Part 19 Penny Black

I woke up feeling ‘different’. I couldn’t put my finger on it for a while, but I remembered the discussion as I was going under, and when I felt around my groin, I realised that I actually had nothing there to put a finger on.

So much for reversible cosmetic alterations! My face had the swelling and bruising going down; my breasts were still swathed in bandages and now I was uncertain just how much different my groin was.

If there was no more ‘Penny’s Penis’, just where did I stand now as a cast member? More to the point, where did I stand as a human being?

When Susan came to see me, I was in tears as I told her that they had taken me through a complete transition and that I was no longer her man.

She took it well and then smiled.

“Don’t worry; I’ve still got that double headed dildo”.

She then took my breath away as she carried on.

“Penny, dear one. I went off my birth control pills the week before we went for our weekend in the Cotswolds and it was good timing because I ovulated on the Thursday, I think. I have not had a sex scene since that time and have missed my period while you have been laying here having a rest. I have been tested and I am pregnant with your child. We can make certain after it is born with a DNA test so that you are happy with it. I am getting too old for this porn game and have been putting my money into property which has shot through the roof lately. I will retire with this show.”

“DNA test?”

She told me that the swab that had been taken when I joined the cast had gone off to a lab and there was my DNA profile already on record.

She got onto her phone and called Andrew to let him know of the events, and he said that he was coming right over. We chatted and she helped me brush my hair out.

It had grown like wildfire since I had been here, and she said that I would be good to get a shorter cut when I got out and that would get rid of the bleached blonde look. She told me about the happenings back at the penthouse and the studio.

At the penthouse she said that Tanya had split with Steve now he was on set with the other girls and that Odette was almost permanently down with Tony.

It appeared that Tony rather liked her type of lovemaking and that they had decided to do it at his place so not to frighten the others in the penthouse with his screams. She did say that it was nice and quiet with just the two of them there, but Odette was still putting in for the rent.

With the studio I found out that they were still well ahead but there had been a lot of social media traffic about the fate that befell Penny and every episode that went out since only managed to increase the interest.

They had put a lot of references to Penny in the episodes they had filmed while I was away, with questions about what Germaine had done with me, but everyone was too scared to ask.

Barry was now strutting about like he owned the place, and they made the show sexy with him picking a girl at random to take to the back room. Tony and Steve were becoming more assertive as well and they had filmed a few scenes with two or three couples.

They had done a few Saturdays social visits, but everyone wanted to see Penny to the point where it was getting urgent for me to make an appearance.

Andrew arrived with my doctor coming in behind him. He came over to me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

“Penny, how on earth did something so drastic happen to you. I thought everything had been arranged?”

The doctor cleared his throat and lifted his head from the clipboard, that was on the end of my bed with all the paperwork.

“I think I may have an answer but you’re not going to like it.”

Andrew glared at him, so he carried on.

“You do know that this is a specialist sex-change clinic, and I can see that the note brought in when Penny was admitted says ‘cosmetic surgery and other operations as discussed’. Now, in our world everything up to full sex change is considered cosmetic, and the final transition is an operation.”

Andrew growled.

“I had discussed all the things we wanted done when I arranged the admission. It was a month before Penny was brought here and the girl in the office seemed happy with what had been arranged.”

“Tall, brunette with buck teeth?”

Andrew nodded and the doctor went on.

“She left us about two weeks after that, making a mess of the files as she went. She had been passing patient details on to outside people who were targeting the patients as they left us. It comes to court in another couple of months. I would think that if I looked up Penny Worth on the system, I would find very little other than what we have on this note. I am sorry, but what you see here is what you get.”

I almost shouted.

“What about me, then? What will I see when all the bandages come off?”

He smiled.

“What you will see, young lady; is a very beautiful woman with a great rack and a body to drool over. You were a pleasure to work on. I have never had such a great penis to invert before and you will be able to accommodate ten inches or more, without any problems. I even had to put in a special order for a set of over-length dilators for you to take with you. The manufacturer thought I was pulling his leg when I gave him the size.”

I looked at Andrew.

