Her body jerked as she released her hot cum inside me, crying out softly against my skin, hips twitching through every pulsing wave of release. I held her through it, whispering her name, kissing her shoulder, hearts beating together in the quiet aftershock.

The room was quiet now, save for the sound of our uneven breathing, tangled, slowly finding its rhythm again.

I ran my fingers through her hair, brushing it back from her damp forehead. She nuzzled into my chest, her cheek resting just above my heart, and I felt her exhale like she’d been holding something in for days.

I didn’t speak.

We lay like that for a while, skin on skin, her cock still nestled inside me, the jeweled plug still tucked between her cheeks, both of us wrapped in warmth and something quieter than lust. Something deeper.

Eventually, I felt her stir. Her body going soft, her breathing becoming even.

“You okay?” I whispered, my lips brushing the top of her head.

She nodded against me, then pulled back just enough to meet my eyes. I smiled, thumb brushing across her flushed cheek.

Her breathing was warm against my collarbone, her body limp and pliant in my arms. We stayed like that for a while. No words were spoken, just skin and silence, and the faint hum of something sacred settling between us.

Her fingers played with a strand of my hair, more like a nervous tic than anything else.

Then, quietly, “That was… different.”

I glanced down at her. “Different good or different too much?”

She shook her head slowly, still against me. “No, not too much. Just…” Her voice drifted for a second. “It’s hard to describe.”

I let my hand wander up her back again, slow and soothing.

“You were giving me everything,” I said gently. “I was just listening.”

She tilted her head slightly, meeting my gaze with a faint smile. “I think you could tell where I was. I tried to show you… how good it felt.”

“You did,” I said. “I wouldn’t have touched you like that if you hadn’t. I felt you asking for it, even if you didn’t say the words.”

Emma nodded, her expression a mix of softness and awe, like she was still wrapping her head around it.

“I don’t know what you do to me,” she whispered. “But… everything you do just works on me. I didn’t know I wanted this until you showed me. ”

We lay in silence for a while, the sheets tangled loosely around our legs, our breaths soft and even, but my mind still turning.

“There could’ve been more,” I said suddenly, my voice barely above a whisper.

Emma stirred slightly beside me, her head lifting just enough to glance at me. “More?”

I nodded, my fingers brushing the side of her arm. “I wasn’t sure how you’d react. I didn’t want to push you.”

“What do you mean?” she asked gently, searching my face now.

I hesitated, sitting up slowly and pulling away from her warmth. Her eyes followed me as I turned toward the nightstand and opened the drawer.

From the back, beneath the tissues and stray hair ties, I took out the other box.

I sat back on the bed beside her and held it in my palm.

She looked at it.

Then back at me.

“What… what is it?” she asked, her voice soft. Surprise and curiosity shading into something warmer.

I opened the lid and tilted the box so she could see the dildo. “For us. Maybe more for you, but… yeah.”

She looked down at the dildo, then back at me. “I didn’t know you were thinking about this.”

“I was,” I said, keeping my tone even. “Not to rush anything. Just… it’s been on my mind. After everything we’ve shared, I thought maybe… this could be something you'd want too.”

Emma was quiet, eyes still on the box like it might whisper answers if she stared hard enough.

“I just didn’t know when, or if, to show you,” I added, more gently now.

Her lips parted like she wanted to say something, but the words hadn’t formed yet. Her eyes flicked between me and the unopened box in my hand. She wasn’t pulling away. Just… processing.

“You already like my fingers,” I said softly, brushing my thumb along the edge of her thigh. “And I know tonight was a lot… but you didn’t just take the plug, you liked it. You let yourself enjoy it.”

Emma’s cheeks flushed slightly, but she didn’t look away.

“I bought both of them today,” I admitted. “The plug and this.” Heat climbed my throat, but I held her gaze. “Figured maybe, if tonight went well, we could think about what comes next.”

She still didn’t say anything, but her eyes were locked on mine now.

“I’m not saying now,” I added, keeping my voice gentle. “Just… maybe sometime. If you want to, we could try it.”

She swallowed hard, the rise and fall of her chest shifting against the sheet.

“Is that something you think you’d like?” I asked, brushing a strand of hair from her face. “Not because I want it. Because I think you might.”

She bit her lip, nervous but visibly stirred, and whispered, “I don’t know.”

“That’s okay,” I said, leaning in to kiss her shoulder.

Emma was quiet for a long moment, her eyes tracing the dildo in the box again, then slipping back up to meet mine. “Are you… disappointed?” she asked, barely above a whisper.

I blinked, surprised by the question, then reached out to take her hand. “No,” I said firmly. “God, no. I know this is new for both of us. I mean, I feel like I pushed this on you a little too soon. Like I got carried away and didn’t check in properly.”

“You didn’t,” she said. “Ashley… I’ve never felt forced. Not once. Everything we’ve done has been because I wanted it for you. For us. Even when I didn’t expect to. Even when I didn’t know I could.”

I breathed out slowly.

Emma gave a small, nervous smile. “It’s like… I don’t always know what I want until we’re already doing it. Like something inside me just… opens up.”

I let out a soft smile at her honesty.

“But,” she added dryly, “that thing looks like it might be… a lot more than fingers or a sparkly plug.”

I couldn’t help it — my shoulders eased, the tension between us softening into something warm and familiar.

“Yeah,” I said. “She’s definitely a step up.”

Emma raised an eyebrow, lips twitching. “She? We’re… gonna call it, she now?”

“Of course it’s a she.” I grinned, leaning back on my elbow. “You know… confident, bold, knows what she wants. Definitely the type to make an entrance.”

Emma laughed, bright and bubbling out of her like the tension had finally broken.

“Well, I hope she’s polite,” she said, eyeing the box again with mock suspicion. “Because my ass is still recovering from sparkly little miss plug over there.”

I snorted, covering my mouth with my hand. “I promise, she’ll be a gentlewoman.”

Emma rolled her eyes, but her smile didn’t fade. She let herself fall back onto the pillows, her body finally relaxed again, and glanced sideways at me.

“We’re ridiculous,” she muttered fondly.

“We are,” I agreed. “But, like… the sexy kind.”

We grinned at each other, still basking in the afterglow of laughter and vulnerability. Emma leaned in first, brushing her lips against mine in a soft, fleeting kiss.

Then another.

And another.

Like punctuation marks between breaths, gentle, unhurried.

I cupped her cheek, returned one of them a little slower, letting it linger. She smiled against my mouth, then nuzzled in close before finally pulling away.

“Bedtime?” I murmured.

She nodded with a sleepy hum. “Mhm.”

We both rose from the bed in a comfortable, quiet rhythm. Emma headed to the bathroom first, gathering her things, and I started tidying up the stray bits of clothing and tossing the plug box discreetly back into the drawer.

By the time she returned, her makeup washed off and a fresh satin nightie clinging softly to her skin, she looked relaxed and radiant.

I tucked away my clothes from dinner and slipped back into the same soft boxer briefs and tank top I’d worn underneath. Something about the fit felt snug, worn-in. It felt grounding.

Emma pulled back the covers, sliding into bed with a quiet sigh as I joined her on the other side. The sheets were cool against our skin, our bodies instinctively gravitating toward each other.

She curled against me, one leg draped loosely over mine, her fingers resting gently on my stomach. I wrapped an arm around her shoulder, pressing a kiss to the top of her head.

No more words. No more planning.

Just the hush of the room, the rhythm of our breathing, and the slow drift into dreams.

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Saturday Morning…

I woke to the familiar weight of Emma’s arm slung over my waist and the faint scent of us still lingering in the sheets. She was still asleep, her cheek pressed into the pillow, lips parted just slightly, somewhere between beautiful and completely unaware.

I didn’t move for a minute. Just stayed there, looking at her, thinking about last night. About the things I’d done, the things she’d allowed.

I exhaled slowly and peeled myself away before my thoughts got out of hand.

The floor was cool against my feet as I padded out to the kitchen in nothing but those soft boxer briefs and the tank top I’d slipped back into before bed. I didn’t bother with anything else. The house felt still and safe enough to let me just exist.

I started the coffee. Sliced some fruit. Thought about maybe making pancakes, then decided against it. Something about a quiet morning felt better than sizzling batter.

I leaned against the counter, mug in hand, and stared out the kitchen window.

We’d crossed another threshold last night. A new level of trust. And now… I couldn’t stop wondering what came next.

I heard the creak of the bedroom door and turned just in time to see Emma appear. She was still in her nightie, hair sleep-tousled, rubbing her eyes like some shy woodland creature who’d wandered into my apartment by accident.

"Morning," she mumbled, still not fully human. I slid a mug toward her, and she took it with both hands like it was life itself. No kiss. No eye contact. Just a low, appreciative hum as she sipped.

We talked about nothing at first. Groceries. My meetings. Laundry. She wanted to reorder that coconut body wash. I reminded her we were out of eggs. The kind of domestic rhythm that sneaks up on you when you’re not looking.

Then her phone buzzed again. Sharp. Insistent.

"Not mine," I said, glancing at my phone on the table.

She blinked, confused, then leaned forward and picked up hers.

That’s when I saw it.

The switch.

It wasn’t dramatic, no gasping transformation or sudden withdrawal. Just a soft, subtle folding inward. The way her shoulders straightened. The slight shift in her face, as if she’d pulled some invisible mask back into place.

Emma didn’t even say anything at first. She just stared at the phone screen with wide eyes, then unlocked it and skimmed a message.

Then, finally, her voice: “They want to do the video call.”

I raised an eyebrow. “They?”

She looked up at me, suddenly more alert, a flicker of pride underneath the hesitation. “The studio. The beta I sent them? They loved it. Said they want to talk today, see if I’m free for a deeper breakdown.”

Excitement burst in my chest. “That’s amazing!”

He smiled, not sheepishly, but somewhere between nerves and joy. “Yeah. Said they haven’t seen pacing this clean in months.”

That’s when it hit me. Emma was gone. James had quietly returned. And not in a way that felt like denial, but more like necessity. Like he had to hold this space right now, for his career, for himself.

But still… I could see the flicker of regret in his eyes.

James looked at me, quiet for a second. Then he smiled. Not the James smile. The soft, surprised one that almost looked like Emma peeking out.

“This could take a while,” he said, rubbing the back of his neck.

“No problem,” I replied. “I can go grocery shopping. Stop by the office. Pick up a few things. Gives you the day.”

“You sure?”

“Completely.” I leaned in and kissed his cheek. “Go be brilliant. I’ll be back before you know it.”

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Later that day…

I came through the door with a bag of takeout swinging from my hand and a breeze of early evening following behind me. It smelled like garlic and something tangy—Thai, this time. Comfort in a carton.

