I am placing my copy of Angel's story that she let me read as she was developing another chapter and needed more ideas to figure out what she was going to continue with. I post what she has written as is, in her memory.

Tammy True

Part 1

My Flight into Hell

Or

Why I Hate Airports!

By Angel O'Hare

(incomplete)

I've always looked forward to the end of school, that is, until 2 years ago! That was when my mother got it in her head that my summers would be better if I spent them with my Aunt Megan, her older sister. My mom, Ms. Greta Cert, gets very busy in the summer and flies off at almost anytime and never knows how long she will be gone. From the beginning of June until the end of August I might see her for a week, total. She is a computer crisis interventionist, what ever the hell that is!
All I know is every summer, I got sent off to camp. Not a cool camp either! You had to learn shit at these damn camps! I mean, I'd just got out of school and I didn't want to learn anymore crap until September! Well, I put my foot down and threw the biggest tantrum fit anybody had ever witnessed. I mean I really went all out, screaming and crying, kicking and even throwing some stuff. That was 2 years ago. My mom finally realized I hated these camps and came up with an alternative.
I would now spend my summers with Aunt Megan. Crap and double crap! Her older sister, Megan Cert, who had no kids and lived in the weirdest town in the whole world! Get this, the town's name is 'Santa's Hideaway' and it's a tourist trap in the extreme. This place celebrates Christmas year round! It's miles away from anywhere and that's how they get people to come there. Exit 77 took you right into town. The last town was at exit 12 and the next one was not until exit 130! Both of these towns are small and the big city is over 300 miles away! I was trapped and there was no way out. At least I wouldn't have to learn stuff all the time and I'd have my own room, sort of.
The biggest drag was the lack of a library or even a damn pool! The one thing the town did have was a community center, if you could call it that., a combination meeting hall and anything else that was needed from Monday to Saturday. On Sunday it was all Church stuff, several visiting preachers would come and do a service. From 7:00 a.m. on the hour until 12:00 noon and then it was 'Church Social' time. Everybody brought some kind of food or desert and all you could do is sit and be social! Man I hate Sunday! All dressed up and you had to be real good or else! The only cool things for kids to do, were at the bowling center. All the other stuff was crafts and dancing junk.
I didn't deserve this! I'm a good kid, 11 years old and haven't ever been in any real trouble. I get very good grades in school. I am quiet and a loner for the most part. I don't want to be, it's just the other kids think I'm weird. Well shit, I am weird! 11 years old and only 4' 3" tall. I weigh 68 pounds and look like I belong in 2nd grade! I hate myself! I try to fit in, I really do! I mean I wear the coolest stuff I can find and that's not easy, having to shop in the little boy's section! I got my ear pierced and have the coolest stud in it, a skull with a snake threaded through it's eyes.
My mom got really pissed at me, about that! I have to admit, I can only wear it when she doesn't know. I change it on the way to school everyday. I mean, the one she got me to wear sucks! A stupid small diamond! Not only that, she made me grow my hair out just because I dyed my black hair with red streaks. She actually took me to her hairdresser and made me get it all dyed back to black! Shit, midnight brunette they called it! The lady said I had to let my hair grow out and then she would cut out the color leaving my natural hair color. Crap, that is my natural hair color! The brunette part anyway, so why do I have to let it grow out? GEEZ, grown ups are so stupid sometimes!
Okay, so this is how it all started 2 years ago...
So here I am at the damn airport with my mom and these jerks rip apart my bags! I mean they took everything out and only put a few things back. SHIT! My 3 pocket knives and even my watch that had a tiny knife attached on a chain had to go. My studded belt, vest, 3 pairs of pants, 4 shirts and my favorite hat had to go just because the studs were pointy. Those jerks even took my cowboy boots just because I put those studs in around the heels! That was most of my clothes right there! I like the looks of pointy studs and did put them on most of my clothes. Hey, the big kids would leave me alone when I wore that stuff. So now all I had was 2 pairs of red jean cutoffs, 3 stupid red tank tops and 4 pairs of my Calvin K's briefs my mom always got me.
I wanted boxers, but my mom insisted I wear these stupid skimpy, colored briefs! I mean they didn't even have the flap in them to take a wiz! Boy's bikini briefs, GEEZ! She even packed the ones with stupid designs on them. I mean they aren't even cotton they are made of this stupid nylon crap. She must have been on a red kick or something because everything I had left was red, just my briefs had other colors. She didn't even pack the black ones, all that was there was white with red circles, green with yellow diamond shapes, blue with yellow stripes and the worst of all, she called them her favorites, mauve colored with white squiggles. Mauve? They sure looked pink to me!
Geez! One of the jerks is a woman and of course she had to check out my briefs! She even held them up and looked at me and winked! SHIT! Could it get any worse than THAT? Oh yeah, the pair she held up the highest and even shook them out? You guessed it, the damn mauve pair! My mom smiled at her, I just wanted to run and hide. Oh man, I have to take off my sneakers now! Stupid studs! Okay, my mom is running to one of those little shops in the airport to get me a new pair. I tried to tell them they were black plastic studs, but it didn't matter, I had to leave them. SHIT!
Okay, they stuffed my few remaining clothes back in the suitcase and the lady came over to me and patted me down! GEEZ! What was I anyway? A 4' 6", 68 pound terrorist? Oh Shit! I forgot about the plastic studs on my belt loops. "No way lady, I'm not taking my pants off here and that's that!"
What the hell, I have to go to the back with her and I am now in a room with just me and her. She hands me a pair of my red shorts and demands my pants! Oh Shit! So I give her my damn pants and now I look like a dork! What? No way am I giving up my hair clip! So what if it's pointy, I need my hair clip! Oh Shit! I really do look like a dork now!
Man, this floor is cold! I wish I wore some socks today. Shit, I didn't even pack any and it looks like my mom forgot, too. Oh well, my aunt will get me some.
So here I am standing here in bare feet wearing red cut offs and a bright yellow T-shirt with my favorite band's name and logo on it. "Heart Breaker" the best rockin' rap group around. I could do without their stupid logo though. It was a big red heart with little cracks in it that you can't really see too well until you look really close. One of the few T-shirts I have that my mom actually approved of. Okay, so now my long hair is free and comes down past my shoulders. What a sight I must be! GEEZ!
Somebody is knocking on the door. The lady opened it and there's my mom. "Oh no! I can't wear those sneakers!"
"What? That's all they had in your size." That figures, once again my small size has me wearing little kids' stuff!
"But mom, red sneakers with that stupid yellow bird?" Not the big one either, the one that is always getting that cat in trouble. GEEZ! Now I really look like a dork! I look like a little kid, damn it!
At least my mom is using my favorite nickname, 'TC'. No, the 'T' doesn't stand for that, my name is really stupid. I was named after my mom's father, Tambert. Stupid name, huh? Tambert Cert. That's why I like being called TC. A few of my friends call me Tam, but my mom often calls me Tammy. I hate that! My Grandma calls me Tammy all the time and so does my aunt! My Grandpa just calls me T.
Finally we can leave and I can board the plane. Just in time too, the plane is scheduled to leave in ten minutes! My mom walks with me and has me sit down in the waiting area. She goes up to this lady and starts talking to her and points towards me. The lady smiles and they talk some more as the lady starts writing something. The lady joins my mom as they walk over to me.
This crazy lady starts saying the strangest shit I ever heard to me, she says "Hi Tammy, your mommy has told me this is you first time on an airplane and she wants to make sure you are safe and taken good care of. Your stewardess is named Cindy and she will take care of you when you board the big airplane. We have a rule that all minors have to wear a name tag so I made one for you and I will stick it on your pretty shirt. That IS a pretty shirt you are wearing Tammy. I bet you are a real heartbreaker."
With all that weird shit said, she puts this big "Hello, My Name Is Tammy" sticker on my chest! Now I am getting really pissed off and I'm about to say some nasty stuff to this lady when my mom speaks up and says, "Thank you Linda, I will feel so much better knowing my little Tammy will be watched over and taken care of. Tammy can be such a tomboy and can tell a good tale from time to time. I Know Cindy will understand, but she should be firm if Tammy gets out of hand or loud. My sister Megan will be at the airport waiting for Tammy, so if you have any trouble please let her know and she will take care of it so no repeats will happen on the return trip."
"I am sure Tammy will be a very good little girl for us, Greta, and I don't think she wants to be strapped into a seat with a locking restraint. That is what happens to naughty children on a big airplane in flight."
They both looked at me and I swallowed the words I was about to scream at them. I could just picture me being all strapped up and locked into a seat for the 4 hour flight. Shit, I did look like a dorky little girl at that! I don't like it one bit, but what choice do I have. Even my mom let her believe I was a little girl damn it!
Linda smiled at me and I smiled back, hiding my anger pretty well I think. When she left us alone I turned to my mom and whispered "MOM! How could you let them think I was a girl?"
"Tammy, I am sorry about that, but I didn't think about it when she asked me your name. I told her it was Tammy and that's when she said you were a very cute little girl. I looked at you more closely then and I had to admit, Honey, you do look just like a cute little girl in that outfit you are wearing and with your hair loose. I just thought it would be best to let her think you were a little girl instead of trying to convince her you are a boy. Imagine what everybody would think about you dressed and looking like you do now if they knew you were an eleven year old boy. Just stop and think, Honey, that shirt with Heart Breaker written on it with that big red heart in the center, your red shorts and those sneakers I was forced to buy you and it was you who decided to not wear any socks today."