“This has changed the whole dynamic of the show if I come back as totally woman. It will not alter those last words that Odette said in the last scene, but I don’t think that I could play the slave because I will be just the same as the others. There will be no point of contention between me and the rest of the cast. The only thing I can think about now is if I come back as a changed woman, being assertive and against Odette. How about we work towards a scene where there is another party at her place, but the couples go into other rooms. I could arrive with the police, and we can get Odette and Barry arrested for operating a house of ill repute. That way we could get the board of Heaven to sack her and appoint another office manager.”

As I was talking, I noticed the doctor looking uncomfortable and a small tent emerging under his white coat.

I looked at him.

“You are a subscriber, are you not?”

He said that he was, along with many of the other doctors but that they were all very much aware of the need for discretion.

Andrew was firm.

“What you have just heard you should keep to yourself. It may be the way we end it, and it may not, we will have to talk it through before we film anything."

The doctor said that he would give Andrew the contact details of someone who would be able to deal with any claims against the hospital, and then he left us. I had Andrew on one side of the bed and Susan on the other.

“This does not change the other arrangements we made with you, Penny. In fact, I think it may allow you to be more authoritative in those positions. What you have said about the show has possibilities. I will see if we could set up scenes here while you are still naturally damaged.”

“We could have the other girls speak to you about Odette and that can be the catalyst for your determination to bring her down in the last show. It may just pull the irons out of the fire. That last scene at a party can go out over two shows, with much sex in the first and the cathartic ending in the second.”

He gave us both kisses and left, muttering to himself. Susan sat next to my bed with a strange look on her face.

“What!!!”

She smiled.

“Penny, Penny. Here you are, having your future turned upside down and you come up with a workable direction for the show. You, my darling, are priceless.”

She then gave me a kiss and left as well.

Over the next week I had several visits from the cast, along with camera and sound guys. We did a scene where Tanya and Elizabeth come in and say that they have just found out where I was by sneaking a look in Odette’s office, wanting to know how I was.

Another had three of the girls next to my bed as we discuss various ways of bringing Germaine’s world tumbling down around her ears. They would slot these into the shows they were now filming which would bring Penny back into the story with an idea that great changes have taken place.

After that I was left alone for the next two weeks while my face healed, my new breasts were exposed to the air, complete with extensive bruising there as well. When all the tubes had been removed, and I saw my groin for the first time, it was just like all the vaginas I had looked at from the body end of a rampant dick.

The major difference was that I had never seen a black, red, and blue one before.

It took another week before I was able to move around and look after myself; followed by another where I dressed for the day in clothes that Susan had brought in for me.

I was shown how to look after my new equipment, top and bottom, as well as how to dilate so I did not get my tubing closing up again. I was taken to the hospital salon where my hair was cut at the bleach point and was styled in a very nice way, before I had a full make-over.

It was a strange and wonderful time for me. I found that putting my panties on in the morning, on a body that they had been designed for, was something else. The feeling of the bra on my nipples almost made me scream and the look of my reflection in the mirror showed me that the doctor was close to the mark when he said that I was a beautiful woman.

In the period I had been in hospital my body had reshaped itself with a loss of weight, mainly around the gut and waist. With my natural D rack, I was quite an imposing person and found that it would be fun to go shopping now, something I was determined would take up a few of my days, when I was let loose on the world again.

On the day I checked out, Susan came with Sam, and they loaded me and my luggage into the car. There was almost an honour line of the staff to see me off, and we were then heading back into town. It was nearly frightening with the rush and bustle of traffic and all the people. I had been away from all of that for a long time.

At the tower Susan helped me into the lift and Sam put my bags in it. We all went up to the penthouse where there were several of my new friends to welcome me home.

I have to say that the hormones must be working because I cried as I hugged everyone. They didn’t stay long because I obviously looked worn out already, and I was left with Susan, Tanya and Odette who helped me put my things away.

I went to bed with Susan before eight, and she held me close all night while we kissed and cuddled. I was happy to be here, and even happier to be with her, and our new life that I knew was growing inside her.

Marianne Gregory (C) 2026