James looked up from the couch as I kicked off my heels, his expression open, oddly calm for someone who’d been buzzing about game metrics and production timelines all week. The laptop was shut. His feet were tucked beneath him. The overhead light caught the softness in his eyes.

"Hey," he said.

"Hey, you," I replied, placing the bag on the counter.

We didn't pounce on each other with news right away. Instead, we moved through our little rituals of setting out plates, folding napkins we never used, and cracking open fizzy drinks. But something in the air felt fizzy too, and neither of us could ignore it for long.

By the time we were halfway through our spring rolls, it just came out of me.

“So,” I said, poking at my noodles. “There’s something I need to tell you.”

James looked up, one eyebrow raised. “Should I be worried?”

I smiled, feeling the heat in my cheeks. “No. Not unless you’re scared of sleeping next to a partner now.”

He blinked. “Like... a partner partner?”

I nodded, taking a breath. “Unofficially, yes. Officially? Monday morning. Got the call at the office. I wasn’t supposed to say anything yet, but—”

“You’re gonna be a partner,” he said, finishing the sentence for me like it had just clicked. “Ash... that’s huge!”

“It is,” I said, letting the weight of it finally settle in. “It comes with a fat raise. More control over my schedule. Honestly, it’s everything I wanted without the blood sacrifice I was expecting.”

James leaned back, staring at me with that kind of proud quiet that makes your stomach flutter. And then he started to laugh.

“What?” I grinned, nudging his thigh with my foot under the table.

“Nothing, just… it’s ridiculous.”

“What is?”

“That we both waited through dinner to say anything.”

My brows drew together. “Wait—”

He held up his hands. “So, they had the call today. The beta’s been greenlit for launch. They want to bring me on with a full rev-share model and potential creative direction for the next phase.”

I dropped my chopsticks.

He just nodded. “I know.”

We both sat there for a minute, blinking. Then I stood up, walked around the table, and pulled him into a hug so tight it made him laugh again.

“This changes everything,” I said softly.

Not because the money made it easier. Not because status unlocked something. But because for the first time, I felt like we were moving together at the same speed... in everything. Just breathing in the same direction.

James held me tighter, his chin brushing the top of my head.

“Not everything,” he murmured. “Not the important parts.”

I smiled into his shirt. “No. Not us.”

James looked at me then, not with worry, but wonder. Like he was trying to take in the shape of this new moment.

“We’re really here, huh?” he said quietly.

I leaned in, resting my forehead against his. “Yeah. And it feels… good.”

As we held each other, surrounded by takeout boxes and leftover fortune cookies, it suddenly hit me how it was all ridiculously domestic.

James reached for a spring roll and completely missed the dipping sauce.

“Wow,” I said, grinning. “Flawless motor skills. Truly lead developer material.”

“Hey,” he said, mouth full. “I’m in post-celebration recovery mode. My reflexes are currently on strike.”

“You’re lucky you’re so cute,” I teased.

He raised a brow. “Just.. cute?”

“Okay… devastatingly cute,” I corrected, plucking a grain of rice from his collar. “You’ve got the whole shy-genius-slash-secret-fox thing going.”

He smirked. “Keep talking like that and I’m going to start thinking you’re after me for more than just my spring rolls.”

“Oh, honey,” I said, leaning in with a mock whisper. “I’m absolutely after your spring rolls.”

I nudged him with my shoulder. “Can I tell you something weird?”

“Is it about me looking hot in lipstick? Because I already know.”

I rolled my eyes, but smiled. “No, smartass. Just… this. All of this. Feels like we blinked and ended up in a version of life that fits better than the one we thought we wanted.”

James didn’t answer right away. He just looked at me and reached for my hand.

“Yeah,” he said quietly. “It really does.”

He glanced at me, one brow lifting... and then continued. “Well, I always imagined I’d end up in a place like this… eventually.” He nudged the takeout container closed, a thoughtful smile tugging at his lips. “Not that we weren’t already stable. But this? It feels like one of those quiet milestones. The kind that makes you think about things like… settling down. Marriage, even.”

I blinked, genuinely surprised. Marriage had never really come up between us before. Not seriously, anyway. We’d tiptoed into new territory together — lingerie, a new level of intimacy, but not rings. Not vows.

James must’ve read the hesitation on my face because he gave a sheepish laugh and looked down. “Okay, you’re freaking out.”

“No, I’m not,” I said, sitting up a little straighter. “I just didn’t expect that. That’s all.”

James gave a nervous smile. “Yeah… honestly, I didn’t plan to say it. It just kind of came out. But I’ve been thinking about it lately.”

“Since when?” I asked, more out of curiosity than alarm.

“I guess since the game started getting real attention. Since we started buying dresses, wigs, and… all this. I don’t know. It’s like… things feel more permanent now. Like we’re building something for real.”

I stayed quiet for a while, letting it settle in.

“I just want to make sure we’re building this the right way,” he added. “With everything out in the open. With all of it.”

I nodded slowly. “I want that too.”

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To Be Continued…

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The Girl I Undressed Part 4 of 5

by IamHerEmma

 

 

 

Author’s Note:

I’m deeply thankful to everyone who’s stayed with this story so far and offered your thoughts, support, or simply your time. Your messages, reactions, and quiet encouragement have meant the world. Knowing that something I wrote has found its way into your hearts is a feeling I still don’t fully have words for.

We’re now well past the halfway point of the story, and slowly making our way toward the end. This is where the story really needed to find some of its soul. For me, this chapter was a turning point, not just in what happens on the page, but in how I had to let go of some of my earlier plans and follow where the story naturally seemed to be heading. Writing this wasn’t easy. At one point, I thought I was going in a completely different direction, but along the way I realized the story needed to go somewhere else. It felt like a risk, but it’s one I’m glad I took.

All I can say is that putting this chapter together meant a lot to me, and I hope, in some small way, it gives something meaningful to you as well.

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This story is told from the POV of the female lead, Ashley.

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Sunday…

Sunday came bright and breezy, and James insisted on taking me out for lunch. Not just “grab a sandwich” lunch. A real, pick-a-pretty-dress, sit-under-an-umbrella lunch. He wore his usual soft-washed tee and jeans, a gentle return to James-mode, while I chose a floaty blouse and sandals that made my legs feel endless. We looked like the kind of couple that actually remembered to enjoy weekends.

The café he picked was charming in that curated, Instagrammable way. It felt rustic with its wooden tables, mint-green chairs, and tiny flower vases that made you feel like someone had thought about your experience. We found a table tucked beneath a flowering tree, dappled sunlight playing across our menus.

“I don’t know what to order,” I said, scanning the list. “Everything has some artisanal goat cheese angle.”

He smirked. “You’re just mad because they don’t have chicken nuggets.”

“Don’t tempt me,” I said, narrowing my eyes. “You know I would eat the hell out of nuggets in a wine bar.”

“I admire your commitment to chaos,” he replied, deadpan.

We bantered through most of the ordering with him teasing me for ordering “the most basic thing on the menu” (a grilled chicken sandwich), me mocking his overly enthusiastic salad choice (“Wow, that quinoa really says you’re ready for fall”).

But then, just as the food arrived, James shifted in his seat, suddenly a little too proper, like a server had just slid an engagement ring into his arugula.

I noticed it immediately. His body language. The pause. The serious tilt to his voice.

“I, uh… I’ve been meaning to talk to you about something,” he said, carefully.

My stomach did a slow, traitorous flip. My mind raced — the pretty table, the sunny afternoon, the slightly-too-perfect day. Oh God. Was he about to propose? Here? At brunch? In front of people? Right after we’d talked about marriage?

“It’s about Emma. And you.”

My brows lifted, surprised. “Me?” Phew. Not marriage.

He nodded slowly. “I just… wanted to say thank you. For Emma. For all of it. You were the one who gave it room to happen. You saw something in me I didn’t even know was there, and… you didn’t flinch.”

My chest tightened, but I stayed quiet.

“And,” he went on, his voice softer now, “after that night… when you dressed the way you did, when you got a little more… in charge.” He glanced up at me briefly, then back down at his plate, almost like he was shy to say it. “I really liked it. More than I expected.”

I leaned back in my chair, eyes on him. “More than you expected, huh?”

He gave a crooked, sheepish smile. “Yeah. I don’t know… it just did something to me. You looked...”

“Hot?” I offered, raising a brow.

He laughed, looking down again. “That. And also like someone I could just… give in to. Completely.”

That pulled a slight hum from the back of my throat, not quite a moan, but not far off either. I reached out, dragging my fingers across the rim of my glass slowly. “So you’re saying you liked your girlfriend acting like your boyfriend.”

His head snapped up, eyes wide. “No, I mean… well… maybe a little?” He was blushing, clearly trying to scramble for the right words. “Not like... that, but... yeah. It was a turn-on.”

I smiled, not to tease, but because I understood. Deeply. “You can say it, James. Or Emma. Because whatever that was…” I let the words dangle, then tilted my head. “It stirred me too.”

His shoulders eased again, a breath exhaled between us. “I’m still figuring it out. But I know I don't hate it when you take the lead.”

That kind of honesty for wanting me to lead felt like a small, brave gift. It warmed me and steadied me.

He leaned in a little, elbows resting on the edge of the table. “I’ve been thinking about something else too.”

“Oh?” I arched a brow, feeling the playfulness stir again.

“It’s not just what you did that night,” he said slowly. “It’s how you changed. Like, something in you switched on once you were in those clothes. You didn’t act like a different person. You were still you. But there was this charge. This quiet kind of... power. Like it belonged to you.”

I blinked at that, a little taken aback. “So you’re saying I should dress like your imaginary boyfriend more often?”

James laughed. “I mean, if your imaginary boyfriend is hot and bossy and makes me feel things I don’t fully understand yet... then yeah. I think I do want more of that Ashley. Especially when I’m Emma.”

I tilted my head, intrigued. “You want her to have me, but… a specific version of me.”

“Exactly.” His voice softened. “I want Emma to have that Ashley. The one who makes her feel taken care of. Who takes charge and makes her melt. You don’t have to change who you are. I just love seeing that side when she’s around. She craves it.”

My pulse jumped a little at the honesty in his voice. It wasn’t demanding, not fantasizing, just naming something vulnerable and honest. And flattering.

“And since you took me shopping,” he added, smiling again, “I think it’s only fair I return the favor.”

My brow lifted. “Shopping?”

“Yup. For you. For her. For… Ash.”

I tilted my head, smiling crookedly. “Ash?”

He gave a slight shrug, suddenly a little shy. “That’s what she calls you. In my head. Emma, I mean.”

My chest tightened, surprised, flattered, and a little breathless. “She does?”

James looked at me, soft and sincere. “Yeah. It’s… warmer, somehow.”