Oh shit, and double crap! She's right and now what? I have to spend 4 hours as a girl! Damn it anyway, what's four hours? I can handle that I just can't wait to get this over with. Meet Aunt Megan at the airport, go to her house and change back into TC!
"Okay, mom, I will play along for the flight to Aunt Megan's, but once I get to her house I will be all TC."
My mom smiled and even gave me a hug and a kiss! She hadn't done that in years! Well, for about two years anyway. The announcement that my flight was now boarding boomed out and Linda came up to me and took hold of my hand. Oh GEEZ!
My mom said "Bye, Bye, sweetheart." Oh crap! I waved bye to her as Linda led me to and down the ramp.
Another lady was standing at the entrance to the plane with a big smile on her face and Linda introduced us. "Cindy, this is Tammy and she will be flying with you this trip. Her mommy is worried about her because it is her first trip on a big airplane and she is traveling all by herself like a big girl." Oh shit and double crap! I almost said it out loud.
Cindy knelt down to eye level with me and said, "Tammy, I'm pleased to meet you and don't worry about a thing, Honey. I can see you are a big girl and a very pretty one at that. You'll be sitting right next to our station and will be very safe, okay?"
I said "Okay, Cindy, I'm not afraid and can I sit next to a window?"
She laughed as Linda said goodbye to us and led me by the hand to a window seat right in the middle of the plane. She said, "Here you go, a window seat for you, Princess."
Okay, so I'm a girl for four hours. I can take this shit. I don't like it one bit, but I can take it. She called me Princess. YUCK!
I could see a place with another stewardess checking cabinets and stuff from my seat. I noticed as I walked to my seat that all the other seats had just one strap for a seatbelt and the one I sat in and the ones next to it had shoulder straps to. I hope they don't lock mine!
Okay, so now I am sitting next to the window and I look up to see a horde of people hunting for their seats. What a site! I couldn't help giggling watching this real life comedy show. One real fat couple took their time squeezing into the center row. They had been split up, one in each end seat. Another couple came and they had the center seats in that row and right away started hollering for the stewardess. I heard Cindy say, "Oh shit," under her breath and that made me laugh.
She looked at me and smiled holding one finger over her lips. I guess they decided to have the fat couple sit together on one end and the other couple took the other end of the row. Some people had a hard time getting their one carry-on bag squeezed into those little bins over their heads. I couldn't help laughing when one old lady dropped her bag right on the head of another old lady.
The section I was in had 3 seats lined up one after the other while the center section had 4. The other side of the plane had 3 seats like mine. It took awhile, but everybody was finally sitting with their seatbelts fastened. Cindy came to me and buckled me in and hooked the shoulder straps tightening them real tight! GEEZ! Cindy and another stewardess stood in the aisles while a recording played about how to use the seatbelt and that other junk like exit doors and crap like that. I remember seeing a 'mime', you know, the people who don't talk and just do motions and face expressions. That is what Cindy looked like. I giggled some more, it was funny to see you know!
Wow! We started moving, but the noise was real loud! I could see the wing and parts of the wing moved and the huge engines had little things that spread out from around the back of it. Then it got boring, we just sat in a long line of planes just creeping along.
Cindy came and sat down next to me and another stewardess did too. They strapped themselves in and Cindy held my hand. "Okay, Tammy," she said, "we have been cleared to take off now. The pilot will move the plane onto the departure runway and then we're going to go real fast. It will get a little bumpy at first and the engine noise will be even louder, but there's nothing to worry about, okay?"
"Okay, Cindy, this is real cool!" I said. She laughed.
Sure enough we were going down the runway and I was squished back in my seat and the noise was real loud! There was on big loud bump and we started going up and up and up! The bump scared me and I squeezed Cindy's hand real hard and she said, "Wow, Tammy, you have a strong grip." And then she laughed. I did too.
The funniest thing happened then, I saw Cindy looking at me funny. She was looking at my ear. She said "Tammy, why do you have only one ear pierced?"
Oh shit! I had to think quick and I hate doing that, I always mess up. I answered her "My favorite band in the whole world is Heart Breaker and they only have one ear pierced and that is what I wanted."
She laughed and said "Sweetheart, that is fine for a boy, but a girl always has both ears pierced. If you weren't so cute, people might think you were a boy with only one ear pierced."
Oh brother! This gets harder all the time. She looked at me funny again and said, "I know what we can do. I will be right back, okay?"
I said okay and wondered what she was going to do. I HATE THIS! Shit and double crap! How did I get into this mess? Damn studs and these damn sneakers and damn laws! She said I was cute! Oh no, I had to crap real-bad, but I couldn't get this damn seatbelt unhooked! The straps wouldn't come loose! They locked me in! I was scared and looked around for Cindy. Oh cool, there she was coming back my way. She had a little purse with her.
I said "Cindy, I have to poop real-bad and I can't get the seatbelt off."
She answered "No problem Tammy, you have to undo this first and then the straps can be unhooked." She did something with the belt and sure enough the straps unhooked.
She took me by the hand and led me to the front of the plane. I had to squeeze my butt tight I was afraid I would crap my pants. Taking little steps I had to walk real fast to keep up with Cindy. I could feel my butt wiggling like crazy, but I couldn't help it! Cindy took me through some curtains. I sat down just in time boy did I have to go!
I just had pulled up my briefs when Cindy knocked and just came right in! Oh NO! She smiled and said "Those are cute panties, Tammy." Oh shit! I pulled up my shorts and washed my hands at the little sink. I looked up and saw my face and with my bright yellow 'Heartbreaker' T-shirt on and my hair loose I did look like a little girl! Damn! I hate that big red heart logo!
Cindy had taken some stuff out of her little purse and started brushing my hair back, she said "Just a few little things and you will look just like the pretty girl we know you are."
Cindy made a ponytail high up on the back of my head and used a thick frilly yellow stretchy thing to tie it with. GEEZ! Then she took out some lipstick! Oh no! Nope, I wasn't going to wear lipstick, no way!
"I don't wear lipstick, Cindy," I said. She just laughed.
She said "Princess, we can't pierce your other ear on the plane so you should take that one out. Instead of earrings we can make you look pretty by adding a little make-up so nobody will be looking at your ears. They will be looking at your very pretty face instead."
Oh shit and double crap! She not only put some lipstick on me, but she did stuff to my eyebrows and eyelashes, too! Then, she used her fingers to put some junk on my cheeks. When she was done she had me turn around and look at myself in the mirror. OH MY GOD! OH SHIT and TRIPLE CRAP! I was a damn girl! YUPPERS, no doubt about it now!
Cindy had a big smile on her face and said "Oh my, you are gorgeous! Nobody will ever doubt you are anything but a very pretty little girl now." She looked at me like I was supposed to say something, but I was just too shocked seeing myself this way to say anything. All I could do was stare at my reflection and I did just that. The little girl in the mirror looked real cute!
She turned me around and asked me what I thought and I said, "I didn't think I could look like that."
She said, "Tammy, I will take that as a compliment and a thank you."
OOPS! I said, "Thank you, Cindy." She smiled and led me out of the bathroom holding my hand again.
The looks I got as I walked back to my seat were bad enough, but some of the ladies would say crap like, 'What a pretty little thing,' and one old lady, the one who Bonked the other old lady on the head with her carry-on bag grabbed my hand! Cindy let go of my hand, smiled and introduced me as 'pretty little Tammy who was flying all alone like a big girl'. Both the old ladies made a big fuss which made the other people close by say junk too! Then she gave me a sloppy old lady kiss right on my cheek. YUCK! I had to keep smiling, though. I HATE THIS!
Cindy said "Let me fix your make-up Tammy, that kiss left lipstick on your cheek." Oh crap!
The old lady apologized and said "I'm sorry Tammy, but you are such a pretty little thing I had to give you a kiss." YUCK, I hate old ladies!
Cindy fixed my make-up right there in the aisle! Yuppers, everybody around us had to say something. I was red as a beet! Then they even said stuff about me blushing!
I was finally back in my seat and Cindy was real busy for awhile. She had to serve drinks and then pick up all the empty stuff and answer the people pressing the buttons. Then she helped serve the food. Yuck! This stuff was like cardboard and tasted like crap! I liked the soda pop though, I had 3 of them.
When all the stuff she had to do was done she came back and sat with me for a minute. Of course, she had to fix my lipstick! Oh Shit! This time I thanked her right away and she was happy.
An announcement was made by the captain. That's what he said he was, the captain. He told us how high we were, WOW, that high? GEEZ! I really liked looking out the window. We even flew between layers of clouds. I thought this is what Heaven must be like. The ground looked like a puzzle with different colored sections. You couldn't even make out any cars or houses! Then the captain told us we would be landing in about 30 minutes and for the crew to start preparing for landing. Cindy got up again and I didn't see her that much. She was busy in that room where the kept all the food and stuff. Then the captain announced everybody to fasten their seatbelts for landing and remain seated until the plane came to a stop.
Cindy came back a little while after that and buckled me in again. She went and checked to see if the other passengers had buckled in and came back. She buckled in at the same time the other stewardess did. They were talking and laughing with each other. The other stewardess said her name was Sue and started talking to me.
