so I want to talk about Executive Dysfunction for a second.

See, a while back, I bought a bottle of nail polish while at a dollar store, with the idea of painting my nails so I can get a little gender euphoria.

I haven't done it yet.

somehow, there is a gap between "wanting to do the thing" and doing the thing.

And it occurred to me that If I'm having that much trouble doing something I know would make me happy, how much worse is this problem going to be if the task involves something I dont really want to do in the first place?