I stared at him for a few seconds, feeling that name settle somewhere new inside me. Familiar, but reframed.

“Ash,” I repeated under my breath, just to feel the shape of it. And then I smiled. “I kinda like that.”

I dipped my fork into the last bit of sauce on my plate, watching him across the table. “So. Emma calls me Ash in her head. Are there any other details I should be aware of? Does she keep a diary? Sketch me in the margins like a high school crush?”

James smirked. “In a pink glitter pen.”

I choked on a laugh. “Seriously?”

He shrugged, eyes dancing. “Well, maybe not yet. But I wouldn’t be surprised if she starts. You’ve got that tragic heartthrob energy now.”

“Oh wow.” I leaned back, crossing my arms with mock arrogance. “So I’m the mysterious love interest? The emotionally unavailable one who softens over time?”

He went mock-dramatic. “The strong jawline. The rolled sleeves. The brooding silences between filing motions.” He sighed, mock-dreamy, then laughed when I threw my napkin at him.

“Careful,” I warned. “That tragic love interest might leave you all flustered and begging.”

He wiggled his brows. “Promises, promises.”

We lingered over the last sips of our drinks, the quiet between us now humming with something playful and sweet. Then James leaned forward again, not serious, exactly, but hopeful.

“So,” he said, voice lighter, but pointed. “Ash. You ready to go shopping?”

I smirked at the way he said it. It felt like it was an inside joke and an invitation at once. “You’re really going to buy me man-pants, huh?”

“I’m going to buy you whatever makes Emma want to push you against a wall.”

That made me laugh out loud, full and unfiltered. “God, who's dangerous now, huh?”

“And yet here you are,” he said, standing and offering me a hand, “coming with me anyway.”

I took it. “Damn right I am.”

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The shopping trip felt different this time. Like we weren’t just wandering to kill time. We had a mission. And this time, I was the one being sized up while James drifted beside me, smug and playful, a little Emma glinting behind his grin every time he handed me something unexpected.

“Remind me again,” I said, holding up a hanger, “how you got this idea?”

“Because someone’s been a boss all week,” he said, nudging my hip, “and someone deserves new clothes that match her boss energy. Also…” He lowered his voice as if it were a scandalous secret. “I want to see what you look like when you turn heads.”

I raised a brow. “And you’re not just using this as an excuse to live out your personal soft-butch fantasy?”

He shrugged. “That too.”

We moved through racks of sleek knits, slouchy tees, half-tucked button-downs, and more than a few pieces that leaned tomboy, soft-masculine, the kind of clothes that said don’t mess with me… unless you’re buying me coffee.

James handed me a pair of distressed jeans and a black charcoal shirt with rolled sleeves, and smirked. “You already made it look hot once. Let’s double down.”

We wandered from store to store, the easy kind of wandering that came when neither of us had to worry about time or money for once. He picked out things for me the same way I had for him not long ago. He was holding things up, squinting at tags, circling me with thoughtful eyes that always landed somewhere between mischief and adoration.

“That,” he said, pulling out a soft gray cashmere sweater and tossing it over his arm. “That’s screaming ‘put me on and take me somewhere I’ll regret.’”

I laughed. “So basically, date night attire.”

“Exactly.”

He was genuinely glowing, with the joy of picking for someone else. I caught him eyeing a structured jacket with a bold collar and low waistline, sharp and femme but with just enough edge to tip toward neutral.

“You like it?” I asked.

He shrugged, which for James meant yes. “You’d look powerful in that.”

“Is that code for hot?”

“It’s definitely code for you’d make the clerk nervous in all the right ways.”

I flushed a little and tossed it over my arm. “You’re lucky you’re cute.”

“You’re lucky I’m emotionally generous.”

Eventually, our arms were full. We had picked out jeans, a soft pair of high-waisted trousers, an oversized button-down in sage green, and a sleek pair of black ankle boots I couldn’t believe he picked for me without me even trying them on.

He paid, barely letting me argue, and we stepped outside, blinking against the afternoon light.

He bumped his hip into mine as we walked. “So, Ash… you ready to try some of these on for me at home?”

I looked sideways at him. “That depends. You're gonna be watching as James or Emma?”

He smiled, like a secret unspooling. “Maybe both.”

We were still trading light jabs as we headed out of the last store, bags bumping against our legs with every step.

“I can’t believe you talked me into those boots,” I said.

“You didn’t need convincing,” he replied, all smug and warm beside me. “Your eyes lit up like it was your birthday and the boots had whispered sweet nothings.”

I snorted. “You’re ridiculous.”

“And you’re stylish. It’s a burden, I know.”

We laughed again, and it just felt so easy. Like all the emotional weather we’d been through had finally cleared for a bit of sun.

“Coffee?” I asked, pointing ahead. There was a cute little café on the corner, the kind with outdoor seating and tiny succulents on each table.

“Yes, please. Shopping with power is just as exhausting as shopping without it.”

We were about to cross the street when something in the window to my left caught my eye.

A pair of heels.

Not just any heels. A pair of black kitten heels, patent leather with a soft almond toe and a delicate ankle strap. Not loud. Not towering. Not a statement. Just… pretty. Feminine. The kind that could transform a quiet outfit into something quietly right.

I stopped short.

James, a few steps ahead, turned back. “What’s up?”

I blinked, glanced back at the display, and then to him. “Nothing. Just… here.” I handed him two of the lighter bags and shifted the others higher on my arm.

He raised a brow. “What are you doing?”

“I’ll meet you at the café in five minutes. Order me something iced.”

His smile curved, eyes narrowing just enough to tease. “You’re being mysterious.”

“Am I?”

“Deeply. Suspiciously.”

“I have my secrets,” I said, letting the words linger as I stepped just slightly out of his reach.

He raised a brow, not moving. “You’re not going to tell me?”

I smiled sweetly. “Nope.”

He squinted at me, lips twitching. “Is this one of those things where you pretend to be mysterious but you’re actually just buying another candle?”

“Go,” I said, nudging his elbow with the shopping bag. “Order something with oat milk and smugness. I’ll be right behind you.”

James studied me for a moment longer, like he was trying to read a riddle on my face. Then he gave a dramatic sigh. “Fine. But if you disappear and come back with matching leather jackets or a full-blown motorcycle, I reserve the right to be concerned.”

“I’ll text you a photo of the helmet first,” I said, grinning.

He chuckled, kissed the side of my head quickly, then turned to go, still muttering something about “secret missions” and “Ashley being too quiet to trust.”

I waited until he was halfway down the block, the bags swinging in his hand and his back turned to me, before I shifted on my heels and faced the shop window again.

My fingers twitched at my sides. This wasn’t just about the shoes. It hadn’t been for a while. And I had a plan. One Emma didn’t see coming.

With one last glance to make sure James was out of sight, I pulled open the door and stepped into the store, my heart quietly racing.

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Thirty minutes later, I pushed open the door to the café, and James was already fidgeting with his napkin, his coffee half-finished and his expression edging toward frustration.

I couldn’t blame him. I had taken my time. But I also couldn’t help the tiny smile tugging at my lips as I walked toward our table with two glossy bags in hand.

His eyes narrowed the moment he saw me. “You disappeared off the face of the Earth.”

“I know,” I said quickly, sliding into the chair across from him. “Sorry. I got… a little distracted.”

He eyed the bags as I tucked them beside the table. “What is that?”

“Nothing,” I said, too casually.

He didn’t buy it. “Ashley.”

“Just a couple of things,” I hedged, sipping the lukewarm latte he’d gotten me.

His hand reached down before I could stop him, pulling out one of the boxes. “A couple of what—” He paused mid-sentence as he popped the lid. Then blinked. “Whoa.”

Inside sat a pair of heels. Deep burgundy, sleek and sculpted, with an arch that could ruin a spine and a pointed toe that looked straight out of a dream. He lifted one slowly, almost reverently.

“These are… damn,” he said. “Sexy.” He looked at me, eyes glinting. “These would look incredible on you.”

I chuckled, sipping again. “They’re not for me.”

His brow furrowed, confused for a second. Then realization hit. “Wait. Seriously?”

I nodded. “They’re for Emma.”

His mouth opened, then shut again. Like he was trying to process what that meant. They were heels, her heels, chosen for her, not borrowed or tentative. Real. Deliberate. His expression softened with something more than surprise.

“I found something better than what I saw in the window,” I added, nudging the second box toward him. “Open that one.”

He blinked at me, still halfway stunned, and then carefully lifted the lid of the second box.

His breath hitched.

They were black patent leather stilettos. Strappy, sharp, unapologetically sexy. The kind of shoes that whispered instead of shouted and still managed to command attention.

“These…” His voice was almost hushed. “These are…”

“The final piece,” I said softly, meeting his eyes. “For her. For Emma.”

James looked up at me like he wasn’t sure whether to laugh or cry. His fingers tightened slightly around the edge of the box, but he didn’t say anything right away.

I reached across the table and touched his hand. “I saw them and I just knew. She’s almost complete. This... felt right.”

He exhaled slowly, nodding once, his thumb grazing the curve of one heel.

“She’s going to lose her mind,” I said.

James gave me a look, half gratitude, half disbelief. “And we're back to you being dangerous, you know that?”

I smirked, letting my foot nudge his under the table.

“Not me. Emma in heels? That’s the real danger.”

He squinted at me. “Ashley.”

I leaned forward, all mock-innocence. “What? I can buy something hot for my girlfriend, right?”

James bit his lip, but he was grinning. “One day, these shoes are gonna be the end of me.”

“I had to. One was the final piece,” I said, tapping the first box, “but this one? This one… might just unlock a new level.”

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By the time we got home, the bags had been dropped in a soft avalanche across the couch, and James was already heading toward the bedroom, tugging at his collar.

“I need to get out of these clothes,” he called over his shoulder. “Too much real-world energy stuck to them.”

I laughed, toeing off my shoes. “Go transform, Clark Kent. Or should I call you Linda Lee?”

He disappeared, and fifteen minutes later, Emma emerged. Freshly made up, her lips glossed with something soft and peachy, her wig set just right, wearing a flowy, navy blue jersey-knit dress that hugged her lightly at the waist and swayed around her thighs. Comfortable, simple, but just feminine enough to make her glow.

Meanwhile, I’d slipped into something looser and familiar. Ash mode — the charcoal button-down rolled at the sleeves again, tucked into my favorite relaxed jeans. No performance, no pretense. Just ease.

“You ready?” I asked, gesturing toward the boxes still waiting on the couch.

Emma lit up instantly. “God, yes.”

She sank into the couch, legs tucked beneath her, her dress swishing softly around her thighs as she pulled the first box toward her with an eager, almost childlike excitement.

“Okay, okay,” she murmured, lifting the lid like it held treasure.