She said, "Tammy, Cindy has told me what a very good little girl you've been and we reward good little girls who are traveling alone. We know just the thing to reward you with and we'll make sure you get your surprise after we land, okay?"
I looked at Cindy and they both had real big smiles on their faces. I said, "Thank you, but I don't need a reward." I was worried about what it would be. I said "This was fun and Cindy already gave me a surprise with all the make-up and lipstick."
Sue said "Oh Honey, you are a very pretty little girl, but we both know you need just one more thing to make you look just perfect." What the hell were they talking about? One more thing, like I need something else to make me look more like a girl?
I just smiled and thanked them as the plane began to slow down and get closer to the ground real fast. I could see the ground getting closer and closer through the window. We were going real fast! I could now see roads and houses and then cars. The wings little thingies moved and we went even slower. The engines were real loud again and the ground was zipping by and getting closer and closer. There was a bump and then another one. That scared me and I squeezed Cindy's hand again. The plane slowed down real fast pushing me forward and then back in my seat. WOW! That was something.
Sue and Cindy got up and that's when I felt I had to pee. I told Cindy before she could leave me and she said, "I will take you to the little girls' room after we unload the other passengers, okay?"
I said, "Okay, I could wait that long." She smiled and left me strapped into the seat. I could see her telling people to remain seated until the plane came to a complete stop. Some of them didn't listen to her though and got up anyway. That made me mad. Some people are real jerks!
I suddenly thought, Cindy said 'the little girl's room!' Oh shit and triple crap! Look at me! My Aunt Megan is going to laugh her ass off when she sees me like this! I hope she can stop at a store on the way to her house so I can change and wash this gunk off my face! I've been a girl long enough. For the first time ever, I'm going to be real happy to see my Aunt Megan!
Part 2
Crinolines and Aunties
By Angel
It took forever for everybody else to leave the plane. I had to pee real bad now. Cindy finally came back and unbuckled me. I still hadn't figured out how to get out of that thing. She told me Sue had to work and was flying out in 4 hours, but she would join us for my surprise. I told her I had to pee real-bad. She hurried me off the plane and into the girl's room.
OH MY GOD! There were ladies and girls half dressed in there! One lady was changing a baby and it stunk real-bad! YUCK! I ran into one of the stalls and locked the door. I sat down to pee. I'm not that stupid! If I stood up to pee all hell would break loose!
When I was done and washed my hands Cindy fixed my lipstick again. GEEZ! She brushed my hair and fixed that stupid frilly yellow thing and took a good look at me. She smiled grabbed my hand and led me out of the girls' room. Whew, was I glad that was over. Sue was waiting outside for us and my Aunt was with her. OH SHIT and TRIPLE CRAP!
My Aunt Megan came running up and scooped me into her arms, hugging and lifting me up right off the ground. She said, "Sue was telling me what a very good little girl you were on the flight and they have given you a gift certificate as a reward, Honey. I am so proud of you, Tammy, you are my favorite niece. Cindy and Sue are going to join us so they can see you get your surprise."
OH SHIT and FOUR CRAPS!
She called me her favorite niece! She's just getting some sort of revenge, probably laughing inside about to bust! I can't wait to get this over with so I can become her 'not' favorite nephew again! I sort of made her mad last Thanksgiving when she visited us. Well, she was a lot fatter then! She does look in pretty good shape now. She lost a lot of weight since then.
My Aunt Megan put me down and she took one hand as Cindy took hold of my other one. Sue led the way and soon we were at a little shop in the airport. OH NO! NOT THAT! This place was called 'Earring & Nail Heaven' and it had three chairs and tables along one wall. Two of them had girls sitting in them, one little girl was getting her ears pierced and the other was having things done to her fingernails. Sue led us over to the empty chair and they made me sit in it.
A lady came over and my Aunt whispered something to her. The lady smiled and looked at my one pierced ear and frowned. She asked me if I was afraid of getting my ears pieced because I had only one done. I told her the same thing I told Cindy and she just said I was a real silly girl. OH CRAP!
Sue and Cindy offered to find me just the perfect pair of earrings and Aunt Megan told them to go ahead and find some real pretty ones. OH SHIT! Another lady came over and looked at my hands. OH NO! I AM NOT GETTING NAIL POLISH! I looked at my Aunt Megan and said just that.
My Aunt said, "Tammy, no niece of mine is going to be seen with fingernails as messy as yours!" OH SHIT and FIVE CRAPS! She told the lady to go ahead and the lady sat down as she pulled a cart toward us. She stuck my hands in a bowl of warm water as she was showing my Aunt different plastic things. Some were real long and then there were short ones. What the hell were those things? My Aunt told her to use the half-inch extensions. Extensions! OH SHIT and SIX CRAPS! The lady put a bunch of those things on the table and started showing my Aunt different colored polish just as Cindy and Sue came back. They all got into trying to pick out a color for my nails. They kept looking me over and then at the colors. My Aunt finally decided that nothing matched what I was wearing.
She said "We have to get Tammy something else to wear. Cindy, could you stay with Tammy a few minutes while Sue and I go and pick something out for her?" OH SHIT! OH SHIT! OH SHIT!
I said right away, "NO DRESSES! I won't wear a dress for nobody!"
The lady doing my nails said, "If you were my little girl I would put you over my knee and give you a spanking right here! What I see is these women going out of their way to help make you the pretty little girl you are and all you are saying is no, no, no! Why don't you want to be pretty? I think a dress would be perfect for you. You are so small and cuddly I know you would look like a perfect little doll in a dress."
I was stunned! Did she just say she would have spanked me? Oh no, this is getting to be way too much! All I want to do is get the hell out of here and to my Aunt's house! I said, "I'm sorry ma'am, I will be good. I just don't like dresses."
The lady said "Tammy, you just have to be a little more careful about things when you are wearing a dress and I bet that's why you don't like them. Am I right?
That sounded like a very good excuse to me so I said "Yes ma'am, all the boy's try and look under them and even lift them up to see your underwear." I remembered that because that is what I always tried to do when a cute girl was wearing a dress.
The lady giggled and so did Cindy, Sue and my Aunt Megan! The lady said "I thought so! The next time a nasty little boy tries to do that, you know what you should do?"
I said "No ma'am, what should I do?"
She said "You kick him real hard right between the legs."
OH SHIT! I remember getting kicked there! That hurt like hell and I fell on the ground and lost my breath!
All the ladies laughed when they heard her say that and the surprised look on my face made them laugh even harder! I said "Okay, ma'am, I bet that would make them stop." They all laughed again and I felt my cheeks turning real red!
Sue said, "Megan, we have to hurry because I leave to join my crew in a few hours. Why don't we pick out the nail color first and then Tammy can be ready to change when we get back?"
Cindy stayed with me as they went to buy me a new outfit. I knew what they would get me and I was dreading every second!
Everybody agreed and they did pick out a color, but wouldn't let me see it. DAMN! This is getting bad, real bad! Off Sue and my Aunt went as the first lady came back and took two little packages from Cindy. Cindy held up four fingers and the lady just smiled and nodded. What the hell did that mean? The lady made some marks on my ears, two on one ear and one mark on the other. OH SHIT and SEVEN CRAPS! I tried to say no, but the lady said to sit still or she might make a mistake and have to give me six holes! I sat very still! She used this gun thing and at each pop I felt a sting. OUCH! OUCH! OUCH! Okay, now I have two earrings in each ear! White and pink pearl studs, is what Cindy said. White and pink! OH LORDY! My ears really stung, especially after the lady put some junk on them.
What am I going to do now! Two holes in both my ears! I can't wear earrings in both my ears, especially two! The boys will kill me and the girls will pick on me forever! I can just die right here! Oh please God I promise to be good! I guess I should start praying more!
The other lady was working on my fingernails and started gluing these things on them. OH SHIT and EIGHT CRAPS! She used this electric sander thing and shaped them. Then, she cleaned them off with this really smelly junk and picked up a bottle of nail polish. NOT PINK! YUPPER, she put two coats of this pink shit on and then I had to hold my whole hands under this thing that blew hot air on them after each coat of polish. Then she added some clear junk. She told Cindy and me that this stuff would make my nails stay pretty for at least a week! I asked her how you got it off and she showed me a bottle of stuff. COOL!
I asked "Will that stuff take off these extensions to?"
She laughed and said "Oh no Sweetheart, these extensions will last for months. They are Acrylic and knowing you were a Tomboy at heart I used the very best adhesive we have. I would say they will last at least four months and with a little care even up to six months."
OH NO! I want to die! Please God let me die! SIX MONTHS! OH GOD! I'm dead! I will be killed at school, I just know it!
The lady must have realized by the look on my face that I was scared because she said "Honey, in an emergency you can get them off, but it hurts and can damage your real nails that will make them look awful. If you really have to get them off you can, but you can also file them down real short. They will look thick, but it is better than having them removed to early okay?
Whew, I smiled and said "Yes ma'am, thank you."
She patted my knee and smiled back. Cindy just giggled. The lady looked at Cindy and then pointed at my feet. Cindy nodded and the lady got up, kneeled on the floor and started taking my sneakers off! OH SHIT NOT MY TOENAILS!
Soon all my toenails were just as pink as my fingernails! At least she didn' t add extensions to those! Cindy was real happy and just kept telling me how pretty I was. GEEZ!
