From the moment I decided to attempt to bring Dorothy to life, I have been fighting against my body.
It took massive amounts of female hormones to finally quell the male ones in my body, and that was only the first battle.
Well, yesterday, I had to acknowledge my defeat in the area of clothing - specifically, panties.
I had bought some panties several months back, and I am giving up on them.
my big belly makes getting something to fit a struggle at the best of times, but my male parts make the whole thing a joke.
Which is similar to what has happened to me wearing heels, makeup, or having my hair long.
So the long and the short of it is my dysphoria is kicking my butt, so hugs appreciated.



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Big Hugs...
Big Hugs with a side order of huggles...!!
Love tmf
Huggety-hugg-hugg-hugg-in'
And a kiss for the heck of it. :)
= Give everyone the benefit of the doubt because certainty is a fragile thing that can be shattered by one overlooked fact.
Big hugs!
It’s a long hard fight and I struggle too.
Give yourself love anyway!
Gillian Cairns
Hitting “love”
Hitting “love” feels wrong on one level, since you come with a tale of woe. But take it as indicating how much we all love and appreciate you. Keep fighting that dragon, Dot!
— Emma
Hugs
I have to admit that I was concerned about something... different. Something involving the human body degenerating due to age, or perhaps cancerous. That scared me.
-- Daphne Xu