It did.

Inside were the black stiletto pumps. Sleek. Timeless. Bold without being loud. She stared at them for a long moment, then slowly picked one up, holding it like it might whisper secrets.

“Wow,” she breathed. “These are… serious.”

I sank down beside her. “Power shoes,” I said, nudging her shoulder. “You in those? You’d level entire buildings with just a look. Like Supergirl.”

She laughed, but it was shy, almost breathless. “I don’t even know if I can walk in these.”

“Doesn’t matter. You’ll learn. Or I’ll carry you.” I leaned in. “They’re not for walking. They’re for arriving.”

Emma blushed, smiling down into the box, then reached for the burgundy pair.

The moment she opened it, the air between us shifted.

She didn’t say anything at first. Just stared.

The deep burgundy heels were sultrier. More sensual. Rounded toes. A slightly lower heel than the stilettos, but no less confident. These weren’t power shoes. These were presence shoes. Something worn not to impress the world, but to claim space in it.

Emma touched the suede with trembling fingers.

“I saw a pair of kitten heels first,” I said softly. “But then I saw these. And I knew. This was the final piece.”

She looked at me, eyes wide.

“They’re beautiful.”

“So are you,” I said.

She looked away like she couldn’t hold the concept that she could be beautiful, but her fingers curled protectively around the edge of the box.

“Do you want to try them on?” I asked gently, curling a leg under me as I watched her.

She didn’t answer right away, but she nodded. Then, soft like a secret, she said, “I think we’re past trying them on. Trying them on would’ve been in the store. They’re mine now.”

She stood, smoothing down the soft lines of her dress. The motion was instinctive now, her gestures graceful and less forced, like she had always been learning to move this way. I watched her cross the room barefoot, open the box again, and draw out the burgundy heels.

She sat on the edge of the couch and slid her foot into one of them, tilting her head and pushing a piece of hair behind her ear as she looked at them.

It fit like it had been made for her.

The other followed, and when she stood again, she wobbled just a little. It was more from nerves than balance, but then she steadied herself.

And oh… she glowed.

Not from the heels. Not just from the dress. But from the slow, dawning realization spreading across her face. This wasn’t dress-up anymore. This was her. This was real.

I leaned back and let myself stare.

“Okay,” I said with a slow smile. “Now walk.”

Emma let out a nervous laugh. “You’re kidding.”

“Not even a little. Give me one strut. Come on, I bought you the damned shoes.”

She groaned and turned like she was going to protest, but then something shifted in her spine. Her chin lifted, her shoulders eased, and she walked. Across the room and back.

It wasn’t perfect. Her steps were tentative, careful. Still boy-ish.

But it was enough.

When she made it back to me, I reached for her hand and pulled her down gently into my lap. She laughed as she landed, heels still on, legs draped over mine.

“Well?” she asked, eyes shining.

I ran my fingers over the curve of her thigh. “You were right.”

“About what?”

“These really do look good on you.” I leaned in, my voice low against her ear. “But they'd look even better with a babydoll and lacy panties on.”

Emma gasped, playfully swatted my shoulder, and then bit her lip.

I let her rest there for a minute, straddling my lap in those perfect heels, her dress riding just enough up her thighs to tempt without even trying.

My hands didn’t rush. They moved with purpose, trailing up her legs, over the soft fabric, until they landed gently at her waist.

Emma was still catching her breath from laughing, but it had quieted now into something softer. Something fuller.

I leaned in, close enough that my lips brushed her cheek when I spoke. “Do you feel it?” I asked.

She turned her head slightly. “Feel what?”

“How hot you look right now. How much you’re mine.”

Her eyes fluttered closed for half a second. And then she opened them wide, vulnerable, reverent.

“I do,” she whispered.

I gripped her waist with both hands, steady and deliberate, and lifted her just enough to shift her off my lap and guide her to stand. “Good,” I said, standing too, close behind her now, my chest brushing her back.

“Because I want to show you.”

She turned slightly, and I reached for her dress's zipper. Slow. Measured. The sound of it sliding down felt louder than it should have. Her breath hitched when I brushed my lips to her shoulder, the dress slowly slipping off one arm.

“You’re going to leave those heels on,” I murmured, pressing a kiss to her neck. “Understand?”

She nodded, a soft sound escaping her lips.

“Use your words, my love.”

“Yes,” she breathed. “I understand.”

“Good girl.”

Her knees nearly buckled.

I eased the rest of her dress off, baring the delicate lace underneath. I ran a hand along her spine, then down over her ass, gently palming the curve of it through the fabric.

“Let’s take this to bed,” I said, stepping back and tugging her hand.

She followed me without a word.

Her dress pooled near the couch, abandoned like something she’d grown out of. Now it was just Emma. Soft and lovely Emma, in lace and those new burgundy heels that made her legs look endless.

I let her sit at the edge of the bed. No, placed her there, with both hands on her shoulders. She sank obediently, looking up at me with wide, waiting eyes.

“You’re already shaking,” I said, brushing her hair back behind her ear.

She trembled beneath my touch, eyes wide, lips parted. Her skin was warm, flushed pink at the cheeks and chest. I glanced down and there it was. The soft outline of her cock straining against her panties, visibly hard, twitching slightly with each breath. She was already dripping through the fabric.

“Oh, baby…” I purred, dragging my fingers lightly along her inner thigh. “You’re this hard just from my voice?”

She whimpered, nodding. Her thighs pressed together, but I slipped between them, spreading her wide with deliberate ease.

“You want me to take care of your pretty little rose bud tonight, don’t you?” I whispered against her ear.

Another whimper. Another nod.

“Say it.”

“I… I want you to take care of my rose bud,” she breathed, the words like a secret spell.

“Good girl.”

I slid down her body, kissing a slow trail along her belly, dragging my nails lightly down her sides. When I pulled her panties down, her cock bobbed up. It was beautiful, flushed, leaking, and I paused just to watch her squirm under my gaze. I grinned and licked my lips, but I didn’t go there, not yet. She could wait.

Instead, I bent lower and spread her ass cheeks, revealing that tight, clenching hole that pulsed like it had been waiting for my tongue all day. I blew across it, and she gasped.

“Look at that beautiful pink hole,” I whispered, running my thumb in slow, teasing circles around it. “You need my tongue, don’t you?”

“Yes.. please… Ash…”

I buried my face between her cheeks, licking deep, slow, and filthy. My hands gripped her hips, keeping her open as I tongue-fucked her, letting her moan and writhe and shudder through every stroke. Her cock twitched above us, dripping against her belly.

“You’re so soft,” I murmured into her hole. “This is mine, isn’t it?”

She choked out a yes, shaking beneath me, fingers tangled in the sheets.

Only once she was begging did I lift my head, lips wet, eyes dark with hunger.

I reached over to the nightstand and pulled open the box.

“Spread your legs. Wide.”

Emma obeyed instantly, breath shallow, eyes glued to the toy in my hand.

The soft pink dildo caught the low light, five inches of smooth promise. I kissed the tip and looked her in the eye.

“You ready for your first cock?” I asked, voice low and commanding.

She bit her lip, blushing deeply. “Please.”

Her cock throbbed again, hard and untouched, as she braced herself for what came next.

I slicked the dildo with lube, slow and intentional, letting the soft wet sound fill the room like a promise. Emma’s eyes followed every movement, pupils blown wide with anticipation and hunger. Her cock was still rock hard, twitching helplessly against her stomach.

I climbed onto the bed between her legs, pushing her thighs apart further with confident pressure. I lubed up her hole, slowly sliding a finger in, then two. Her body obeyed me like it always did when I took control—eager, pliant, trembling with the need to be filled.

“Just relax,” I murmured, slipping my fingers out and guiding the tip of the phallus to her slick hole. “You’ve already taken my fingers, and this… is barely bigger.”

She whimpered, breath catching as I circled her entrance, teasing her with just the head. Her body tensed, then softened again as I pushed in slowly, inch by inch.

“Oh my god,” she whispered, head falling back. “Ash… fuck…”

“That’s right,” I said, gripping her hips as I pressed deeper. “Let me in.”

The toy slipped past her tight ring with a soft resistance, stretching her, filling her. She moaned, her cock jerking against her belly, leaking more precum with every inch I pushed inside.

When I finally bottomed out, I paused, letting her feel it. The fullness. The way it settled inside her like it belonged there.

“Look at you,” I murmured. “Stuffed full of cock, your cock so hard, dripping for me.”

She gasped again as I pulled out slightly, then pushed back in. I moved it in slow, rhythmic strokes that rocked her body gently on the mattress. I wrapped one hand around her slick hardness and started stroking her in time with the thrusts, watching her fall apart for me.

“You love this,” I said, voice thick with heat. “Being spread open, taken, filled. You love being my good girl, don’t you?”

“Y-yes,” she purred, back arching. “Yes, I love it… fuck, Ash… don’t stop… please…”

Her moans grew louder, more desperate. My hand tightened around her shaft, jerking her harder, faster. At the same time, I picked up the pace with the toy, plunging into her again and again, letting it fuck her the way I knew she needed.

I leaned over her, kissed her mouth hard, swallowed her helpless sounds.

“You’re going to cum for me like this,” I whispered against her lips. “Plugged and stroked.”

“Please… please.. Ash, I’m…”

I felt her start to break, her whole body tensing beneath me, legs trembling, breath shattering apart. With one last stroke, she cried out and came in thick, hot spurts all over her belly and my hand.

I slowed down, letting her ride it out, then finally slipped the toy free from her with a slick pop. She moaned, legs falling open, completely undone.

I leaned in, kissed her cheek, her jaw, her throat.

“My good girl,” I whispered. “You took it so well.”

Emma lay there, limp and glowing, her chest rising and falling in soft waves. Her thighs were still trembling, flushed pink from the effort of holding herself open for me. I reached for a nearby towel and gently cleaned her belly, careful and slow, watching the way she blinked at me with a dazed kind of love in her eyes.

I leaned down and kissed her hipbone. “Still with me?”

“Mmhmm,” she hummed, her voice low and sleepy. “Barely.”

I smiled and settled beside her, pulling the blankets up around us. She curled in, head against my chest, arm thrown loosely over my waist like her body was still trying to anchor itself to mine.

For a few moments, we just breathed. The kind of silence that came only after pleasure like that.

“Too much?” I asked softly, brushing my fingers through her hair.

“No,” she said. “No, it was… different, again. Deep.”

“Like?”

She nodded slowly. “Like I wanted it.”

I kissed the top of her head, letting her words settle between us. There was something so fragile and brave about the way she said them, like she was still testing the truth of it against her own skin.

“I know it’s a lot,” I said quietly. “And I don’t want you to ever feel like I’m pushing you.”