My Aunt Megan and Sue came back with a few bags and they looked real happy. They looked me over and all three were telling me how pretty I was and in a few minutes when I got changed I would be the prettiest girl in the world. OH SHIT and NINE CRAPS! They gave the lady the gift certificate and my Aunt had to pay more and she even gave both ladies a big tip! Cindy was asking Sue and my Aunt Megan about the clothes they had picked out, but they weren' t saying anything.
Sue led the way again and this time we were in a big room with a lot of stewardess's in it. Yes, many of them came over and made a big fuss over me. CRAP, CRAP, and triple CRAP! Sue showed my Aunt where she could get me dressed and we went into this other room. It had three big long mirrors that were on three of the walls close together. My Aunt said "Ok Tammy let's get you changed. You take off all of those clothes while I get these ready for you."
I said "All of them?"
She said "Yes Tammy, everything including your panties." OH SHIT!
I said "No way Aunt Megan, not with you standing right here!"
She said "If you don't get undressed right now I am going to call some of the stewardess's in here to help you. I am sure they would love to help a pretty girl like you get dressed." OH SHIT! She was chuckling! I stripped naked and I tried to keep my Willy covered when Aunt Megan held out this shiny white pair of briefs with padding on both sides of the hip part. They looked way to small for me. That was a switch. I never had that problem before, everything was always too big! I had to uncover my Willy to step into them. I HATE THIS!
I looked at my Aunt and said "Why are you doing this to me Aunt Megan? I'm a boy and you are making me be a little girl."
She surprised me then as she gave me a big hug and kissed me on my cheek! She said "Tammy, when I met Sue at the terminal she told me what a wonderful well behaved niece I had. I was surprised she referred to you as my niece, but I decided to keep quiet until I saw you. When you came out of the rest room, the ladies room at that! Well, looking like you did I could see why she had said, niece. You do look like a very cute little girl! When she told me how well behaved you were, well I was very surprised because all I can remember is a nephew that was a brat and not very nice at all!"
I said "I'm sorry for saying those things to you Aunt Megan, and for putting the fart cushion on your chair. I was bad and I am really sorry."
She smiled and hugged me tighter as she said "Tammy, I know just how you can make up for all the bad things you did to me last Thanksgiving. You know you embarrassed me a lot and that fart cushion! Everybody was sitting at the table when I sat down on that thing! You didn't see it because you were sitting with the children at the kitchen table, well I was at the dining room table with ten other adults. They laughed and couldn't stop laughing so I had to get up and leave the table. I went to your mother's room and cried. I just couldn't believe you could be so cruel!"
I remembered that! My mom came and got me and spanked me real hard! I couldn
't even have desert! I was sent to bed for the rest of the day and missed all the football games. I blamed my Aunt for that! I hugged her back then and told her how sorry I was.
She said "Tammy, you can make it all up to me by just playing along. You will be my niece and a well behaved one at that. What you did was very cruel and now you can make me very happy ok?"
OH SHIT and a ZILLION craps! Ok, I was a shit and a half so I will play along for awhile. I just hope this doesn't last to long! I said "Ok, Aunt Megan, I will be your niece, but we can be friends and after I can be TC again ok?"
She smiled as she pulled those panty things up higher and smoothed them out over my butt and said "Yes Tammy, I believe we will be real good friends and we can do so much more together and have so much fun while you are my
niece."
She looked me over and smiled real big. My Aunt said "This is going to be easier than I thought Tammy. You don't even have to tuck your little penis down. This panty makes you as smooth as a girl in front." OH CRAP! So I had a small Willy, well, a real small Willy. SHIT! I hate this!
Sure enough this damn thing had a seam from front to back, my balls and Willy were pushed inside me. That hurt at first and when I looked down I saw that it split my sack in two! I had two little mounds down their! GEEZ!
My Aunt said "Oh wonderful, it makes you look like you have a little cunny Tammy!" OH SHIT and TEN CRAPS! My butt was split down the middle and it pushed my cheeks out and up and those pads made my hips wider! I could see in the mirror that I was really looking like a girl now! I now had a big fanny!
A BRA! OH MY GOD! My aunt put this little padded bra on me and now I had little boobies! I'm going to die right now! Then she had me step into these awful pink panties! They had white lace on the leg and waist bands. They even had four rows of that stuff on the butt! Then, white socks that came to just under my knees after she had pulled them up. PINK SHOES! Shiny pink shoes, she called them Mary Jane's with a thin strap that buckled on the side. OH SHIT and ELEVEN CRAPS! What was that? She said it was a crinoline or petticoat. OH NO!
My Aunt had me step into it and she tied it around my waist. It came down to just above my knees! What kind of t-shirt is that? She called it a camisole. It was white, shiny and had a pink bow in the front on the neck part. This is bad, real bad! The dress was as bad as I thought it would be! A dress my Aunt Called a Princess Party dress. It was pink with white lace around the puffy short sleeves and with a wide white lace tie around the waist. It had rows of white lace sewn around the bottom part and a row around the chest part. She had me hold up my arms as she slipped it on me. That damn lace on the chest was just under my boobies! SHIT and TWELVE CRAPS! She did the buttons up in the back and then tied the lace thing in a big bow at my back!
My Aunt went to the door and opened it calling Sue and Cindy. Not only did Sue and Cindy come in but four other stewardess's! I wasn't done yet, that's what Cindy said. What else could they do to me?
Cindy led me over to a sink and started washing my face with this creamy stuff. She even cleaned off my lips with this junk. It tasted yucky. She said "Tammy, now that you are dressed so pretty and we know your colors we can make you up real nice. Hold still now. Megan, do you have the lipstick and Scrunchie?" My aunt said yes and put them next to the sink. Oh no! A white lacey Scrunchie, that's what they called it and I saw two long white ribbons that hung down off of it!
Sue took out the other hair thing I had on and began brushing my hair. Cindy did stuff to my eyelashes with this funny looking brush again. Then Sue tied my hair in a pony tail high up on my head with the Scrunchie and straightened out the ribbons down my back. Cindy used this pencil thing around my lips and it tickled, then she put pink lipstick on me twice and then coated my lips with this shiny liquid junk that made my lips real slippery and made the pink look real shiny. My Aunt Megan pushed me gently by my shoulders in front of the mirrors. OH MY GOD! NO WAY WAS THAT GIRL ME! SHIT and FIVE HUNDRED CRAPS!
Everybody was oozing with compliments and mushy crap! They made me walk up and down, back and forth and even twirl in a circle! Yuck, I could feel that crinoline swooshing and you could hear it to! Then to my horror, one of the stewardesses announced through the open door "Here she is, Miss Tammy, Princess of Allied Airways."
Cindy and Sue led the way as my Aunt Megan held my hand and through the door. I was red, red, red this was so embarrassing! I looked up and saw everybody smiling and then I heard cheers and clapping. I had to do the walk and twirl thing a hundred times!
Sue had to leave then and she gave me a present. OH SHIT! A little white shiny purse! She said "Princess, this is for your make-up and all the stuff pretty little girls need to carry with them. I want you to know what a real joy it was for me knowing you and sharing in making you the prettiest girl in the world." She gave me a hug and kissed the air near my ear. She said "I don't want to mess up your pretty make-up." Oh, okay, I understand now. Shit, girls even give air kisses so they don't mess up their make-up! GEEZ!
I felt like a real ditz! An eleven year old boy looking like a little girl! SHIT! I wished I was an ugly boy, this never would have happened then! OH NO! FLASH, FLASH and even more flashes! Some of the ladies were taking pictures! OH GOD PLEASE LET ME DIE!
I had to pose with my Aunt Megan and almost everybody else that was in the room! One of the ladies that wasn't dressed like a stewardess, she was in a suit with pants instead of a skirt came over to us. She asked to speak to my Aunt Megan and I was turned over to the stewardess's to watch me.
OH SHIT! This is a nightmare! They started asking me a bunch of questions like if I had a boyfriend, what grade I was in and how old I was. THEY DIDN' T BELIVE ME! I said I didn't like boys and they laughed real hard. I said I just passed 6th grade and was starting junior high in September. They really laughed then and said I was a real dreamer! GEEZ! Then it really started to get embarrassing! They asked me if I started my period yet. What the hell was that? They laughed again! Then they started talking about boobies and developing into a big girl! GEEZ!
They asked me if my bra was padded and if I was wearing a panty brief! Shit and double crap! I told them I was and they just giggled and told me they could remember when they had worn those things. I got hugged and air kissed a zillion times. I had to twirl and stuff a lot and I knew they just wanted to see my underwear! They even lifted up my dress and told me that I had on the prettiest pair of panties! OH GOD PLEASE LET ME DIE!
My Aunt and the other lady came back then and they were smiling real big. I was scared because when grown ups look like that they have something planned for you that you are not going to like one bit! I wondered, am I ever going to get out of this airport? I HATE AIRPORTS! I will take a bus home! I'm not ever going to fly anywhere again as long as I live! AIRPORTS SUCK BIG TIME!!!
Part 3
Model Niece
By Angel
Aunt Megan and this lady came right up to me and my Aunt said "Tammy this is Mrs. Logitech and she has offered you a job. Now before you say anything let her explain everything to you okay?"
Mrs. Logitech led us over to a couch and we sat down and then she surprised me because she asked me to sit on her lap. OH GEEZ! I got up and she picked me up and set me on her lap and started to explain the job to me. That is after she fussed with my dress and told me how pretty I was. GEEZ!
