triggered, need hugs.

I was watching "Visionquest" and in it Vision's son Tommy is taken to a mental health facility, and for some reason that reminded me of one of my oldest memories - my brother was taken to such a place when he about 11 years old, and I visited the place at Christmastime.

Somehow, the cheerful tree in the lobby only made the place feel worse to me, and for a long time after I had nightmares about joining my brother there as a patent. (This happened at the same time as I was being r@ped).

needless to say, I'm a touch shaky, so hugs appreciated.