“You weren’t,” she whispered immediately. “You haven’t.”

I let that sink in. The way her trust had been building in places neither of us had named yet. The way her body, her mind, Emma herself, kept saying yes to things that neither of us could’ve imagined a few months ago.

She lifted her face a little, eyes soft and vulnerable. “I.. I know that was for me. It feels selfish that you didn't even...”

I nodded. "I was sated. You made me happy. You were beautiful. Completely...”

A blush bloomed across her cheeks. It was real, helpless, and bashful in the way James never was. “I feel wrecked.”

“You are,” I smirked, and we both laughed, the tension between us dissolving into something easier, more familiar.

We lay there a while longer, limbs tangled, the room still smelling faintly of sex and something sweet. Outside, the city was quiet. Inside, everything felt loud in the best possible way. It felt like our pulses still echoing, thoughts still dancing, bodies still open.

“You wanna sleep?” I murmured.

She nodded against my chest.

I kissed her forehead and pulled the blankets higher.

“Sleep, baby. I’ve got you.”

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Monday…

I woke up to the smell of skin-warmed sheets, the tickle of hair on my collarbone, and the tiniest groan beside me.

“Mmmph.”

A very eloquent Emma.

I blinked my eyes open slowly, stretching one arm up, the other still tucked around her waist. She was burrowed against me, face half-buried in the crook of my neck, one leg shamelessly draped between mine.

“Morning, princess,” I whispered.

She grunted. Definitely not ready for language.

“You okay?” I asked, brushing hair from her face.

Another groan. Her hand drifted down, lazily finding my hip. “Everything… hurts. My ass is mad at you.”

I laughed. “That’s not what it said last night.”

A soft gasp-laugh puffed against my skin. “Last night it said please and then forgot how to speak English.”

“Oh, I remember,” I said, rolling just enough to nuzzle her cheek. “I believe I had a certain girl moaning into the pillow like she was being possessed.”

“I was,” she muttered dramatically. “Possessed by a very smug, very hot dommy girlfriend.”

“Mm. You love her though.”

“I never said I didn’t,” she murmured, then winced as she shifted her hips slightly. “But that was… a lot.”

I gave her a mock-serious look. “You saying I broke you?”

She peeked up at me, eyes puffy with sleep and delightfully unimpressed. “If I said yes, would I get breakfast in bed?”

I grinned. “You might get a protein shake and an ice pack.”

“Romance,” she said flatly. “Dead.”

I sat up slightly and leaned over her, tugging the sheet down just enough to expose her shoulder. I kissed it gently, then trailed a few more toward her collarbone.

Emma shivered. “Okay, fine, I do love her. Especially when she shuts me up with kisses and makes me scream into hotel pillows.”

“We weren’t even in a hotel,” I said.

She smirked. “Give me five minutes and a fantasy.”

“Oh, so now we’re writing our own fanfic?”

“You started it,” she whispered, pulling me back toward her with a wicked grin.

I let her pull me back down, chest to chest, noses brushing. Her smile was lazy and sweet and just a little smug.

“You know,” I murmured, tracing a fingertip along her side, “if that’s how you react to a five-inch toy, I’m almost tempted to go shopping again.”

Emma gasped dramatically. “You wouldn’t dare.”

“Oh, wouldn’t I?” I said, eyes narrowing as I slowly dragged my nails down her thigh. “You forget, I saw how your legs shook when I slid it in.”

“That was muscle failure,” she shot back. “Completely involuntary. The human body does weird things under stress.”

“Oh yes,” I said, grinning. “Especially when it’s bent over a bed, begging.”

Her cheeks flushed. “Not fair. You’re using facts against me.”

“I prefer the term evidence,” I said, lawyer voice in full effect.

Emma shoved me playfully. “Ugh. You and your power suit energy.”

“I wasn’t even wearing the suit.”

“You didn’t have to. The second you rolled your sleeves up last night, I knew I was doomed.”

I kissed her nose. “That’s because you like being doomed.”

She smirked and looked up at me. “Only when you’re the one doing the dooming.”

I raised a brow. “Do you want me to make breakfast, or do you want to keep tempting me into round two?”

She pretended to think for a moment. “Mmm. Food first. Then round two.”

“Smart girl.”

“But,” she added, voice suddenly very sweet, “if breakfast involves you walking around in just that tank top and boxer briefs, I make no promises about my self-control.”

I slid out of bed slowly, dramatically, giving her a little show as I reached up to stretch. Her eyes did not leave my ass.

“Eggs and coffee?” I called over my shoulder.

Her voice came back low and devilish. “Only if you’re on the menu too.”

I was halfway to the door, teasing her with my hips, when it hit me like a punch in the gut.

“Shit.”

Emma blinked. “Wait… what?”

I froze, then whipped around, wide-eyed. “It’s Monday.”

“Ohhh,” she said slowly, watching my face shift from sultry to sheer panic. “It’s Monday.”

“The announcement,” I groaned, slapping a palm to my forehead. “The partners’ meeting. The official one. They’re going to announce it today. I was supposed to be in by nine.”

Emma bolted upright, sheets falling to her waist. “Babe, it's already past eight!”

I was already moving. Clothes. Hair. Bag. “I haven’t even washed my face! My hair’s a mess… where the hell is my watch?!”

Emma scrambled too, fumbling for her robe as if she had to give a speech. “I’ll get your coffee started… no, wait, go brush your teeth, I’ll find your shoes!”

“I had a speech in mind,” I said, dragging on slacks and grabbing a blouse from the closet. “I was going to be so calm and professional. God, I still smell like sex…”

“Well… you did earn the promotion,” Emma said, biting her lip with a teasing glint that I did not have time for.

“Not helping!” I shouted from the bathroom, trying to run mascara without poking my eye out.

From the kitchen, I heard her call out, “You still look hot, by the way! Very partner material!”

I skidded into the hallway, tugging on heels, hair half-tamed, breathless. She met me by the door with coffee and a kiss.

“Kill it,” she said.

I paused, looking down at her face. She was still glowing, still soft, still utterly Emma.

And I grinned. “Thanks for the doom and motivation.”

Then I ran.

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By the time I got to the office, breathless and brushing stray hair from my face, the conference room was buzzing but still waiting. Mr. Callahan, our managing partner, clock-reliant and always ten minutes behind, hadn’t arrived yet. A small miracle. I slipped into my seat just as the assistants were laying out fresh copies of the day’s agenda.

The announcement came fast, polished, and loud. Mr. Callahan made his way to the front with his usual showman’s flair, pausing only to sip his coffee like he was about to deliver a courtroom summation.

“And now,” he said, “for something more exciting than numbers. Promotions.”

A few names. Applause. And then mine.

“Ashley Hart,” he beamed. “Smart, relentless, and always fierce like a tiger. A force in litigation. An even bigger force in heels”

Chuckles rippled through the room. I laughed too, cheeks flushed, but my heart was pounding in the strangest way.

Later, alone in my new office with its sleek desk, a shiny brass plaque with my name on it, and a skyline view, I kicked off my shoes and let myself breathe.

Partner. I was a partner now.

The desk still smelled like lemon polish and fresh ink. Congratulatory emails were flooding my inbox, a fruit basket was waiting outside the door, and a handwritten note from one of the senior associates was slipped under my keyboard.

But my mind was elsewhere.

It drifted to last night, the curve of Emma’s back under the sheets, the way her lips had parted when I kissed her neck. The way she whimpered when I whispered into her ear. The way she took everything I gave her and then asked for more without a word.

I leaned back in my chair and stared up at the ceiling.

What a life.

What a shift.

It was dizzying. Not just the promotion, but the feeling that I was carrying two very different triumphs at once. One in the courtroom. And one in my bed, where Emma bloomed and begged and let herself unravel under me.

I was halfway to remembering the exact way Emma’s thighs had trembled under my mouth when the door creaked open and a familiar head of dark curls peeked in.

“Cutting it close, Ms. Hart,” Melissa said, grinning as she stepped fully into my office with a steaming coffee in one hand and her phone in the other. “I was two minutes from sending a search party. Or calling the mayor.”

I smiled, sitting up straighter. “You know I like to keep things dramatic.”

“You mean you like to show up looking flawless and let everyone assume you’ve been working since dawn,” she said, handing me the coffee like it was part of an unspoken ritual.

“Flawless is a stretch,” I said, taking a sip gratefully. “I barely made it. James was being... distracting this morning.”

Melissa raised her brows, but her smile stayed innocent. “Mmm. Distracting, huh? He does seem like the type. Quietly hot. Definitely a brings-you-breakfast-in-bed-after-good-sex’ kind of guy.”

I gave her a mock-stern warning look, not serious. “Melissa.”

She held up her hands. “I’m just saying! The man looks like he gives thoughtful gifts and knows your coffee order. That’s marriage material. You locking that down or what?”

I laughed, but there was heat behind my cheeks. “Let’s not get ahead of ourselves.”

“Oh, come on,” she said, flopping into one of the visitor chairs like she lived there. “Promotion. Power office. Dream man. You’re basically a Pinterest board come to life.”

I rolled my eyes. “Tell that to my laundry pile.”

We laughed, and just like that, the air lightened again. I’d always looked out for Melissa. She was sharp, loyal, and completely unflappable. In another life, she’d be sitting behind this desk someday. Hell, maybe even this one.

“I really am happy for you,” she said, more gently. “Everyone is. You deserve it.”

“Thanks,” I said softly, meaning it.

Melissa lingered a moment longer, then glanced at her phone. “Alright, I’m off to dig up those files you asked for. Might be gone a while, The archives are still haunted, I swear.”

“Be careful,” I said dryly. “And take a flashlight.”

She winked. “Don’t let Mr. Marriage Material’s thoughts distract you anymore.” A teasing giggle followed her out the door just as I gave her another mock-stern look.

When the door clicked shut behind her, I exhaled slowly.

Marriage.

That word had come up again, twice now in just a couple of days. First from James, casual but honest. And now, teasingly, from Melissa.

I tried to imagine it, just for a moment. A ring. A vow. A life threaded together with intention, not ceremony. But my mind didn’t stay there. It slipped, as it always did lately, into thoughts of Emma, wrapped in soft night fabric, bare legs curled under her, lips parted in a sigh as she whispered my name. That sweet ache in her voice. That surrender I hadn’t known I craved until I saw it in her eyes.

I exhaled and sat up straighter.

There’d be time for daydreams later. Right now, there was a promotion packet on my desk, half a dozen blinking emails, and an inbox ready to implode.

I had work to do.

But the warm current inside me, the one Emma had stirred, lingered.

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By the time I got home, my shoes felt like medieval torture devices and my blazer was clinging to me like a second skin. First official day as partner, and I’d already daydreamed about retirement more than once.