She started to explain things but I was too nervous to really pay attention to her. My Aunt Megan shook my knee and looked at me real hard. She said "Pay attention Tammy, this is very important and I know you will like what Mrs. Logitech is going to tell you."
I said "Okay Auntie." Auntie? Did I just say Auntie? GEEZ now I'm sounding like a girl!
Mrs. Logitech began again and said "Tammy, when I heard the girls talking about you I had to come and see you for myself. Allied Airlines are planning an add campaign and you are perfect for what we have planned. We needed a very pretty little girl and her mommy to make it work. I know Ms. Cert is your Auntie, but she can pose as your mommy for this. The amount of money offered for your participation has been agreed to by Ms. Cert and we also are giving you both free airfare for life. What do you think of that?"
OH SHIT and a million craps! What do I think? I think it sucks big time! I don't care about ever flying again and never want to! Flying is what got me into this crap in the first place! Money? How much money? Now that did sound good! I never had my own money before! I might be dumb, but I'm not stupid!
I smiled and asked "I never had my own money before, how much money?"
They both laughed real hard when I asked that and Mrs. Logitech said "More money than you have ever thought of having Princess."
She looked at my Aunt Megan and said "I will take that as a yes answer and we will see you back here in a week alright Megan?"
My Aunt said "That will be fine Margaret. If you will fax all the paperwork to my lawyer with a copy to me, we will finalize everything in a few days."
Mrs. Logitech smiled and hugged me saying "You are going to have a lot of fun Princess and I know you will be a very good girl for us." She got real close to my ear and whispered "I know your little secret, so don't worry little one. Nobody else will ever know. That is if you behave and don't mess up." OH SHIT and a zillion craps!
Mrs. Logitech gave my aunt a card and said "Call me with any questions or if any problems come up in the meantime Megan."
My Aunt Megan said, "Oh, I don't think we will have any problems, Margaret. Tammy is going to be the perfect little girl for us. Any questions and I will call you or my lawyer will, okay?"
Margaret said "That will be fine, Megan." She turned to me and whispered "and Tammy, don't worry about a thing little one. You know I think you are a very convincing little girl. I have a harder time believing you are a little boy."
OH SHIT and THIRTEEN CRAPS! I'm stuck as a dorky little girl and now I don' t know when this will ever end! All summer that's for sure! GEEZ, how can I make any friends or have any fun as a little girl? I'm a boy damn it! Why don't grown ups ever believe me? Just because I'm small they all think I'm a girl.
Even at camp I had problems! My mom made a stupid mistake one year and wrote my name on the application as Tammy Cert! GEEZ, I didn't know until I was in the girl's cabin! The grown-ups didn't believe me until the nurse saw my Willy! That was the worstest summer! I got to stay in the boy's cabin, but all the boys had found out about the mix up and picked on me and even beat me up! The grown ups moved me back to the girls cabin, but I had to stay with the counselor in her room. The girls treated me better than the boys, but I'm sure it was because the counselor told them to be. At least I didn't get beaten up anymore!
(But, that's another story so I will wait until later to tell you about that one.)
We were finally on our way to my Aunt's house! YES! But, first I had to pick up my suitcase and we found out that we were too late and it had been removed and put into the storage and forwarding room. It was now after five o'clock and it was closed. SHIT! They took down the information my Aunt Megan gave them and told us they would have my bag delivered to us. That was cool, because it was a long drive back here. 300 miles is long way to drive for a few clothes I didn't even like wearing. Well, I would be very happy to wear them now instead of this stupid dress!
My Aunt Megan was happy though. She smiled and said to me "Tammy, it looks like we have some shopping to do before we leave for home. There is so much more we can get here in the big city than back in my little town."
OH Shit and Fourteen Craps! My aunt said "Your mother sent ahead some money for you in case of an emergency or in case you needed a few things. I think this qualifies as an emergency don't you?" She continued talking not waiting for my answer. "I think I can spend some money on you as well because you are going to need a lot of things to last all summer. Just think of it as an early birthday present okay Honey?"
Oh no! Girlie shit for birthday presents! I just know everything is going to be girlie shit! I asked her "Auntie, can I at least get a few computer games and some boy's clothes to go home in?"
She laughed real hard! GEEZ! She said "Tammy, a few computer games you can have, but no boy's clothes. How can you show up here as a boy when everybody knows you're a girl?"
I said "I'm not a girl auntie! How can you say they know I'm a girl when I am a boy?"
She answered me but I didn't like it. "Honey, you are going to be in an ad campaign as a girl and your picture will more than likely be all over this airport. What do you think people would think if you showed up wearing boy's clothes?"
I said "You mean I have to go home dressed as a girl? Everybody back home will find out! I will be killed at school and everybody will think I am a sissy fruitcake!"
Auntie hugged me then and said "Honey, don't worry about it so much. It is months away and we will work something out before then okay? We will let your mother know what is going on and I am sure everything will work out fine for you."
I said "I hope so Auntie, it's hard enough back home for me now. If they found out about this I would just die!"
She smiled and hugged me again, took my hand and we walked out of the airport. She had to park far away from the terminal so we had to take a little bus to get to her car. It was packed with people and there wasn't any seats empty. The driver said "What a pretty little thing you are." He gave me a lollypop! GEEZ! I had to thank him and I did.
There was a fat old guy with a white beard sitting down and he took up two seats all by himself! He pulled himself up and said "Two very pretty ladies shouldn't have to stand. Please take these two seats. I can stand up for the short ride to my car."
My auntie thanked him and introduced us. He said his name was Peter something, but most of the children called him Santa. I could see why and I giggled thinking about it. He laughed real hard and I decided I liked him. He laughed just like a Santa would and his belly moved up and down as he laughed. I laughed even harder and soon a bunch of people were laughing. This made everybody get friendly and soon I was the center of attention again. GEEZ! Do all girls go through this crap?
My Auntie was real happy and she talked and talked. People would get up and of the bus at each stop and finally we arrived at our stop. I got hugged and kissed so many times I just couldn't believe it! I was offered candy and cookies and one lady even gave me a pretty pin for my dress! Pretty? Did I just say pretty? GEEZ! I'm turning into a girl by just wearing these clothes! I have to be careful and remember to be a boy when this is all over. It's hard remembering your a boy when you get treated like this all the time!
My Auntie was chatting with a lady who got off the same place we did and the lady was writing some stuff down for my Auntie. She said "Now this is the best place to shop for her and they have everything you will need in this one shop. Tell Angela I sent you and I am sure you will be treated well and be very happy with what they choose for her."
Did I hear right? Just one place to shop for everything I need? COOL! I bet they don't have any computer games though!
My Auntie thanked the lady and told her she would call her and let her know how everything went. We walked hand in hand to Auntie's car and she had to show me how to get in and out without showing everybody my panties! GEEZ! I had to remember so much crap as a girl! Smooth your dress over your bottom before you sit. Keep your knees together all the time, hands on your lap and smile, smile, smile. GEEZ!
We drove up to the pay booth and the lady in it took my auntie's money and with the change she had added a lollypop for me. She said "For the pretty little girl."
"This won't ever end will it?" I asked my auntie. She just laughed as we drove through the opened gate thing.
As we drove into the big city my auntie kept talking about stuff. How this wasn't so bad and I was going to see how much fun girls could have. She kept saying that it was a rare opportunity for a boy to be able to see how girls had to live and I would appreciate girls a lot more after this was all over. At least I liked hearing that! The part about 'when this was all over.'
We got stuck in traffic for awhile and just inched along. Then we were free and drove right through until my auntie pulled into a parking lot. A store with a sign that read "ANGELA'S" in big letters and under it in smaller letters it read "Everything You and Your 'Little Angel' Dreams of Wearing." Oh brother!
My auntie was so excited and I remembered to get out of the car that certain way so nobody saw my panties. GEEZ, I sure didn't want them to see these frilly panties anyway!
My auntie took my hand and we went into the shop as a lady came up to us right away. My auntie showed her the paper the other lady had written on at the airport. The lady called for Angela and this other lady came over smiling. She introduced herself to us and my auntie introduced me as her niece Tammy. The other lady handed Angela the paper and this made Angela smile.
She said "Mrs. Perkins is my best customer and if she says you are a friend of hers, then, you are a very good friend of mine. What is it that we can help you with today Megan?"
My auntie must have said the magic word, because Angela went into fast mode when my auntie said "Everything!"
I was whisked off to a room and stripped of everything down to my panty-briefs. They even took off my frilly panties! I was just standing there, with nothing on besides those panty-briefs! GEEZ! Then they started bringing in bras and panties, one set after another. All different colors and styles were put on and taken off. My auntie was having a real good time as she picked one set after another. How many of these things do I need anyway?
A nice lady brought me a soda pop with ice in it. Thank goodness! Then they began showing my auntie pantyhose and things they called tights. My auntie nodded at a few and a lady had me sit down after putting a white lacey padded bra with pink flowers on me. She then rolled these white pantyhose down until just the end of one foot showed. These things had designs of pink flowers sewn right into them! She put it over on of my feet and pulled them up a little and did the same thing with my other foot. She had me stand up and she pulled them up very carefully, first one leg and then the other until she pulled them over my fanny. She smoothed them out and smiled at me saying "I bet these feel real nice on your legs Princess. You look so pretty wearing them."
