I've got a new story, but I think I need someone to beta test it for me, Any volunteers ?

okay so apparently last week I scared some of the ladies at church. They could tell I was struggling, and so were really concerned for me, to the point they were relieved to see me today still in one piece. I used to be better at hiding my struggles, but I guess I've lost that ability,

That's good, right?

So I got pointed out to me rather bluntly I dont pass at the evening service at my church Sunday night.

Sighs ...

went to the dentist because of jaw pain. dentist said I strained my jaw.
not serious. booked me for physio Tuesday.

Today, I found out my stepfather died several years ago.

Considering he beat the crap out of me, why do I feel bad?

you guys remember a little while back when I panicked about not writing anymore?

Well, I spoke too soon.

I've got not one, not two, but THREE new stories under way.

Just goes to show.

in case you thought dress codes couldn't get stranger :

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KtyvMw7HT_g

The writing group I'm part of is back, and they liked the little piece i brought -"the care and feeding of huggles"

I just wanted to give a really good author a push, Amethyst has a couple of new stories out, and if you havent checked them out, you should: https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/80752/making-her-mark and https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/80753/wrath-wraith

okay, fair warning starting Saturday or Sunday I'm going to be looking after a friend's dog for a week. so I'll be online only sporadically.

I'll check in when I can

dream time again. I dreamed I was in a classroom and was getting frustrated because I couldnt make head or tails of the assignment I was given, It got so bad I started to wonder why I was in the class at all, when the class was sent out to a outdoor stage to watch a performance. I started to enjoy myself, but then I saw down the hill from the the stage a building was collapsing, soon gigantic pieces of marble and rock were flying up the hill at us. A large rock fell right in front of me, but I was able to push a little, and then climbed it.

I got asked if I was a boy or a girl at the pool today.

I responded that I was a funny looking girl.

That seemed to sasttify the questioner

I dont want to scare people, but if this stupid blog is gonna have any meaning it has to be honest. And honestly last night was one of the worst nights I've had in a long while. I'm actually surprised I didnt do any of the ideas that came into my head ...

It has been long enough since I wrote anything that I'm starting to wonder if this is the end for me. 10 years of publishing almost every month is a pretty high rate, so a slowdown isnt that bad, but this feels less like a slowdown and more like a complete stop.

ah well, I can still read and comment I guess ...

Sorry to have to relate that thanks to a combination of a lack of spoons and a case of writer's block it might be a while before I have something for you all.

So sorry.