The smell hit me before anything else. It smelled buttery, probably illegal in six states. I dropped my bag at the door and wandered into the kitchen, where James stood barefoot, stirring a pan like he’d been born to do it.

“Hey, partner,” he said without turning around. “Wine’s breathing on the counter. Dinner’s almost done. You look like you got hit by a deposition.”

I smiled, walking up behind him and wrapping my arms around his waist. “How was your day?”

He leaned into me. “Busy. I wanted some Emma time, but I had back-to-back calls. The game’s getting a solid response. Like… really solid. They’re sensing strong pre-orders already, so I’ve been on video all day talking to marketing, production, even some execs.”

I kissed his shoulder through his t-shirt. “That’s amazing.”

He nodded. “It is. Also… I’ve heard whispers. They’re looking to greenlight a horror-themed action title. Different direction. Early stages, but if it’s real, I’m going to throw my hat in.”

I smiled against his back. “You’ve been working hard. Cooking. Making things smell incredible. Meanwhile, I still have ten emails to answer before bed.”

He turned around and hugged me properly, tight and warm, tucking my head under his chin like I was something worth holding close. “Then you eat, partner,” he said gently. “And we’ll climb into bed, and you can answer emails while I rub your feet.”

I laughed, muffled against his chest. “Is this what being better off and successful feels like? Smelling like stress and garlic while you cook, and I try not to cry over Outlook?”

He pulled back and grinned. “Pretty much. Minus the crying. Tonight, we don’t cry.”

“Not unless it’s over the wine.”

“Or the garlic bread.”

I leaned up and kissed him softly. “Deal.”

Dinner was quiet. He told me more about the day’s meetings, the pacing changes that were considered, and how his inbox had become a battlefield of feature requests and suggestions. I listened with half a brain, the other half still unwinding from all the legal briefs and memos. I nodded when I could, resting my cheek on my hand as I chewed through the pasta and the exhaustion of my first day as partner.

We didn’t linger long afterward. Just cleaned up slowly, moved through the motions in tandem, his hand brushing mine here and there like punctuation marks to a language only we spoke.

Later, we crawled into bed with our laptops, back-to-back, work grinding away even in the softness of the sheets. I had a string of emails to answer, mostly polite affirmations, scheduling nonsense —the kind of partner-level stuff I wasn’t used to yet. James sat beside me, cross-legged with his laptop on a pillow, headphones half-on, zoning into something on his screen that looked like some animation pass or level walkthrough, probably.

Eventually, his typing slowed. Then stopped.

I looked over. He was slumped a little now, one hand still resting on the keyboard, head tilted in sleep, lips parted. Peaceful in that way only James could be. Or Emma. Or… both.

I sent the last email, and chewed gently on the edge of my thumbnail.

Then I opened a browser tab and typed... Wedding Dresses.

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A Few Weeks Later…

A couple of weeks passed in a blur. Like where you wake up in the dark and come home in the dark, and the world spins fast enough that you can’t quite tell if you’re catching up or falling behind. But we were both adjusting, James and I, to the strange new rhythms of our upgraded lives.

Work had been... relentless. The partner title wasn’t just a line on my office door; it came with expectations, authority, and an inbox that never seemed to stop bleeding. There were days I barely remembered to eat lunch and nights when I got home and collapsed half-dressed on the couch, toes aching from heels, mind humming with trial prep and firm politics.

And James… he’d been riding his own wave. The game’s pre-orders were exceeding expectations. They’d officially switched him to the revenue-share model, and from what I could tell, it was going to change things for us. Not “maybe we can afford to take a trip” money. This was “our life just shifted” money. He’d been in meetings constantly, eyes lit up with creative energy and business strategy, even quietly investigating an opportunity to pitch for the new horror-action title the studio was exploring. I could see it in him, this quiet pride, this fire that hadn’t been there a few months ago. He looked like a man becoming something more than he ever believed he could be.

Sometimes, I came home to James. Him in a loose hoodie, hair mussed, fingers clacking away on his keyboard with half a sandwich forgotten beside him. Other times… I came home to Emma.

She had started slipping into her skin more fluidly now, like it wasn’t a mask anymore but a language her body remembered. She'd been taking better care of herself lately. She started exfoliating, moisturizing, and keeping her body shaved. There was intention in it, and something quietly affirming. I could always tell, even before I saw her. The hum in the apartment. The scent of perfume faint in the air. The gentle tap of heels or bare feet against the floor. Emma was becoming familiar. Solid. Sensual.

And with her, Ash had begun to emerge more regularly too. The dominance dynamic between us had become instinctual, a pulse between our bodies. Emma wasn’t just open to it anymore. She welcomed it. We’d experimented with the dildo more than once now, and the way she responded, the way she moaned and shivered and opened up beneath me, it undid me. It also grounded me.

Then there were times when my mind would drift to thoughts of a future life together. Sometimes, those thoughts were of James. Sometimes, they were of Emma. More often than not… the latter.

I’d picture a wedding in a place that felt soft and sunlit. Maybe outdoors. Maybe under one of those gauzy canopies with too many flowers. Nothing huge or flashy. Just… us. Something honest. Intimate. A celebration of everything we’d become, everything we were still becoming.

But I thought about the feeling. The quiet rightness of saying yes to someone who had cracked me open, made room for new versions of themselves, and of me. A future where love didn’t have to follow old shapes, where we didn’t have to choose between who we were and who we were growing into.

I didn’t have all the details.

But I had the daydream. And it stayed with me, tucked in the back of my thoughts… waiting.

And then one evening, I came home and smelled garlic and tomato from the hallway. The lights were warm, music was playing low, and when I opened the door, it wasn’t James I found in the kitchen. It was Emma.

Barefoot, in a soft rust-colored wrap dress that hugged her hips and dipped a little lower than modest. Her own hair, now longer, was pulled back messily, a few strands framing her face. She didn’t turn right away, just stirred something on the stove with a focused grace. And God help me, I just stood there in the doorway, staring. Like I'd walked into the middle of a dream.

I didn’t say anything at first. Just walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist, resting my chin on her shoulder. She jumped slightly, then relaxed instantly into my embrace.

“Well, hello,” she said, a playful smile in her voice. “Sneaking up on a girl in her own kitchen? Bold move.”

“You looked too good not to risk it,” I murmured into her neck, planting a soft kiss just below her ear.

She laughed, wiggling her hips back against me. “You always say that when I’m cooking. I’m starting to think it’s the apron.”

“You’re not even wearing an apron.”

“Exactly.”

“Go on... Ash,” she said, her smile curling slowly. “Dinner’s almost ready. Try not to pick an outfit that makes me combust before dessert.”

“Too late.”

I slipped into the bedroom and peeled off the blazer and slacks I’d worn all day, trading them for something that felt more me in these moments, the side that felt natural with Emma. I pulled on a pair of loose khaki three-quarter shorts that sat low on my hips, paired them with fitted black boxer briefs underneath, then slid into a black tank and left an open button-down layered on top, sleeves casually rolled to my elbows. Simple. Relaxed. Just enough to feel a little like a slow-burning tease.

I leaned against the doorway for a moment, watching her. The soft light from above pooled around her shoulders like a spotlight.

Then I walked up behind her and wrapped my arms around her waist again, my cheek resting briefly on her shoulder.

She startled just a little again, then melted into my hold with a smile. “You need to stop sneaking up like this. You’re playing a dangerous game here.”

“I live on the edge,” I murmured, nuzzling her neck. “Also, you smell incredible.”

“That’s the wine sauce,” she teased. “But thank you.”

I gave her a light squeeze and stepped back. “I’m gonna go set the table.”

She glanced back over her shoulder. Her eyes dipped once, slowly down my body and back up. “You’re going to distract the hell out of me if you keep dressing like that.”

I smirked. “Good. Then dinner will burn and we’ll have to skip straight to dessert.”

She let out a playful groan and turned back to her pan. “You’re impossible.”

“You love it.”

“I really do.”

By the time we sat down to eat, the plates were full, the wine was poured, and the tension between us had softened into something warm and familiar.

I took a sip. “So, how was your day?”

Emma twirled a bit of fettuccine onto her fork, then glanced up at me. “Pretty good, actually. I finished that new narrative patch early, and they’re loving it so far. One of the leads even messaged me directly just to say the dialogue felt ‘cinematic as hell.’”

I raised my glass. “To cinematic hell, then.”

She laughed and clinked her glass to mine. “And how about you, Miss Partner?”

I gave a mock sigh and leaned back in my chair. “Another thrilling day of long emails, longer meetings, and fielding opinions from three different senior associates who all think they know the best way to word a motion.”

“Sexy.”

“Oh, beyond. I was flushed with excitement every time I hit reply-all.”

Emma grinned and pointed at me with her fork. “You’re getting dangerously good at sarcasm. I’m proud.”

I gave her a smug little shrug. “I’ve been training under a top-tier sass master.”

“Careful,” she warned, eyes twinkling. “Mock the queen, get the stiletto.”

I arched a brow. “Promise?”

That earned me a blush and a pointed bite of pasta. I watched her, still amused, before letting my voice drop a little. “You know what I’d really like?”

She glanced up. “What?”

“Another whole day. Just us. No laptops, no emails, no beta builds, no emergency court filings. Just… a full Emma day.”

Her lips curled slowly, fork pausing midair. “An Ash and Emma day?”

“Mmhmm. Maybe we sleep in. Make a lazy breakfast,” I said, twirling my fork through the noodles. “Stay in bed way too long. Watch something ridiculous.”

Emma’s eyes softened instantly, her smile spreading in that sweet, sleepy way she got when something really landed. “I would absolutely be up for that,” she said, almost dreamily. “That sounds… perfect, actually.”

We kept eating, twirling pasta and teasing each other with little glances and brushes of the knee. The wine softened us, warmed us, made things a little looser around the edges.

She twirled another bite of pasta slowly, eyeing me with that sly glint I’d come to recognize. I let the moment stretch, leaned in a little with my elbow on the table.

“You know what we should do tomorrow?” I said, letting my voice dip into something suggestive. “Stay in bed till noon. No clothes. No rules. Except one.”

Emma blinked, chewing slowly. “What rule?”

“If either of us puts on clothes,” I said gravely, “we lose.”

She smirked, but I caught the faint blush that crept up her neck. “That’s a dangerous game, counselor.”

“I like a good challenge.” I let my foot slide gently along her calf under the table. “Loser has to be the big spoon.”

She almost dropped her fork. “That’s not a punishment.”

I shrugged. “Depends on how long I make you hold me.”

“Ash...”

“Yes?”

She gave me a look, then shook her head, laughing. “You’re awful.”

“And undeniably good-looking. Don’t forget that.”