She decided I needed lessons I guess because she explained how I had to put them on and take them off and even that I had to wash them by hand! GEEZ! I hope auntie doesn't make me wash all this stuff by hand! YUCK!
Then they came in with a ton of petticoats! Well, they called them crinolines. They tried one after the other on me. There were all sorts of different ones! Different colors and even different materials, some were very soft and thin and others were very puffy and full. There were ones that were very stiff to! My auntie nodded at a few and Angela would smile and wave her hand at the other lady who put those aside. They left a white one with pink flowers on me. It was even puffier than the one auntie bought me at the airport!
Okay, now they came at me with a ton of dresses! GEEZ, most of them were like the party dress and even worse! My auntie nodded at a few again and these were put aside. There goes all my money, I just knew it! I hope she had enough for my computer games!
Whew, finally they were done with those dresses but they left me wearing one that was white with a ton of pink flowers sewn on it. I know they were sewn on because the front of this dress had what looked like real pink flowers! The back had flowers that were flat, but the front was real fancy. Bows with little ribbons and all those little flowers! GEEZ, what a sissy dress this was! It had so many buttons up the back I could never get out of it myself. It had puffy sleeves that came to just above my elbows and you could see right through them. Yup, they had ribbons with bows on the sleeves!
They let me sit down then and it wasn't easy! I had to sit on this funny little chair with no back on it. They fluffed the dress around this chair so I didn't have to sit on the crinolines or the dress. Then a lady came in with a pair of shiny shoes that matched the dress! They put those on me and another lady came in and took my Scrunchie out of my hair. She started brushing my hair and then tied this big pink flower with two ribbons into my hair! GEEZ, I felt like a flower! What? Oh shit! Pictures! They were now taking pictures! My auntie disappeared for awhile and Angela was directing this guy (A real fruit cake! He sounded like my mother when he talked!) while he took the pictures. They kept telling me to smile, smile, smile. Then I had to turn my head this way and that way, put my hand under my chin, then both hands. GEEZ!
I saw my auntie come back and wow! She looked great! Real pretty and she had on a dress the same pattern as mine had. She didn't have any crinolines under hers though. Hers was a print dress and didn't have any of the fancy flowers sewn on or all the bows and ribbons. You could tell we were supposed to match though. They called it a mother and daughter set.
Now my auntie joined me and they took even more pictures! Not as many, but enough of them! I asked my auntie why they were taking the pictures. She said "Tammy, I had told Mrs. Perkins about you being chosen for Allied Airlines ad campaign and she had included that information in the note she had written. Angela asked me if she could take some pictures and she would not only give us free copies, but give us a big discount on the clothes we purchased here."
COOL! Maybe I could still get the computer games after all! My auntie then scared the living shit out of me when she said "You know Tammy, Angela has recommended that I sign you up with a modeling agency she knows well and uses herself. She said you would need a portfolio to show them and that is also why we need a copy of these pictures."
I answered "AUNTIE I can't be a model!" I looked around because it got very quiet real fast when I had said that and then whispered "I can't be a girl model auntie. They will find out I'm not a girl and we will get into a lot of trouble."
She laughed! She actually started laughing! Angela came right over because I bet she saw my face and it wasn't a happy face! My auntie whispered to her and she began to laugh! Shit, crap and the word I hate to use! Yup, it was that bad!
Angela took me by the hand and led me over to a couch and we sat down. She had another lady bring me a soda pop and she really surprised me by saying "Tammy, we know you're a little boy dear, a very pretty little boy and a very convincing pretty little girl as well. I knew you were a boy a few seconds after I saw you. Not many people would ever see that, but the professionals in this business would all know shortly after watching you closely. There are differences we would notice that others would not. Your arms are too straight for one and your panty-brief while effective showed that your fanny and hips were not as they should be for a girl. You have a very small Adams Apple and that is a good thing, but it is still their. What you do have that is so amazing is your size and your face. You have great hands and feet that match a girls perfectly. It is your face that is such a wonder to behold. Your very large and pretty crystal blue eyes, your small and pretty nose combined with those high cheekbones of yours and that wonderful hair! You are what we call a perfect child model. These clothes seem like they were made just for you and that is what we are always looking for. You look to be about six or seven years old without the padded bra and make-up. Even with those things you look like a little girl trying her best to look older."
They both chuckled after she had said that! Shit and a zillion craps! Oh no, that was not all she had to say! Nope, she had to really get me and get me good!
Angela stopped chuckling and continued "I know just by looking at you that if we washed off that make up and put you in boys clothing you would still look like a pretty girl dressed as a boy. I also know that you don't hate this as much as you let on."
I did hate this! I know I do! I'm a boy damn it! We don't go around dressed like this and we sure don't like it when we are forced to! I looked at her and said "How can you say that ma'am? You really think I like this?"
Angela said "Let me go over a few things and then you can answer me okay?"
I just nodded and she continued "What I see is a little boy that let a lot happen to him without too much protesting. You have allowed not just one earring to be added, but three more of them. You have allowed acrylic extension to be added to your fingernails and your toenails have been trimmed and polished as well. You allowed yourself to be made up and had a very girlish ponytail when I first saw you. You allowed yourself to be dressed as a little girl from the skin out. The most important and interesting part is that you appeared comfortable and relaxed a few minutes after entering my shop. You even posed for pictures like it was no problem at all for you to do that dressed as a little girl. Now, what do you have to say about my observations?"
I stuttered a little bit and then decided to tell her how this crap happened to me. I told her about my mom and what happened at the airport. How those jerks made me get rid of almost everything I had on and had with me. Why my hair was so long and those stupid sneakers and the stupid mistake about me being a girl because of what my mother did and said. The part about the flight over and what Cindy had done to me and why. Then, that stupid gift certificate and my aunties part in all of it! Then it got even worse! Yup, I started to cry just like a sissy girl would! This was just too much and I couldn't hold it back anymore!
Angela picked me up and carried me cooing to me like I was a baby holding me tight against her. My auntie walked with us as Angela carried me into her office. All I could think was I did let them do this to me! Why? Why didn't I throw a big tantrum or just run away and refuse to let them do this? I felt even worse now. I was a sissy boy! Why else would I let them do these things to me!
My auntie sat down on a couch, Angela gave me to my auntie and she held me close hugging me and holding me on her lap. My auntie started whispering to me that I was very special and she was proud of me.
Angela walked over to her desk and said "Tammy, I want to show you something and I know it will make you feel a whole lot better."
She had a thick photo album in her hands as she came back and sat down next to us. She opened it up and told me to look at the pictures as she described the children in each photo. I couldn't believe what I was hearing!
She said "In every major movie made with a girl child star they need a double for stunts and other scenes where the girl star might get hurt. Anything with just a chance of the star getting hurt or injured is done by these doubles. In all cases these doubles are boys."
At first I didn't believe her, but there were pictures of the doubles in and out of their costumes. She went on by showing me that some of the boys also did some modeling work. Girl modeling! She told me that these boys had to learn how to act like girls and that meant walking and talking and all the other stuff to! They did that because it was their job and now it was going to be my job. We looked through the whole album and I felt much better about myself. I wasn't so different after all. Other boys have done this and have been doing it for years and years before me! It was a job! I had a job of my very own and it paid real good to!
My Auntie and Angela must have known I was feeling better because they both hugged me and my Auntie Megan said "You see Tammy, you are a very special little boy and you have a wonderful opportunity to do things many boys and even most girls will not ever get to do."
I smiled real big because I was happy. Yup, I was really happy for the first time since I don't know when. I haven't been this happy since I won a bicycle at the fair!
Everybody was smiling and Angela said "Well, now that everybody is happy how about we go out and celebrate a little bit?"
We agreed and soon I had a pocketbook and a see through wrap over my shoulders. Angela said it was a wrap and that's how I knew what it was called. It didn't hide my dress because you could see through it and it was the same white color of my dress.
Angela made a phone call as my auntie went and got her stuff from another room. She had left her pocketbook and wanted to see that our purchases were locked up in the trunk of her car.
She had a big white Lincoln Continental and it had a huge trunk! She needed it after all the stuff we had bought!
My auntie came back and Angela was ready to go as well. She said "I called for my car and it is waiting out front for us. This is my treat so don't hesitate to order whatever you wish." She chuckled while she looked at me and added "Yes Tammy, I meant what I said. You order whatever you want, okay?"
I said "okay" and we all walked out of her office. My auntie took my hand and Angela held onto my other one as we walked through the store. A few people were staring at us and pointing, but I didn't care. I wasn't a fruitcake or a sissy! I was just me and I had a job that paid real good, best of all I was special and my auntie was proud of me! I hope my mom would be proud of me to.
Angela smiled and waved at the people who were staring and pointing and she let us know that they were pointing at us because they knew I was a model. That they were just letting their daughters know that the clothes they were getting that day were very special and just for mothers and daughters. I had a feeling it was because we were with her and not that I was a model. I really wasn't one yet, was I?
WOW, what a car! A big white limousine with a driver wearing a uniform and the driver was a pretty lady! She held one of the back doors open for us. I say one of the back doors because there were two back doors! This car was big! They got in first and then I got in. I remembered to do the dress thing as I sat down and my auntie said I did real good getting into the limo and I should remember to be just as careful when I got out. I giggled and told her not to worry I wasn't going to show off my panties to no creepy boys. They both laughed and were happy.