“More like a queer fever dream in linen shorts,” she said, mockingly.

“I’ll take it.”

She took another sip of wine, eyes dancing above the rim. The energy between us shifted again, not heavier, but deeper somehow.

“You know,” I said, voice low, more thoughtful than flirty now, “sometimes I wonder what it would be like. Not just this. But... being out. With you.”

Emma's fork paused for the briefest moment.

I smiled, slow and soft. “Ash and Emma. Just... somewhere quiet. To see what it feels like.”

She looked up, just for a moment, and I caught it—that flicker of hope fighting with something more fragile. And before I could say more, I watched it vanish, tucked quickly behind a smile that didn’t reach her eyes.

“Oh,” she said. Just that. Her voice quiet. Tentative.

I blinked, trying not to look like I’d registered the shift. “I mean…” I laughed, softer now, trying to ease the moment. “We don’t have to. It was just a thought.”

“Right,” she said, quickly nodding, too quickly. “Just a thought.”

I reached across the table and let my fingers brush lightly against hers. “Hey,” I said gently. “It really was just a thought. I promise. We don’t have to do anything you’re not ready for.”

Emma didn’t speak, but her fingers turned slightly, threading with mine for the briefest moment. That was enough.

By the time the plates were cleared, Emma was moving with automatic grace, rinsing dishes, stacking them, wiping the counter. But the vibe she usually carried was gone. The easy rhythm we had wasn’t quite back yet. Not fully. I dried the plates carefully, pretending not to notice the silence that filled the spaces between us. No humming. No teasing.

I wanted to reach for her again. Say something. Touch her hand. But I didn’t want to crowd her, either. Whatever that moment had stirred in her, she was still holding it somewhere just below the surface.

So I kept quiet. Let the dishes clink. Let the moment pass. But inside, I knew, it hadn’t passed. Not really.

We curled onto the couch afterward, her feet in my lap, a throw blanket draped over us. She was scrolling mindlessly through shows. I was pretending not to still feel the shadow of that earlier pause.

I wanted it.

I wanted to go out with her. As Ash and Emma. Even if it was just around the corner for a walk. A park bench. Something simple. Something real.

But the fear in her eyes when I said it, the way her voice shrank, it made me afraid to bring it up again.

So I stroked her ankle lightly, smiled when she looked at me, and nodded when she landed on a movie neither of us would really watch.

She looked relaxed, blanket tucked under her chin, and that little line between her brows finally softened. But I knew her well enough by now to recognize the difference between relaxed and quiet.

Her fingers were still, but her eyes flicked back and forth like she wasn’t really seeing the screen. Her breathing was steady, but I could almost feel the wheels turning inside her head. Like something was still looping there.

And suddenly I wasn’t sure if I’d said too much, pushed too far.

The silence between us lingered. Not quite heavy, but definite. Almost like we were both too aware of it to pretend it wasn’t there.

I swallowed, brushing my thumb slowly over the top of her foot. I didn’t say anything. Not yet. But the worry had started to bloom in my chest.

Maybe it had been too soon to bring it up.

Maybe I should’ve waited.

Then she spoke.

“Were you serious?” she asked quietly, not looking at me. “About me… going out... in public.”

I hesitated, caught off guard by the question. “I don’t know if I meant to say it seriously,” I said slowly. “But... the thought’s been there.”

She gave a slight nod, like she was absorbing the answer, turning it over.

“It would be a lie if I said I haven’t thought about it myself,” she said, almost to herself.

That caught me. Something in the honesty of it, in her saying it aloud, made my throat go tight.

“And?” I asked.

She took a breath. “And maybe… maybe it wouldn’t be the worst idea.”

I shifted to face her more fully. “Are you serious?” I asked, quiet but steady.

She hesitated. “I’m not sure,” she admitted. “But I’ve wondered. What would it be like? What would happen if I did?”

I nodded slowly, letting that settle. “It’s not important,” I said gently. “Not unless it’s something you want.”

Emma was quiet again, her eyes dropping for a moment. Her fingers picked at a loose thread on the blanket.

Then she looked up, more steady this time. “I think… we could try.”

A pause passed between us, quiet and careful.

Then I asked again, voice low. “Are you absolutely sure?”

Emma nodded again, though her voice was still careful.

She paused, then added with a hint of hesitation, “If it’s okay… maybe we stay out a little longer.”

My heart flipped.

It caught me off guard, not that she said it, but that she said it at all. There was hesitation in her voice, a quiet uncertainty. But still, she’d said it.

I smiled, warm and slow, trying to lighten the moment without brushing past it. “Do I get to hold your hand the whole time like some embarrassing but weirdly sexy girlfriend?”

She laughed softly and a little awkward. “Only if you don’t walk three feet ahead like a coward when I start panicking about lipstick.”

“No chance. I’d reapply it for you in public. Maybe straddle your lap on the bench for dramatic effect.”

She snorted. “You’re the worst.”

“Only on weekdays.”

Her foot nudged mine gently beneath the blanket. “Okay, partner. When the time comes… you can straddle me.”

“I’m holding you to that.”

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Saturday…

Saturday had arrived like it had been waiting for us, sun-drenched and slow. It felt like a morning that made everything feel a little more possible.

I called Melissa, doing my best impression of a scratchy throat and mild despair. “I think it’s just a bug,” I said, half-hunched over the sink for added realism. “I’ll be out today, maybe Monday too if I’m not better.”

Melissa, bless her, sounded genuinely concerned and told me to rest and not worry. I promised I would and ended the call with a bit of guilt and a lot of giddiness.

After a breakfast that consisted of pancakes, eggs, and fruit, it was time. We dressed separately but emerged together.

Emma wore a light sundress in soft teal, the fabric brushing just below her knees. A white cardigan rested on her shoulders, fingers smoothing down the sleeves with surprising ease. Her makeup was soft and delicate, with a touch of blush and a gentle pink lip. Her hair framed her face just right, a little tousled but effortlessly pretty. She looked… radiant.

And calm.

There was something steady about her. Almost like she’d made peace with this moment before I even caught up to it.

I blinked, caught off guard in the best way. “You okay?” I asked anyway, softly, more out of habit than necessity.

Emma nodded, meeting my eyes with a small smile. “I’m good. Really.”

Her voice was sure, but as I turned to lock the door behind us, I caught her giving me a once-over. The kind of look that started at my sneakers and didn’t stop until it landed just below my collarbone.

I raised a brow. “Are you… checking me out?”

Emma didn’t even pretend to deny it. She tilted her head with a little grin, her eyes warm. “Just saying, I think Ash is looking really hot.”

I smirked as we walked toward the elevator.

I bumped my shoulder lightly into hers. “Honestly, I’m the one who should be nervous going out with you.”

She glanced sideways, a flicker of amusement in her voice. “Aren’t you the one who likes taking the lead?”

I didn’t skip a beat. “Only all the time.”

And then the doors opened, and we stepped inside.

The lobby was quiet, and as we crossed it, Emma’s heels clicked softly on the floor. She walked beside me, steady, her sundress swaying just above her knees and the soft cardigan hanging open like it belonged there. The morning sun had turned everything a kind of golden, and for a second, I forgot to breathe.

We stepped outside, and I instinctively reached for her hand. She took it without hesitation, fingers threading through mine. Just like that, simple and easy.

At the car, I opened the passenger door for her. She raised a brow at the gesture but smiled as she slid in, smoothing her dress and buckling in. I closed the door, walked around, and got in on the other side, starting the engine.

As I pulled away from the curb, I kept sneaking glances at her profile, at the way her hair caught the light, at how composed she looked. I was searching for nerves. For the tell. The breath too deep, the lip caught between teeth, the restless shifting in her seat. But none of it came.

She just looked… calm.

And yet, despite everything, the conversation, the hesitation she’d shown when we talked about it, there were no signs of nerves. No flicker of doubt. No edge to her posture or voice. She looked steady and at ease. And it caught me off guard. I’d expected her to hesitate. But there was nothing hesitant about her right now.

It made me wonder what had shifted. Or if maybe I was the only one still holding onto the weight of that moment.

I drove slowly, looping around our neighborhood, weaving through the familiar streets in lazy circles. After a few minutes, Emma glanced over.

“Are we… lost in our own zip code, or is this some kind of scenic route?”

I kept my eyes on the road, trying to sound casual. “Just keeping us close to home. In case you wanted to bail.”

She smiled faintly, brushing a hand over her skirt. “Ash, I said I’m good. You can drive out further if you want. I’m not gonna freak out.”

“You sure?”

She looked over again, sincere. “I’m in our car. With you. I feel safe.”

That made something in my chest stretch. I nodded once and turned us toward the main road.

The city opened up ahead of us in slow gliding frames with trees lining the medians, early Saturday joggers, and a dog in a baby stroller. The light in Emma’s eyes hadn’t dimmed. She kept watching the world go by, as if it were all brand new.

I steered toward the area where we’d first gone shopping for her weeks ago, but now felt like lifetimes. My fingers tapped the steering wheel at a red light, glancing over at her again. Still no nervous tics. Just Emma, resting a hand on her lap, her other arm leaning casually against the door, gazing out the window.

And then another car pulled up beside us, slowing to a stop in the lane next to hers.

It was an older man behind the wheel, sunglasses on, face weathered and unreadable. I felt my spine go tight.

Emma caught the flicker of tension and turned to look out her window, following my gaze.

The man looked over for just a second or two, and then faced forward again. No lingering. No staring. Just… nothing.

I waited for her reaction, but she said nothing, only looked ahead again and let the tiniest smile curl at her lips. Like she’d just passed an invisible test.

I looked at her. Then at the green light.

And I drove on.

“Hey… can you find a place to park?”

I blinked. “Wait, what?”

She turned to me, calm as ever. “Just a spot nearby. I want to walk for a bit.”

That… was not what I expected.

Still, I obeyed, easing the car into the next available space on the street. I turned off the ignition and turned to look at her.

“What’s going on?”

Emma tilted her head. “What do you mean?”

“You just asked to go for a walk. In public. As Emma. Like it’s nothing.”

She gave me an almost amused look. “And?”

I stared. “And?”

Emma leaned back in her seat, smirking. “Okay, fair. But I’m not hiding in the backseat with a hoodie over my head this time, am I?”

“I’m not freaking out,” I lied.

“You so are.”

I huffed, trying not to smile.

Emma’s voice softened. “Ash… you’re the one who always wanted this. To go out. To just be with her. With me. And I feel okay right now. Really. I’ll tell you if that changes, I promise.”

She reached for the handle and stepped out, her sundress fluttering slightly in the breeze.

I followed, still trying to make sense of the cool, collected version of her beside me. I shut the door behind me and barely had time to settle before Emma turned toward me.

She looked at me with a slow, teasing smile that made my heart beat unevenly.

Then, with deliberate calm, she slipped her arm into mine, her hand trailing down before locking her fingers tightly with mine.

Mocking, playful, and sexy as hell, she murmured, “Shall we?”

I huffed, narrowing my eyes at her mocking tone, but let her tug me forward.

We walked.

Just… walked.

It wasn’t even that far at first. Just down the block, past a boutique or two. But what stunned me was how Emma didn’t hesitate. She lingered in front of window displays, her head tilting in that way I recognized from all the times she’d gotten distracted online shopping. And then, bold as anything, she pushed open the door to a store and went in.

She turned halfway back just as I stepped through the doorway, catching the expression on my face, mouth slightly open, halfway to stunned.

Without missing a beat, she reached up and gently closed my jaw with two fingers.

“Careful,” she said lightly. “You’ll catch flies.”

Emma ran her fingers over fabrics like she belonged there. She pulled me toward a rack of blouses and handed me one with a look that said you’d look hot in this, don’t argue. When I did argue, she simply smirked and threw it over her arm.

She dragged me through two more shops, one where she bought a pair of earrings she didn’t need, and another where she found me a casual shirt in a color she insisted brought out my eyes. I rolled mine at that, but the way she looked at me when I tried it on made me buy it anyway.

And through it all… my nerves started to settle. The who is this woman questions began to fade.

The world hadn’t imploded. No one had stared. No one screamed or whispered.

Then it happened.

We rounded a corner too quickly and nearly collided with a woman. Emma jolted slightly but caught herself, steady as ever. I moved to check on her, my reflexes still ahead of my brain, but she waved me off gently.

The woman blinked up at Emma, a spark of recognition flashing across her face. It was something more professional, more situational.

“Oh! I remember you,” the woman said, her eyes lighting up.

Emma tilted her head, eyebrows lifting in surprise before she smiled. “Yeah. From the wig shop. You helped me!”

“I did,” the woman said with a slight, pleased nod. “I don’t usually forget a face. You were trying a few on that day… I remember you seemed a little nervous.”

My chest tightened slightly, but Emma just grinned.

Then, with a quick breath, Emma added, “Actually… I don’t think I ever properly introduced myself that day.”

She stepped forward just a little, offering her hand with a calm, easy smile. “I’m Emma.”

My heart did a quiet somersault at hearing her say it aloud so clearly, so confidently.

“And this,” she added, glancing toward me with a touch of pride in her voice, “is my partner, Ash.”

I gave the woman an awkward smile and a small wave, still caught slightly off guard by the ease of it all.

The woman took Emma’s hand and shook it warmly. “I’m Wendy,” she said. “It’s lovely to officially meet you both.”

Wendy’s eyes softened, flicking between us. “You look amazing,” she said to Emma. “And so much more confident than the last time I saw you. You’ve come a long way since walking into the shop like a nervous wreck.”

Emma laughed, not ducking her head or shrinking back, but just owning it. “Wendy, I was sweating through my clothes that day.”

“You were,” Wendy agreed with a grin. “But I always know. I can spot the ones who’ll find it in themselves to show the world who they really are. It’s a kind of glow. And trust me, you’ve got it now.”

Emma’s smile lingered, this quiet, proud thing. “Thanks. That means more than you probably know.”

Wendy gave her a little wink. “You’re doing great, sweetheart.”

All the while, I stood there beside her, caught somewhere between awe and complete emotional disarray. Because this? This wasn’t just Emma coping or trying. This was Emma shining.

Wendy looked between the two of us one last time, her gaze landing squarely on me.

“And you,” she said, her tone suddenly shifting into something that sounded suspiciously maternal, “you make sure to cherish her.”

Emma’s brows lifted with visible delight, biting her lip to hide a smirk.

My spine straightened as if I were being addressed by someone’s mother. “Always,” I said, managing to sound just earnest enough.

Wendy smiled, clearly satisfied. “Good. I’ve got wigs to sort and customers to attend to, but you two enjoy yourselves.”

Emma smiled warmly at her and waved her goodbye.

“Bye,” I added, giving her a grateful nod as she turned and headed off in the direction of the wig shop.

We stood there for a while, the quiet rushing back in as the street noise filled the space where Wendy had been.

I turned slowly toward Emma.

I let out a slow breath, only then realizing how tightly I'd been holding it.

My eyes flicked up to Emma, unsure of what to even say. She stood there in a calm, collected, confident way that still knocked the wind out of me.

She didn’t say anything at first. And then, like it was the most obvious thing in the world, “Coffee?”

The coffee shop was quaint, tucked at the corner of a quiet street with little round tables set under soft awnings. The late morning sun was warm but not cruel, and a soft breeze danced through the narrow street like it had nowhere particular to be.

Emma spotted an empty table outside and made a beeline for it, her dress swaying with every step. “That one’s ours,” she said with a glance over her shoulder, claiming it like she’d been doing this her whole life.

“Want anything?” I asked, already moving toward the counter.

“Something cold,” she called back. “Surprise me.”

I came back a few minutes later, balancing two drinks and still trying to understand how I’d entered this alternate universe where Emma was not only outside, but thriving. Hell, she was acting more confident than any of the real women around us.

“Good choice,” she said after one sip. “Might keep you around after all.”

We sat side by side, our knees brushing now and then under the small table, watching the street move around us. Couples strolled past, a man on a bicycle rang his bell twice, and a dog barked from inside a shop. The world just… kept going.

Emma’s gaze drifted calmly over the crowd, like she belonged here. Like this moment wasn’t new or nerve-wracking, but just another part of her day.

“What are you thinking about?” I asked quietly, unable to stop myself from asking.

She sipped her drink again before answering, eyes still on the sidewalk.

“Just people,” she said. “Everything they’re carrying. All the real-world crap they deal with. Family stuff. Money. Grief. Health. Big, messy, relentless stuff. And I think… compared to all that? My fear and insecurities feel so small.”

She didn’t say it with guilt or self-pity. It wasn’t dramatic. It was just honest.

I watched her in the quiet that followed, as her fingers lightly tapped against the cup, and her eyes followed a woman pushing a stroller, two teenagers laughing behind her. My mind kept wondering who this woman right next to me was.

I hadn’t seen her like this before. Not quite like this.

And it hit me like a truck. This wasn’t just Emma being brave.

This was Emma becoming.

“I don’t think your fears or insecurities are small,” I said after a moment. “I think they’re just yours. And that makes it valid.”

She turned to me, blinking once, like she hadn’t expected me to say anything, or at least not that. She glanced back out at the street. Her fingers ran idly along the condensation on her cup.

“I think… I’ve found her,” she said.

I turned to look at her. “Her?”

“Emma…” she said, not looking at me yet. “For the longest time, I didn’t even know what I was looking for. With all of this, I thought I was just weird. Or confused. Or selfish. And maybe a little of all those things. But lately, it’s like… like someone I didn’t even realize I’d lost finally came home.”

She paused, her gaze tracking a woman walking a golden retriever down the sidewalk. “I used to be so scared of the world. Still am. But right now it feels kind of foolish, you know? Not because people aren’t cruel, or because it’s all suddenly safe. But because there are people out there living through real shit. Losing everything. Fighting for their kids. Trying to make ends meet. And I was here, paralyzed by the thought of someone looking at me funny.”

She finally looked back at me. Her expression wasn’t dramatic. It wasn’t even that emotional. Just clear. Grounded.

“I don’t want to live in a box,” she said. “I don’t want to live thinking the worst is always around the corner. I’ve spent some time reflecting, Ashley. And I think what scares me more than anything now is not living. I want to experience the world. On my terms. As her. As me.”

I reached for her hand on the table, and she let me take it, her fingers warm against mine.

“And if it ever gets bad,” she said with a sly little smirk, “that’s what my strong, slightly terrifying, extremely hot partner is for.”

I rolled my eyes, but my heart thumped hard in my chest.

Emma leaned in and pressed a soft, deliberate kiss to my cheek, lips barely brushing, but the warmth of it blooming like a fire under my skin.

I turned, surprised more by the when than the what. There was no one around paying attention, no eyes on us, but even if there had been… she didn’t care. And that alone was a little miracle.

Still half in awe of what she'd said, of who she was in that moment, I lifted my hand to her cheek, fingers brushing the line of her jaw, and tilted her face toward mine.

And then I kissed her.

Not the kind of kiss that tried to make a statement or defy the world. Just one that said: I see you. I’m here. And I want you.

It deepened slowly. Her lips parted, her breath catching just slightly against mine. One of her hands came up to rest over my heart, like she needed to feel it beating.

I didn't know how long we stayed like that, soft and close and utterly unhurried. But when we finally pulled apart, her eyes fluttered open, and she gave me the smallest smile.

And then I saw it, a single tear, trailing slowly down her cheek. Not sadness. Not fear. Something else entirely. Like joy. Like something inside her had finally stilled. Like, maybe, she’d found her place in the world and she knew it.

We stayed at the café until our cups were empty and the sun had shifted just enough to cast golden light over the sidewalk. When we finally stood, there was no plan. Just the city around us and the sense that this whole day had stretched out just to fit us.

We walked in silence for a bit, letting the world move around us. Her sundress swayed with every step, and her cardigan slipped a little down one shoulder. The way she carried herself — light, relaxed, almost radiant — made me forget to say anything at all.

I almost spoke, about how she now owed me twenty more confident outings, when I stopped.

Not because of anything dramatic. Just… something tugged at me.

Emma squeezed my hand. “What happened?”

I blinked, heart skipping. “Uh—cramp,” I said, reaching down to rub my calf like it had seized.

“A cramp?” she said, squinting at me.

“Tiny one. It’s gone now,” I waved it off with a smile that I hoped looked casual. It didn’t. My body had frozen for a reason altogether different.

That’s when I saw her glance past me and then follow my line of sight.

The storefront across the street.

It hadn’t been there before. Or maybe it had, but I’d never really noticed it. A boutique, tucked between two taller buildings. Warm lights glowed behind the glass, where lace and satin stood still on mannequins that looked like they were floating. Everything about it was soft, delicate, and glowing.

Emma’s eyes landed on it. Her brows lifted slightly. “Wow.”

My throat tightened. “Wow, what?”

She didn’t look at me, just kept her eyes on the window. “Aren’t they gorgeous?”

There was no longing in her tone, no sweeping emotion. Just quiet admiration. But the way her fingers curled just a little tighter into mine, the way her gaze didn’t leave the display.

I looked at her, soaking in her profile — the line of her nose, the gentle curve of her mouth — and then said the only thing I could think of:

“Dinner?”

She turned to me, and whatever weight had brushed against the air a moment ago drifted away with her smile. “Definitely.”

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