I looked out the window and saw a few people trying to see in as we were moving along. Angela said the windows were tinted and mirrored so nobody could see inside. I laughed thinking the people might think I was a movie star or something. Angela was telling my auntie a few things she should have me do to make it easier for me. I started to pay attention to what they were saying.
Angela said "Megan, you should get a modeling coach for Tammy. There are some things she should practice and know how to do before she really starts her modeling career. I know one that would be perfect for her and I will contact her for you. Then there is the medical checkup Tammy will need and I also know of a wonderful pediatrician you should use. I will set up an appointment for Tammy once we get the paperwork back from your lawyer. I am sure you will have no problem with the agency I use. Since Tammy already has a major modeling commitment they will be very happy to sign her. The pictures we took today is a good beginning for her portfolio, but she will need a lot more before it is really ready to show or used to sign Tammy up with more clients. I would love to send my photographer to your home and he could then have Tammy model some other clothing. I will send a couple of my girls with him to help Tammy with changing and make-up. Is that alright with you two?"
My auntie agreed and then asked "Angela, why are you doing so much for us, we just met and really don't know each other that well. It is clear to me that you have made a major decision and it must be costing you a small fortune to do these things for us."
Angela laughed and said "Mrs. Perkins is much more than a very good customer Megan. She is a very influential woman with a lot of skill in spotting talent. She was the one who backed me and started me in this business. She is the one who spotted Tammy and she is the one who is actually behind all this. We will be meeting her at the restaurant and she will explain things better than I can. That note you gave me from her was the catalyst. I must admit once again she was right on the mark. She has a talent that we in the business pay close attention to. She calls it her hobby."
Angela laughed again and then we heard a buzzing noise. She picked up a phone that was hidden under her armrest. She held up a finger to us as she was talking softly into the phone. She put the phone away in a few seconds later and said we were almost at the restaurant.
Sure enough the car slowed and then stopped. Soon the back door was opened and Angela then auntie and then I got out. I was careful and nobody got to see my panties! We walked hand in hand to the entrance where two men in uniforms held the doors open for us. Inside there were a bunch of people sitting down and Angela told us those people were waiting for a table. I thought we would have a long wait if these people were all ahead of us for a table. I got a big surprise then!
A man standing at a long skinny table smiled when he saw Angela and said "Angela, we have your table waiting and who are these lovely ladies with you tonight?"
Angela introduced us, as the man 'GUIDO' led us to her table. He really gushed over us and even pulled out each of our chairs before we sat down. He even put my napkin on my lap! GEEZ! He gave us each a menu and waved to a waitress and a waiter. They both came over right away and just stood their waiting for us to ask for something. This is way cool! I bet those people still waiting for a table were pissed off! I giggled thinking about it and auntie asked me what was funny so I told her. Angela chuckled and told us that influence and connections were everything and they did have there benefits. My auntie laughed and I was still giggling thinking about it.
I found out that first we had to order something to drink and then an appetizer. That's a small amount of real good stuff you eat before your real meal comes. Then came a salad and bread. Then came our real meal. I ordered prime rib cooked rare which is my favorite of favorites! Angela whispered something to the waitress and soon I had a bib on! GEEZ! I really looked like a little girl now! I had to wear a bib! Angela told me it was to protect my very pretty and very expensive dress from any accidents. Okay, what the hell. The food was wonderful and nobody knew me here anyway. When we were done eating the waiter came over and cleared our table. He asked us if we enjoyed everything so far and we all said yes. He left with our dirty dishes and the waitress came over and refilled all our drinks. Well, she refilled Angela's and Aunties coffee and brought me a new glass of soda pop. Then she asked us if we would care for some desert. I was stuffed and couldn
't eat another bite! I guess Auntie and Angela felt the same way because none of us wanted any dessert. The waiter who had wheeled a cart full of great looking cakes and stuff wheeled it away. The waitress came over with a little wallet thing on a small tray and Angela just signed it and slipped two fifty dollar bills into it. I saw it and almost choked! It came to over
$400.00! GEEZ! We just sat and talked for awhile. The waitress came back and took the little plate with the wallet on it. They both came back shortly after that and thanked Angela for her generosity. I tried to get my bib off and the waitress came rushing over and apologized as she took it off for me. Angela and Auntie giggled and I turned red.
Angela asked us if we were ready to leave and we both said we were. My Auntie asked her where Mrs. Perkins was and Angela said we were going to see her right now. I thought she was meeting us here for supper and just forgot. Angela motioned to our waitress and waiter and they came over and pulled our chairs out as we stood up. This is way cool! Guido came over to us and asked us how everything was. We all told him it was fantastic and he smiled. Angela shook his hand and I swear I saw money quickly disappear from Guido's hand to his pocket. It sure does cost a lot eating at this place!
Angela led the way to the ladies room or lounge they called it here. An old lady dressed in a uniform was inside! GEEZ, they even had help in the damn bathrooms! I had to pee and Auntie waved the lady away and helped me herself. Holy cow, that lady was going to help me pee! I had to hold up my dress as Auntie pulled down my panties and my pantyhose and then the panty-brief. I could never have done all this myself! Am I going to need help every time I have to go to the bathroom? GEEZ! I finished and Auntie wiped Willy off for me. GEEZ! She pulled everything back up and made sure they were put back on correctly. She told me she had to go and for me to freshen up and wash my hands. I went over to the sink and the old lady turned the water on for me and waited with a hand towel. I finished washing my hands and she gave me the towel. I thanked her and smiled she smiled back taking the towel when I was done with it. She asked me if I had my lipstick with me and I had no idea. I looked in my pocketbook and sure enough, it was in their. She took it from me and put some on my lips and handed me a tissue. What was this for? She chuckled and told me to open my mouth and then close my lips on the tissue. I did that and she smiled and then winked at me! Oh GEEZ!
Angela came out of one of the stalls I should call little rooms because they were the biggest toilet stalls I ever saw. The lady motioned toward me with her hand and said to Angela "She one of yours Angie?"
Angela laughed and said "yes, Anita this is Tammy."
We shook hands and she said to me in a whisper "You are the prettiest little boy I have ever seen. You need more practice being a girl though. You should know how to blot your lipstick." She laughed then and so did Angela!
OH GEEZ! Is everybody going to know about me? I turned very red and was worried but she then whispered to me "Don't worry precious your secret is safe with me. Angie and I go way back and I know better than to bite the hands that feed me."
What the hell did that mean? Oh well, I knew my secret was safe anyway. I will ask Auntie later about what she meant. Anita helped Angela and then she helped Auntie when she joined us. Angela gave Anita a hug and I saw her slip some money in Anita's pocket. GEEZ, even going to the bathroom here cost you money! No wonder my mom or my Auntie never took me to eat at places like this. It costs a fortune!
We left the bathroom, oops, I mean the ladies lounge and Angela led us up some stairs to another door. She knocked and I heard a lady say "come on in Angie." I guess Angela's old friends called her Angie. We entered the room and saw Mrs. Perkins sitting at a table with an old guy. It looked like they were going over some papers and the old guy had a nice briefcase sitting next to him on the table. It was one of those expensive leather ones. He was dressed real nice in a pinstriped dark blue suit and he stood up as we entered. We all said hello to Mrs. Perkins and she introduced us to the old guy. His name was Mr. Withers and he was Mrs. Perkins lawyer. She called him Robert. We called him Mr. Withers even Angela did! He called her Angie. He must be one important dude!
Mrs. Perkins said coffee and tea would be right up. She patted a chair next to her and asked me to sit. I did as Mr. Withers did the chair thing for my Auntie and Angela. Mrs. Perkins asked my Auntie if she had been right sending us to Angela's and my Auntie thanked her and started to say more as Mrs. Perkins just waved her hand. My Auntie shut up then.
I giggled and they all looked at me. I said "I wish I could just wave my hand and people would stop talking." They all laughed real hard and Mrs. Perkins gave me a hug and a kiss. GEEZ!
She said "I love this child already." Everybody laughed again. There was a tapping at the door and Mrs. Perkins just said "enter." Two ladies came in carrying trays. They had cups and stuff on each one. They set a cup and saucer in front of each of us, but not Mrs. Perkins. She had papers in front of her still. They filled each cup and asked if we took cream and sugar. They gave me tea and I wanted cream and sugar. A lady asked me "one lump or two?" I giggled and said "two please." She dropped two cubes in my tea and added cream and then even stirred it for me! This is way cool! After everybody had their tea or coffee the ladies left.
Mrs. Perkins looked at Angela and said "Well, was I right Angie? Isn't he everything I said he would be?"
Oh my God! She knew! I was stunned! I looked at Mr. Withers and he just winked at me! GEEZ! Everybody looked at me and chuckled! I was red, red, red!
Angela said "Mrs. Perkins, as always you were right and she is everything you said she would be."
My Auntie said "This is a little confusing for me and I bet it is for Tammy as well. You call Tammy a he and she calls Tammy a she. Which is it going to be? We can't keep describing Tammy as both all the time can we?"
I agreed with my Auntie! This was very confusing. I know I am a he, but dressed like this I sure did not want to be called a he! I said just that then and everybody chuckled again. They all agreed to refer to me as a she when I was dressed as a girl. Mr. Withers added that because of legal issues I would be referred to as a he in all the paperwork and contracts. That is unless I had my gender changed legally and then it would be fine to always refer to me as a she.
I said right then "NO WAY! Nobody is cutting Willy off!"
Everybody laughed real hard then. I mean they really laughed! Angela who had taken a sip of coffee to stop laughing started coughing when she couldn't stop laughing! GEEZ!
Mrs. Perkins said "Don't worry Tammy, nobody is going to take your good friend Willy from you unless if and when you decide you don't need him anymore." She started to laugh again and I just turned even redder! GEEZ!
After everybody calmed down Mrs. Perkins took charge and started passing copies of papers to Angela, my Auntie Megan. Mrs. Perkins turned to me and said "I will show you and explain what these say, okay Tammy?"
I said "Okay Mrs. Perkins," She patted me on my knee and smiled.
She began by telling us that none of this is binding until Auntie's lawyer finalized them and we both had signed them and they were officially notarized, what ever that meant. She then went through each part explaining it first to Auntie and then in kid's language to me. Angela looked like she knew all this stuff already and Mr. Withers would just nod his head. Auntie did ask a few questions, but I didn't understand what she was asking about. Just some stuff about special expenditures and percentages. Auntie asked about some things about fees and other legal junk like transportation costs and people who would be helping me. They went over just about everything. I was very tired and Mrs. Perkins decided she would explain things to me in kid talk before I fell asleep on them.
Mrs. Perkins told me that I would be living as a girl now and I would be learning a lot of new stuff. I would be learning how to be a very convincing girl. Not just any girl but a professional model girl! She told me that if I agreed, I would earn a lot of money and a certain part of it would be put in an account that nobody could touch. I couldn't even get at it until I was twenty one years old! GEEZ! I would be old then! She did say that it was only a percentage of what I would make that would be put away for me and that I could have some of it right away after I had earned it. COOL!
Mrs. Perkins told me that once I agreed I could not back out of the agreement we made with each other. I had to do what was asked of me and if I had any questions about anything all I had to do was ask. She said that my Aunt Megan could tell me what I had to do and what I didn't have to do. She also told me that they would be contacting my mother and she had the last say in everything. Okay, I understand I think.
Mrs. Perkins then took my chin in one of her hands and looked straight at me and asked "Tammy, do you understand what I said to you and do you agree to do your best in what we ask you to do?"
I said "I think I understand Mrs. Perkins and I promise to try my best."
She smiled and gave me a hug and a kiss saying "You are a very special little girl Tammy and I know I am right about you. Now all we have left to do is signing this letter of intent. Of course we will be sending this to your mommy for her approval and signature as well. We will need that before we can really begin any further actions."
My Auntie signed the paper and I even signed it. I had to use my real name I hate. Tambert Cert. Everybody signed the paper and Mr. Withers was the witness.
I was so tired and we had to drive over 300 miles yet! That was when Angela invited my Auntie and me to stay at her house since it was real late and we were all tired. My Auntie accepted and we all said goodbye to Mrs. Perkins and Mr. Withers.
While we spent the night at Angela's huge estate, Mrs. Perkins and Mr. Withers were still hard at work. The made a number of calls and succeeded in getting through to my mom. It was several hours earlier where my mom was located than where we were at. After a lengthy conversation with my mom they had reached an agreement. Everything depended on my mom reaching and talking to her sister, my Auntie Megan and her son, me. Without getting into everything that happened at Angela's place and some very interesting stuff did happen their, I will continue with my story after the long drive to my Auntie's house and once we were safely in 'Santa's Hideaway' her town.
We had been driving for a very long time when I finally spotted Aunties house! It was wonderful to be finally here! I couldn't wait to get out and stretch and just plop down and get a good nap in. I didn't sleep very well at Angela's place. I had some troubling dreams every time I had drifted off to sleep. I kept waking up and soon it was time for breakfast and we were leaving. I had drifted off while Auntie drove, but each time I would wake up after a little while and Auntie really needed me to help keep her awake as she drove. I guess she didn't sleep to well either. She told me Angela and her stayed up talking after I went to bed.
We did have enough energy left to make the several trips to the trunk and back until everything was unloaded and brought into the house. Auntie turned up the air-conditioning and soon the house was cool and comfortable. We soon fell asleep in her bed lying side by side still fully dressed. Yup, we were that tired! We must have slept for hours because we both woke up to the sound of her phone ringing. It just kept on ringing and Auntie finally groaned and got up to answer it. It was my mom!
I got up and ran into the bathroom, I had to pee real-bad! First I had to lift up the sundress I was wearing and then pull down my panties, the pantyhose and then the damn panty-brief! Geez, I started to squirt before I could get that damn tight panty-brief down! SHIT and Double Crap! My Auntie would be pissed off! I hadn't wet myself or my bed in over a year! Damn and double damn! I used to have a problem with wetting myself because my bladder wasn't developing fast enough. I still couldn't hold it back for very long, but I had timed myself a few times and I knew I could hold it for over half an hour once I felt the urge I had to go. GEEZ!
That was another reason I hated going to camp every summer. I always had to wear you know what's at night. I even had to wear those special training pants with the waterproof covers during the day. Yup, it wasn't long that everybody found out and camp always turned into a nightmare of teasing for me. Well that's another story so I won't get into that now.
I had to quickly rinse out my panty-briefs and think of something to tell my auntie. GEEZ, I hated for this to happen, especially now! My mom was on the phone! I took off everything under my dress and rinsed out my panty-briefs and hung them over the shower rod. I put my panties back on and that was when my Auntie called me.
I ran into the living room and my auntie was smiling and happy. She handed me the phone and I said "Hi Mommy!"
My mom answered "Hi Sweetheart, I guess I have a very pretty daughter for awhile don't I?"
GEEZ, what a way to start! Well I said "You really want me to do this mommy? I mean you are sure this is cool and all that?" My mom said "After what I have been told so far I wouldn't have it any other way. Megan has told me that you are very well behaved and everyone you have met has liked you very much. Not only that, but I got a phone call last night from a Mrs. Perkins who told me you have a chance to make a lot of money as a child model. She had a lot of wonderful things to say about you and I was surprised she was actually talking about you!"
I said "Oh mommy, I'm not that bad am I?"
She laughed and said "No Honey, but your not THAT good either." Oh GEEZ!
She continued "Honey, I got another call from a Mrs. Logitech of Allied Airways. It seems you are a very popular little girl now. I saw you off at the airport and I knew you were not a happy camper about looking like a little girl. Then I find out in less than five hours after you left me you turn into the perfect little beauty queen. Honey, I am very proud of the way you have accepted this and I want you to know I love you very much. I am still leaving it up to you to decide before I call both Mrs. Perkins and Mrs. Logitech back with my decision. I wanted to talk with you and Megan before I agreed to anything besides the agreement of intent they had to have right away. So Tammy, what have you decided?"
I took a deep breath and knew I had to agree to do it. There really was no other choice I could make was there? I said "I will do it mommy, we can make a lot of money and maybe you can quit your job and come and be with me. I miss you a lot and I hate it every summer when you have to go away all the time."
I thought I heard my mommy crying and she took a little while before she answered me, but then she did and said "Sweetheart, you know how long it has been since you called me mommy?"
Oh GEEZ! I have been calling her mommy, haven't I! She continued and said "Megan told me you call her Auntie now as well. I just want you to know we both love hearing you say that and we do love you very much. I will call them back and inform them both that we agree and after Megan's lawyer looks everything over I will be flying over and we will sign the papers together okay?"
COOL! My mommy is coming here! I said "That would be wonderful mommy! I can' t wait to see you, but promise me you won't laugh when you see me because I will be dressed as a little girl."
My mommy said "Oh Tammy, I would never laugh at you Sweetheart. I love you and I already seen you dressed up as a little girl and I didn't laugh at you then did I?"
Oh GEEZ! I remembered that now, but that was for a Halloween party and it was her that had me dress up as Cinderella! Man was that a nightmare, but that's another story I won't get into now.
I said "Ok mommy, I will try real hard and be the best model I can be."
My Auntie was standing next to me and I noticed she had my wet panty-briefs in her hand. Oh Shit and Double Crap!
I said "Mommy? I had a accident when I woke up and ran to the bathroom. I just couldn't hold it long enough. I had to lift up my dress and pull down my panties and then my pantyhose and then my panty-brief. I started to go before I could get the panty-brief pulled down. I'm sorry, but I just couldn't help it." I started to cry then, I had let her down and she was so proud of me because I had stopped wetting.
My mommy said "Honey, I thought that might happen with the change of location and if you got excited or upset. I sent everything to Megan before you left just in case. She should have received the packages already Honey. Don't be upset Sweetheart, Megan and I both thought that this might happen. I knew you would need your cloth diapers. You know how allergic you are to the disposable kind. I even sent your special training pants. So you don't worry Honey. We aren't mad at you okay?"
I looked at my Auntie and she just gave me a hug and a smile. I knew then that it was going to be okay. I felt better and stopped crying. I said goodbye to my mommy and Auntie took the phone.
I heard her talking and she said "Yes Greta, I have everything here already. Don't you worry about Tammy, we are getting along so much better now. I can' t believe Tammy is the same person from last Thanksgiving. No, don't you worry about anything I can help her with everything and it will be a treat for me to do it. Okay Greta, I love you to, bye."
Auntie hung up the phone and she turned to me and said "Time for a bubble bath for you young lady!" She chuckled and hugged me as she took my hand in hers and led me to the bathroom.

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In loving memory to my friend Angel.